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so this happened in my cooking class and we were making spaghetti from scratch and we had to use this tiny spaghetti machine, which would make it look like long noodles and stuff. Basically it functions with a crank and it made this really satisfying noise when you started cranking, i kinda started to use it for awhile to stim with and i found it to be a lot more satisfying than my previous strategies. So when we were done, we had to put it away, and i started to get really nervous cause i was getting into it, my teacher told me to stop cranking it but it just felt really nice to hear that sound combined with the motion. I started having a mental breakdown and i began pacing around and i kept talking out loud and my thoughts became more and more obsessive, and i kinda just zoned out in general. I fortunately brought some of my music along with my headphones this time so i began to stim it out after class.