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I did not feel like dealing with a plug today so i just asked the guy living next us (i forgot what that is called) if he smoked, i then asked me if he had sum to smoke i could buy from him. At first he did not really look interested but this aryan instantly went to get me sum hash once i told him all i had left was a tiny nug. He refused my money and just asked me to help someone out in the future.
 
Depression feels like shit, just this illogical feeling that i was allways sad and happiness is a distant memory. The urge to cut open my arms feels so logical yet i know the pain will be forgotten as i wake up the next morning.
 
StudioCaca said:
Depression feels like shit, just this illogical feeling that i was allways sad and happiness is a distant memory. The urge to cut open my arms feels so logical yet i know the pain will be forgotten as i wake up the next morning.
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I don’t like cutting myself cause it hurt
 
Taking my gf for sushis next friday, gonna see my barber beforehand ima post selfdox pics once that's done. Kinda sad i wont get to see her much before rehab.
 
Fuck this nigger fish, he killed one of my kuhli loach. Dropped him in my 40 gallon. It really has'nt been cycled and does'nt even have a heater yet but i dont care. This nigger is a evil piece of shit fish and i feel like just giving him to my crabs as food. Im gonna give him a 25 gallon heater ive got laying around and get him a good heater later.
 
StudioCaca said:
Fuck this nigger fish, he killed one of my kuhli loach. Dropped him in my 40 gallon. It really has'nt been cycled and does'nt even have a heater yet but i dont care. This nigger is a evil piece of shit fish and i feel like just giving him to my crabs as food. Im gonna give him a 25 gallon heater ive got laying around and get him a good heater later.
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Fish words for marged shloggers.
Kuhli loach, a small eel like fish in appearence.
Cycling, process of making an Aquarium viable for fish life via a 30 day aclimation process of bacterias/plants that turn evil poison chemicals into yummy plant food.
 
Awesome, day today (fell asleep while writing this yesterday) . I can officially say ive got a gf. She came back from her trip yesterday at midnight, decided to come get icecream with me on a date anyways.
We had a cool conversation, i told her abt my drug problem and that i was going to rehab in 6 days. She reacted surprisingly well but she seems kind of ignorant of what it means to be an addict. Tbh i dont blame her, such a strange disease. At one point she realised she'd left her headphones at the icecream place. She starting running and i quickly catched up. I asked if she wanted me to keep the pace or go faster, she said to go faster so i went zoom and found them at the icecream place. She was super thankfull and seemed very happy since she had anxiety that it might have been stolen. While walking back i overheard somebody at a bar/restaurant terrasse make a comment about quick i was running. This is why aspie girl are za best, a normal hoe would just think of this as weird ooga booga caveMAN behavior. Anyhow she was tired so like i walked her to her bus and she invited me to see her tomorow (today). So yeah awesome win she into me.
 
StudioCaca said:
Awesome, day today (fell asleep while writing this yesterday) . I can officially say ive got a gf. She came back from her trip yesterday at midnight, decided to come get icecream with me on a date anyways.
We had a cool conversation, i told her abt my drug problem and that i was going to rehab in 6 days. She reacted surprisingly well but she seems kind of ignorant of what it means to be an addict. Tbh i dont blame her, such a strange disease. At one point she realised she'd left her headphones at the icecream place. She starting running and i quickly catched up. I asked if she wanted me to keep the pace or go faster, she said to go faster so i went zoom and found them at the icecream place. She was super thankfull and seemed very happy since she had anxiety that it might have been stolen. While walking back i overheard somebody at a bar/restaurant terrasse make a comment about quick i was running. This is why aspie girl are za best, a normal hoe would just think of this as weird ooga booga caveMAN behavior. Anyhow she was tired so like i walked her to her bus and she invited me to see her tomorow (today). So yeah awesome win she into me.
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Acting caveman for your woman is aryan behavior
 
StudioCaca said:
she invited me to see her tomorow (today). So yeah awesome win she into me.
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Welp le female headache happened, i told her it was good for her to not go out since she needed to rest. I feel strange when thank me for basic shit like that, like fr is jus what you suppose to do. Aint no religious man but i think Jesus said something like "treat others how you wanna be treated" dont care he was a Joo kuz like Jooz rulez 'o something since thas fire.
 
I want to kill myself again doe i got my friends beer and speed to keep me happy? My gf told me drugs we're against her values and she blocked me. I fucking hate my life, shitty short lived relationship where i just get mid break ups.
 
StudioCaca said:
I want to kill myself again doe i got my friends beer and speed to keep me happy? My gf told me drugs were against her values and she blocked me. I fucking hate my life, shitty short lived relationship where i just get mid break ups.
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Reddit gf
 
Nothing is fun since last message, first lines of meth calmed me down but i havent slept in 2 days and the calmness has'nt returned. Tomorow is going to fucking suck, i wont even have speeds to help me comedown during the first days of rehab. Dont do drugs kids.
 

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