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Digital Memopad

I was in a bad mood today and decided to lie down for 30 minutes, ended up nearly falling asleep and the whole fiasco lasting an hour. I finally got out of bed and now my brain is misfiring.
Was only two hours after I took my Adderall too, I slept a lot last night though.
Look at this video of Brazilians on Black Friday
This is in ParaΓ­ba which is mostly populated by Pardos and Negros
 
1:07 people are literally getting crushed holy raisin thats terrifying
That's what being brown and poor gives you in life. Being dealt a terrible hand at birth results in these types of situations where they're just looking for any opportunity that pops up. Naturally since there are a lot of these folk here this effect is multiplied until you have a massive brown population that is so selfish it'd kill any homeless person that comes near it (and we've done that, there are multiple videos of people setting the homeless on fire)
 
Finally brought up the idea of buying a compact pickup to my mom and she was surprisingly open to it. I'm starting to feel better about driving, in fact my test is scheduled for Thursday. It's become second nature to me almost like walking. Will probably look for an early 2010s ranger, preferably a single cab model. My parents are going to give me around a $15k budget for a car, to be honest I don't appreciate them enough.
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Today was my final day on Risperidone and Abilify. Even though I'm only getting entirely off of them tomorrow, my parents have already noticed significant improvements in my motivation and general mood. I've actually been offering to help them with stuff, I don't have a problem with making my mom a cup of coffee, it's been easier for me to get in the shower every morning, and a lot of other stuff.

Things are looking much better than they were just a month ago, I'm quite happy to say that. I even have my driving test scheduled for Thursday so I have a good chance of getting my license soon. Looking back I think I dramatized the negative effects of the medicine, but getting off of it has greatly improved my life.

Even my general health seems to have improved, my skin looks nicer and my facial hair is growing faster than before (still shave it, but yeah). I've also started to develop more healthy and realistic views on sex/relationships, not bluepilled but I don't feel like they're that important anymore.

I'm hesitant to say this and I'm usually not one to support le conspiracy theories, but I feel a lot more masculine relative to how I was not that long ago. Back in September/October I used to tell people I was gay and genuinely believed that to be the case. Now I don't feel like that at ALL. I'm not fucking joking, it's literally 100% GONE. Kinda scary honestly.
 
I'm hesitant to say this and I'm usually not one to support le conspiracy theories, but I feel a lot more masculine relative to how I was not that long ago. Back in September/October I used to tell people I was gay and genuinely believed that to be the case. Now I don't feel like that at ALL. I'm not fucking joking, it's literally 100% GONE. Kinda scary honestly.
proud of you nigga
 
Decided to swallow my pride and try (((Spotify))). Not that bad to be honest, I like that the audio quality seems to be better than YouTube's at least. Most of the shit I like is on there except a few tracker songs which is fine.
Here's all my shitty music, hopefully it's not troonslop.
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Decided to swallow my pride and try (((Spotify))). Not that bad to be honest, I like that the audio quality seems to be better than YouTube's at least. Most of the shit I like is on there except a few tracker songs which is fine.
Here's all my shitty music, hopefully it's not troonslop.
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wow that's cool. hey, can you buy me a game on steam?
 
Decided to swallow my pride and try (((Spotify))). Not that bad to be honest, I like that the audio quality seems to be better than YouTube's at least. Most of the shit I like is on there except a few tracker songs which is fine.
Here's all my shitty music, hopefully it's not troonslop.
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Saved you all the trouble. Delete the first tab it opens when you click on a song though.
 
Decided to swallow my pride and try (((Spotify))). Not that bad to be honest, I like that the audio quality seems to be better than YouTube's at least. Most of the shit I like is on there except a few tracker songs which is fine.
Here's all my shitty music, hopefully it's not troonslop.
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the first few are generic imo
 
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