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November 13th, 2024: Packed is probably the best word to describe my day. I had some cereal for breakfast first and then went to my first class to learn more about Prolog and the difference between overloading and overriding. After that I ended up quickly studying for a test for my second class class, which I was not sure that I ended up doing good on, but it could not have been lower than a 50% on the quiz, after my second class I took the bus to Noodles and Company and had some regular-sized Mac N Cheese for lunch, it was sadly kind of expensive. Before my third and final class, I played some Roblox before 2:30 and then headed out to class. Disassociating was the main thing that happened in my third class, something about pipelining in assembly language, my partner for the class project ended up completing it beforehand so it just was easy and then I went home. 6:00pm was the time this men’s dinner at this Catholic church was supposed to happen, so at 5:20pm I ended up walking over and took some detours so I could get there on time. When I arrived at the parish where the dinner was to be held, I encountered my priest for the Tuesday mass events and was told to enter through the back door because the front door was locked, I went in to find a group of 5 men in prayer along with the priest, who I will be calling Malachi, I ended up just joining the prayer no questions asked and then I end up talking to the priest where I find out things about him, like how he was ordained on May 15th, 2021 and he got the food from this Croatian family all the way over in Waukesha which was taco stuffed with mascarpone cake. I ended up finding out that Fukuyama goes to these events and sat with him. Dinner night turned out to be hosted before Eucharistic adoration at 7pm, which is followed by mass at 8pm, and then finally a social event at 9pm, I accompanied Fukuyama to the Eucharistic adoration and sat next to him, where I saw multiple people I knew, including Raphael, the guy who leads my Bible study group, and some girls. There were plenty of girls who wore veils and I immediately went into OMGSISA mode.
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There were 5 priests there, 4 doing confessions, so I lined up for confession and ended up admitting my (moral) sins, getting told to pray 1 decade of the rosary (instead of the full 5 that a rosary had) as my penance. I got back to my pew with Fukuyama and started reading the book of Sirach from the Bible. After Eucharistic adoration there was the mass, which Raphael did not stay for but I ended up waving to him and he waved back. The mass was weird because there was no organ or other instruments like mass usually has (and the Eucharistic adoration had) and there was two songs we sang after going up to partake in consuming the eucharist. Once 9:00pm rolled around a good amount of people went to the social afterwards, I ended up meeting a few people, like this nurse who is a chubby ginger that I have seen a few times at mass who I will be calling Hellen. I ended up meeting this guy who kind of looked like an Incel with his semi-pimply face and short stature, I will be calling him Anders, he surprisingly looked younger than he actually was (38 years old) but him having greying hair should have been a giveaway, he is a friend of Fukuyama’s and he talked to me about how he worked for the FBI and that it was really easy to get security clearance for them, I eventually decide to talk to the girl with cerebral palsy from my summer Bible study group while she was talking to this other girl. I asked if I could join their conversation because the girl she was talking to was cute (I didn’t mention the last part because I am not a weirdo) but she said:
“I’m trying to have a conversation, so fuck off!”
I just straight up decided to leave, I tried to exit but the entrance was blocked by 3 nuns, all wearing beige. I wish I took the entrance being blocked as a sign from God Himself that I should have stayed and socialized more, but I just continued to try to leave because of how defeated I was from Elizabeth being an asshole, I politely asked the shortest of the three nuns if she could get out of the way so I could exit, and I did, finding out that it was raining outside, so I just walked home in the rain. Home was comforting after having to deal with the rain, probably because Enosh wasn’t there so I just had a beer, took a shower, and then texted Lizzo to ask Asherah to figure out who should be my patron saint and then I went to bed.

Song of the Day: Guillotine - Death Grips (2011)
 
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November 14th, 2024: I started off the day by walking down to this convenience shop to buy milk for my breakfast, but I found out that they inconveniently were out, so I took the bus up to the grocery store (where they sell milk for far cheaper,) I got some peppermint mocha coffee from the Starbucks they had inside the grocery store, then I bought the milk and went home and had breakfast. During the wait for the bus, Asherah texted me saying that I should chose Saint Ambrose as my patron saint so I thanked her for that. After breakfast I worked on my cybersecurity homework for a bit and then I went to Bible study. At Bible study the topic of Paul’s letters came up and I asked if Paul returned to Earth today, who would he write a letter to first, and we all said either San Francisco or Los Angeles. After that was my cybersecurity class where we got into our groups. Eventually while I was making my Mac N Cheese for dinner I got a message from the Kazakhstani telling her to bring some alcohol over so I did, we eventually chill for a bit with her roommate and this girl who I will be calling Eyesight, we all get pretty drunk but then they suddenly decide it is girls night now and that me and The Mexican’s boyfriend have to leave all of the sudden, I thought it was complete bullshit so I ended up tricking The Mexican’s boyfriend into leaving first so I could steal a bunch of soda cans from them and put them in my zip up bag (the three girls were all in the bathroom for some reason, where one of their two kittens shat on the rug outside the shower and they never cleaned it before any of us came over) and then went home.

