Adopt chud worldview
internalize everything 'bad' and 'wrong' with the world as the fault of the (((jew)))
now you need to view 'stimming' as something bad and wrong
larp that by fighting against everything 'bad' and 'wrong' you are working on becoming Hitlers strongest warrior to save the race evropa combating degeneracy or smth idk
if that doesnt work for you i dont know what will.
Good luck!