General Niggnin
anarchy is wholesome
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I think I might have mild schizophrenia, It’s not as much as before but sometimes I’ll hallucinate. I’m also extremely depressed about my ex and haven’t gotten over them and it’s been about a year since we broke up. It’s the worst thing in the universe the most unattractive annoying people will like me and hit on me but the one person I want has been manipulated by others to stay away from me and ruined by my own neglect. The only things that give me joy in life are addictions that help me ignore the dull extremely evil world we live in. The only things that are good and give me joy are like a couple hobbies, again one of those hobbies my ex also does so i get depressed when I do it, and two hobbies can’t help me drown out the noise for long enough that I feel good.

