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[(In)CelibatePsycho]

Last photo i took during high school before the final bell rang
I strangely miss that place despite how miserable I was there, maybe because I had a schedule and things to do. I wasn't just drifting through life.
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Are you a neet now? How old are you? What’s you’re iq

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

I think my parents are worried about my lack of success with relationships. I told my father a few days ago that I simply didn't have the time for it, and when he continued to pry I admitted that I'm likely not mentally fit for something like that. I have nothing to offer a woman at this point and probably never will, but there's still a cloud of uncertainty cast over my future. I don't see myself having a family (would rather not pass down autism), so that eliminates a lot of really good women.
I hate that I still yearn for this crap even though I'm exactly the opposite of what defines a good man. And as affirmative as I've been about a potential "one-man army" solution, that's going to be a lot to handle and cope with even for me. Used to be angry at the world for my misfortunes, though now I'm pretty content with it all. It's all in God's hands, and if I must accept the fact I was never cut out for anything related to relationships, I'm on my path to coming to terms with that.

Yeah I’m gonna be alone for the rest of my life too

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

Are you a neet now? How old are you? What’s you’re iq

Yes. 19. I don't remember the exact score (took one while being evaluated for autism) but it was around dead average, 100 plus or minus 5

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

Geg somebody died at school
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My high school set up a whole fake car crash and brand in figrefighters and ambulances and a helicopter
And they hired a guy dressed up as the grim reaper to walk around in the middle of the street

 

[terrycrews]

Why does everybody here use glasses. Am I the only nigga with 20/20 eyesight

i wear glasses sometimes

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

That's what being brown and poor gives you in life. Being dealt a terrible hand at birth results in these types of situations where they're just looking for any opportunity that pops up. Naturally since there are a lot of these folk here this effect is multiplied until you have a massive brown population that is so selfish it'd kill any homeless person that comes near it (and we've done that, there are multiple videos of people setting the homeless on fire)

And low iq, that’s generally more important

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

Enjoying this TUESDAY evening by wearing my thick hoodie in my 70° room and listening to shitty 80s music with all the lights off (except muh lamp) really calming

Spoiler: nigger ape

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You look very unbothered

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

Go fuck yourself for bringing up my personal issues. Nigger. You don't know what I've been through neither do you know what @Minuteman has been through but you find it clever to make fun of our problems? And yet you start leaking when you get exposed for being a swarthy mutt piece of shit nigger shitskin? Fuck you.

>making fun of other people

>getting made fun of

“Nooo you went too far”

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

Random but i just remembered how i used to listen to this fucking song on loop every single day when i'd go to school in 9th grade. my life was THAT bad kek

dont laugh

I’m adding this to my playlist

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

Let him be. Why is his lifestyle pissing you off? You don't even know him personally.

>but how does this affect you personally?

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

That's what I told myself again, and again, and again. I don't care anymore, and your anger at shit that isn't even yours is starting to piss me off too. $300 shitty 1366x768 dual-core i3 laptops can be replaced, fixing my life isn't as easy. Besides, that computer was on its last legs. God forbid I want to walk the walk and not just talk the talk.

Acting like 300 is nothing while simultaneously not having a job and complaining about class divide and the elite
Nigger you are the elite, you are 19 and have the privilege to do nothing all day while wasting money on video games and toys

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

you ARE the foid nigga

ur right im not a fucking gamer but i'm still right, junkies will ALWAYS find their fucking fix

He has drugs (adderal)

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

@Dr. Soytan I forgot to mention this earlier, but I picked up a used copy of Animal Farm a few days ago and started reading it tonight because I can't sleep. Skipped over the prologue & introduction, but I'm on page 70 right now (probably stopping there for tonight) and it's absolutely fantastic. In fact, I'm actually having trouble putting it down. I really like Orwell's idea of using something fairly basic (a farm) and then using fictional ideas like animals being able to talk (some even being literate like the pigs) as a way to make an entertaining/charming story that seems to do a wonderful job of explaining aspects of political systems and how they evolve/deteriorate over time. I'm not exactly a bright person but I also feel like nothing has been extremely "dumbed-down". Good stuff, thanks.

Gay ass book

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

Acting like 300 is nothing while simultaneously not having a job and complaining about class divide and the elite
Nigger you are the elite, you are 19 and have the privilege to do nothing all day while wasting money on video games and toys

That's true, yeah. I am in a better spot than quite a few people who have worked far harder than I ever have/probably will. Progress has been dreadfully slow but I have a driver's license now at least. I apologize, I like to think of myself as relatively humble but you made a very good point.

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

He has drugs (adderal)

Maybe I should get some adder all it seems awesome
It can’t be any unhealthier than rotting on this forum all day

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

That's true, yeah. I am in a better spot than quite a few people who have worked far harder than I ever have/probably will. Progress has been dreadfully slow but I have a driver's license now at least. I apologize, I like to think of myself as relatively humble but you made a very good point.

Sorry I was a bit rude
I just didn’t like how the other guy was getting Shat on

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

Sorry I was a bit rude
I just didn’t like how the other guy was getting Shat on

It's fine, I have my moments too. And in all honesty I do believe people here have been going too easy on me, especially considering recent events. Harsh criticism mixed with actual feedback/telling me exactly what I'm doing wrong has proven to be a winning combination, at least in my case.

 

[(In)CelibatePsycho]

It's fine, I have my moments too. And in all honesty I do believe people here have been going too easy on me, especially considering recent events. Harsh criticism mixed with actual feedback/telling me exactly what I'm doing wrong has proven to be a winning combination, at least in my case.

>recent events
Marge

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

>recent events
Marge

Didn't you read through all of my blabbering? Eh, I probably wouldn't remember everything myself. Long story short, I was in faggot 'cord servers until a few days ago and my parents discovering it all ended up shaking my mind a lot. I've wiped and deleted everything irreversibly since then and my only method of accessing the Internet is through the clunky Xbox browser. In addition, my smartphone will be replaced by a basic cell phone without a browser or app store.

 

[terrycrews]

Didn't you read through all of my blabbering? Eh, I probably wouldn't remember everything myself. Long story short, I was in faggot 'cord servers until a few days ago and my parents discovering it all ended up shaking my mind a lot. I've wiped and deleted everything irreversibly since then and my only method of accessing the Internet is through the clunky Xbox browser. In addition, my smartphone will be replaced by a basic cell phone without a browser or app store.

i thought you wanted to be an IT guy though