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Posted it again awardI bite my nails still, to the point where they start bleeding. Since my nails are pretty short, I just bite the finger skin off which causes them to bleed
Looks like the medication didn't help one bit.@Fortuna here's the excerpt from my diary/journal/whatever that shows I was like this before any meds
10/23/18
I really fucking hate everything today it's so pointless doing exciting shit because my brain just forgets it. I used to have such a vivid memory of old parties and stuff I've done and life felt like it had meaning, now I can't even remember a vacation. I hate this stupid fog. It makes remembering data easier but that's no use because I have literally no motivation to do my work. It's like this weird barrier where I get all ready but my brain decides just to daydream instead. I hate it - my fucking hyperfocus hasn't appeared in a long time. I'm so fucking lonely I hate it when I find something I love and it's just ripped out of my hands and insulted. I can't get attached to anything because I just know this will just keep happening again. Fucking hell, I hate how I delude myself into thinking I'm better than everyone ekse - I always knew deep fown it wasn't the case but my esteem fluctuates so much. It's so dumb and repetitive it always starts out like "haha I'll get everything"...
Meds, sproke and BBC NOW@Fortuna here's the excerpt from my diary/journal/whatever that shows I was like this before any meds
10/23/18
I really fucking hate everything today it's so pointless doing exciting shit because my brain just forgets it. I used to have such a vivid memory of old parties and stuff I've done and life felt like it had meaning, now I can't even remember a vacation. I hate this stupid fog. It makes remembering data easier but that's no use because I have literally no motivation to do my work. It's like this weird barrier where I get all ready but my brain decides just to daydream instead. I hate it - my fucking hyperfocus hasn't appeared in a long time. I'm so fucking lonely I hate it when I find something I love and it's just ripped out of my hands and insulted. I can't get attached to anything because I just know this will just keep happening again. Fucking hell, I hate how I delude myself into thinking I'm better than everyone ekse - I always knew deep fown it wasn't the case but my esteem fluctuates so much. It's so dumb and repetitive it always starts out like "haha I'll get everything"...
Why are you so fucking dramatic holy shit, take a chill pill nigger geg.
This was before the medication doebeitPosted it again award
Looks like the medication didn't help one bit.
Stop biting your nails. You'll fuck them up.I bite my nails still, to the point where they start bleeding. Since my nails are pretty short, I just bite the finger skin off which causes them to bleed
I wish I had a diary when I was younger. I'd love to remember what I did. Regardless this could be totally unrelated.@Fortuna here's the excerpt from my diary/journal/whatever that shows I was like this before any meds
10/23/18
I really fucking hate everything today it's so pointless doing exciting shit because my brain just forgets it. I used to have such a vivid memory of old parties and stuff I've done and life felt like it had meaning, now I can't even remember a vacation. I hate this stupid fog. It makes remembering data easier but that's no use because I have literally no motivation to do my work. It's like this weird barrier where I get all ready but my brain decides just to daydream instead. I hate it - my fucking hyperfocus hasn't appeared in a long time. I'm so fucking lonely I hate it when I find something I love and it's just ripped out of my hands and insulted. I can't get attached to anything because I just know this will just keep happening again. Fucking hell, I hate how I delude myself into thinking I'm better than everyone ekse - I always knew deep fown it wasn't the case but my esteem fluctuates so much. It's so dumb and repetitive it always starts out like "haha I'll get everything"...
Stop biting your nails. You'll fuck them up.
I wish I didn't bite my nails when I was younger. Now they look all wobbly and warped.
Dumb stupid nigger. I'm saying that the medication didn't help with your dramatic behavior and that you still act the way you did in this journal entryThis was before the medication doebeit
>january 11 2021: I JUST MET SOOT IRL. I'M SO HAPPY!!!!I wish I had a diary when I was younger. I'd love to remember what I did. Regardless this could be totally unrelated.
Meh, I’ve never really cared about having nice hands. They’ve always been pretty damaged so I just thought what’s the point.Stop biting your nails. You'll fuck them up.
I wish I had a diary when I was younger. I'd love to remember what I did. Regardless this could be totally unrelated.
that subhuman brown blob cannot be fixed, it needs to be culledJesus Christ ain noone gonna fix Soyteen Liker bruhonly in Soyhio
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That implies the meds helped, which they didn't.This was before the medication doebeit
I told her how she can help herself and she's just not interested. You can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped.Jesus Christ ain noone gonna fix Soyteen Liker bruhonly in Soyhio
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Skill issue.I wish I didn't bite my nails when I was younger. Now they look all wobbly and warped.
>Hasn't "Felt" anything since <13 years of age@Fortuna here's the excerpt from my diary/journal/whatever that shows I was like this before any meds
10/23/18
I really fucking hate everything today it's so pointless doing exciting shit because my brain just forgets it. I used to have such a vivid memory of old parties and stuff I've done and life felt like it had meaning, now I can't even remember a vacation. I hate this stupid fog. It makes remembering data easier but that's no use because I have literally no motivation to do my work. It's like this weird barrier where I get all ready but my brain decides just to daydream instead. I hate it - my fucking hyperfocus hasn't appeared in a long time. I'm so fucking lonely I hate it when I find something I love and it's just ripped out of my hands and insulted. I can't get attached to anything because I just know this will just keep happening again. Fucking hell, I hate how I delude myself into thinking I'm better than everyone ekse - I always knew deep fown it wasn't the case but my esteem fluctuates so much. It's so dumb and repetitive it always starts out like "haha I'll get everything"...
I'm saying "just go off the meds bro" isn't a solution. I can't be helped not because I don't want to be helped, but because my situation is fuckedI told her how she can help herself and she's just not interested. You can't help someone who doesn't want to be helped.
And I told you how to get out of the situation and you just went "I have no willpower." There is literally nothing to be done if you can make no moves of your own.I'm saying "just go off the meds bro" isn't a solution. I can't be helped not because I don't want to be helped, but because my situation is fucked