March 13th, 2025: My last day of classes before spring break, I woke up at around 8:00am to work on my German homework that was due before class. I finished off the last of the gallon of milk that Enosh had bought before making some coffee for myself and uploading my biblejak. At 10:30am I decide to walk over to the coffee shop I frequent and chill there for a while before the Bible study group showed up, Kaitlin told me that the readings they were going to be studying today was from the Gospel of John and it concerned the Holy Spirit. I left at 11:25am to head over for my German class. In German class the German song that was played today was Klabautermann by Dschingis Khan (the one that I had suggested) and we had to do some fill in the blanks stuff for it on a separate piece of paper. The next event after that in the class was to interview other people and ask if they were what was desceibed in German. After the German class I got out and texted the girl I went on a date a good afternoon text. At 1:00pm I responded to Geno’s post about the meeting tonight with:
>I can’t make it tonight, I have to pack…
They reacted with the realistic heart emoji, but the truth is, I lied, I believed that Asherah stopped going because I started going so I had a plan, I would lie to Geno, Asherah’s friend by the way, about not going so that Geno would say that she was in the clear to attend the event. I started working on my homework in the mean time and then started packing after that. I went down to the convenience store after I got done packing up for the day. The rest of the time was followed by a shitflinging session on the booru with Terry Crews while I was assisted by
@Warrior-Z. When the time comes for the meeting of the leftist group, I slowly walk over to the place they meet at and enter just 2 minutes before the thing happens. In the meeting there was only 8 people there including Geno and I, and excluding Asherah. There was this person on the zoom call and I’m pretty sure they’re trans. We all sat at this large wooden table with a plastic cover over it. Our icebreaker for the meeting was our name, our pronouns, and if we were planning on going wolf mode tomorrow, my response was:
“Hello my name is Gemerson, I go by he/him pronouns, and it depends on my experience with TSA.”
The meeting was mostly about planning events and I remembered seeing Geno play with their hair a lot, like it was genuinely noticable how much they were playing with their hair. At one point in the meeting Geno has something on their computer that I have to walk over and check, Geno just tells me to sit down inbetween them and the other ‘girl’ on the computer, I get a glance at Geno’s macbook and noticed that there wasn’t any messages between them and Asherah at all. At one point this old lady says:
“It’s a Jewish commandment to get drunk tomorrow because it’s Purim.”
At 7:00pm the meeting wraps up and I set up my Signal app so I could join their Signal page, I also join their Discord and find out that the last time Asherah ever spoke in said Discord was March 14th, 2025 and it was related to this campout event that we both attended. I feel so stupid right now. As we are leaving, the others start talking about restaurants nearby where we live, I brought up the diner that I would frequent being closed down and everybody was so upset about that. Eventually 5 of us start walking over to the mosque for their fast-breaking thing, according to Khadija, the mosque has a cat that lives there but from what her messages said on Discord, it didn’t specify what mosque she was talking about and I haven’t really seen the inside of the mosque. I didn’t enter said mosque because I was wearing my Holy Spirit necklace that I got from Joseph, I instead just walked home. When I got home, I packed a bit more and finalized my other homework before taking a shower, setting my alarm for 5:00am, and going to sleep.
Song of the Day: Klabautermann - Dschingis Khan (1982)