Schizo personal blog or something

this, told her about the 'tism and she understands. She has her own issues too (not BPD thankfully)
I was friends with a bpd girl once. She was a fun friend but ONLY as a friend, she would probably be a nightmare to date.

Also her boyfriends were all satanist rapist murderers

And she got arrested
 
she's texting me good morning and good night.
Like yesterday she went out of her way to message me after our mc date ended just to tell me goodnight.
mc date went well btw, we didn't talk much but she said she enjoyed it.
She sent me a pic of herself with her face covered today, so she's warming up to me more and more.
In other snca news, I'm going to Baden in two weeks.
 
meh, shit's kinda boring. I wanna play skyrim but I can't get myself to, at least I'm back in the gym. Did chest on wednesday, abs and biceps yesterday.
obsessed physics teacher gave me a 5 instead of a 6 (needed a 6 to pass) because i said force instead of tension (THEY'RE BOTH ACCEPTED YOU FUCKING WHORE)
i'm not really talking to the girl anymore despite her trying to reach out, idk why, i just can't be bothered.
stress is eating me, it's constantly burning in my mind that i'll fail this grade (even doe i just need to pass one more class), i have a psychology test on tuesday (not sure though) I need a 7 to pass but I might get an extra point for making that snca essay.
I need to look for sources of income, I'll be out of hs in 2 years and my parents won't live forever, I'll keep the house doe. Think I'll just do findom shit on onlyfans with AI generated whores when I'm 18 and rugpulls on pump.fun with webpages generated by chatgpt or whatever. Might learn a trade too, thought about crypto mining but it's too much effort for too little gain, I have solar panels so I might still do it though. Maybe I should try getting neetbuxx too, exaggerate the 'tism for free govt gibs. I can get a job at a convenience store until this all plays out. I just need money for all my autismlop like fumos and tf2 items geg.
I've given up on the love quest (sonichu reference? oh my science!) for now, it's not a bright idea to chain myself to some foid at this age. Fuck and forget. (even then doujins are better GEEEEEEEG)
Played nut/schlogcraft on p2p with a friend and we tried some of the origins out, some obsessed britishfaggot joined and kept talking about snca, i baited him really easily into a massive clitty leak, I should've recorded it.
enderian is good but sucks if it rains, merling is pretty game changing but you need someone on land to help you out, blazeborn is fun cuz you start in the nether, finding blackstone is a bit hard though. Feline is cool but you can't mine. Think I'll stick to human for now.
started listening to romanian hip hop again, I can see why I liked this shit in 7th grade geg.
bought a bottle of tabasco habanero, shit is good. Hit like a train the first time I tasted it but now it's pretty mild.
I should get back into being a soytuber, idk what to play though. Probably schlogcraft
Tried a new monster flavor recently, Monarch Juiced. It's good, way better than pipeshit punch geg, nothing can top the GOAT though (monster ultra white)
I found my old soy folder I thought I accidentally deleted, seems like vifm cached it. I'll have to reorganize everything sometime.
got banned for 2 weeks on the 'cuck for "spam", probably by jay louis irwin himself geg
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the establishment candidate won the election, nothing ever happens.
my vape's running out, i barely ever hit it though. Maybe I'll get another one.
dunno what else to add o algo so here's some tendies my mom made me.
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