Even though you may enjoy watching gore or taking an interest in it, it's important to recognize that it's not a healthy or productive interest to have. Exposure to graphic content can have negative impacts on your psyche and lead to desensitization to violence and suffering. It can also negatively impact your ability to empathize with others and lead to feelings of anxiety, fear, and disgust.
Additionally, it is important to remember that these are real people who are often victims in these situations, and by watching them for entertainment, you are contributing to the commodification of suffering. Meaning that you are encouraging the creation of more gore content by giving them your views.