Song of the Day: The City Gates - Jeremey Soule (2011)
 
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November 15th, 2024: Fuck my stupid pathetic Incel life. I had to wake up at 6am in order to go to work. I had my usual cereal and coffee before heading out. In the attic of our workplace there was a lot of stuff that needed to be taken out because of how much of a mess it was there, so the new owner of the store and the head of my department tasked me with taking some of the stuff they were planning on throwing out all the way down to the garbage dumpsters. For lunch I ended up having Asiago pasta salad and an Arizona iced tea. The new coworker who replaced the old Blexican one who left decided to sit next to me, I will be calling him Quintavious, he seemed like a pretty chill guy. I continued with my tasks of stocking more shelves. My last task of the day was filling this one section of the store, which I completed at 4:15pm so I clocked out a bit early before taking the crowded bus home. At home I worked on this map for a bit before going to this pizza place near me at 5:20pm to reserve a seat for my sponsor Joseph because he said to eat here for our Friday night dinner, when we got there we talked about a lot of stuff relating to church, like how the literal cathedral of the Archdiocese somehow has a staffing shortage, and how his 75th birthday is coming up on November 27th, or how he was originally planning on working for 50 years at this company but he ended up going 45 years and chose to end his work on November 9th, 2019. The funniest part of that night was there was these two older men sitting at the table next to us, they were not being loud but later on there was these two more men that came, and one of them was clearly raised in special education, he looked to be about 40 and had white skin with a receding black hairline, didn't look special but I knew it when he was special when I heard the first words out of his mouth:
"HI BOB! HI ROBERTO!"
A smile began to appear across my face.
"IT IS MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!"
I had to cough to cover my mouth with my napkin in order to not convey to Joseph that I found this whole ordeal funny.
"What are your favorite teams?" The guy with the tweed cap, who I guess is Roberto, says to the birthday boy.
"I LIKE THE GREEN BAY PACKERS!"
You know what was getting harder.
"CLAY MATTHEWS IS A GOOD FOOTBALL PLAYER!"
Oh my Fauci, I am on the fucking verge or something.
"AND I ALSO LIKE THE MILWAUKEE BUCKS! THEY ARE PRETTY GOOD!"
I immediately had to dismiss myself to go to the bathroom and laugh my fat juicy ass off, I posted about it on Xitter but that got a few likes. An idea hit me as to how to deal with the special ed middle-aged man, I was going to reply to everything he said in my mind. I went back and it turns out that it did indeed work out for me.
"I ALSO LOVE THE MILWAUKEE BREWERS!"
Well personally I have never been to one of their home games or their away games, so I am kind of neutral on them for now.
I continued eating my pizza and then realized that two of my cousins have their birthdays today, my cousin on my dad's side who's turning 18 and my cousin on my mom's side who I don't know how old she is. I text them both wishing them a happy birthday. Eventually the time comes around for my confirmation class and we read the parable of the lost son from the gospel of Luke and watch a video about this nun and her talking about eating a burrito and kids addicted to their blankies or something. After that I have Joseph pick me up and I sadly trip while trying to get into his car but I make it home.

Song of the Day: Sherry - Frankie Valli and the Four Seasons (1962)
 
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i love being obsessed and licking bbc im trans btw
>i love being obsessed and licking bbc im trans btw or however I project my fetishes in my falseflagging attempt
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November 16th, 2024: Today I was kind of thrown for a loop, work really wasn’t bad because I got to get out a bit early due to completing all of my closing tasks early, but I had matched with this pretty cute girl on Hinge where we bonded over a mutual like of Fishtank.live, She said the was from San Antonio, Texas, is Latina, and lived here at the other college in town. I got her instagram and I even showed her my Twitter account, which she found hilarious, but she said that she didn’t actually live here but she was still in San Antonio, her friend lived here and was trolling creepy dudes on Hinge so she decided to join but was genuinely interested in me because I also liked Fishtank. I was kind of disappointed but I still talked to her, we didn’t have much in common music-wise as she liked Fiona Apple while I did not. I eventually got home after work and had some leftover mac n cheese for dinner and completed my computer science homework.

Song of the Day: Then The Morning Comes - Smash Mouth (1999)
 
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November 16th, 2024: Today I was kind of thrown for a loop, work really wasn’t bad because I got to get out a bit early due to completing all of my closing tasks early, but I had matched with this pretty cute girl on Hinge where we bonded over a mutual like of Fishtank.live, She said the was from San Antonio, Texas, is Latina, and lived here at the other college in town. I got her instagram and I even showed her my Twitter account, which she found hilarious, but she said that she didn’t actually live here but she was still in San Antonio, her friend lived here and was trolling creepy dudes on Hinge so she decided to join but was geniunely interested in me because I also liked Fishtank. I was kind of disapointed but I still talked to her, we didn’t have much in common music-wise as she liked Fiona Apple while I did not. I eventually got home after work and had some leftover mac n cheese for dinner and completed my computer science homework.

Song of the Day: Then The Morning Comes - Smash Mouth (1999)
stupid texas mutts setting up fake accounts to lure in potential mates for the broodmother
 
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