Datamining Gemerson's Blog

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March 6th, 2025: Final day of classes, I woke up early to work on my two assignments for my German class, which revolved around the possessive pronoun and writing about my family members. I then got those completed and walked to the coffee shop I frequent at 10:00am, at the place I only had $2.00 on me and they had small cappuccinos for $2.00 and large cappuccinos for $2.50, I decided to try and order a small cappuccino but the guy working at the cash register said that they didn’t have any small cups, I didn’t have the extra money so I asked if they could just pour a small cup amount into a large cup, the cashier said that because I was being nice, he would allow that. I got Irish Cream flavoring in mine and it tasted weirdly a lot like oatmeal, I did not expect the oatmeal taste at all. I worked on writing my diary entry for the day until 11:05am rolled around and Kaitlin came in and said hi to me. I talk about my life a bit more and the whole event with Angela breaking up with me over premarital sex, the whole group was sympathetic towards me and one girl mentioned how she lives with her boyfriends parents and whenever he comes back home he is required to sleep in a camper, I then head over to my German class for the day where we learn more about declination and family members in German. I asked him a question at one point which went:
"How do you indicate if someone is on your maternal side of the family or paternal side of the family?"
He then contemplated for a moment while thinking about what to say and then just said:
"It just complicates sentences a lot so don't worry about it for now."
After my German class I head over to my second class and see Macie along the way and say hi to her and she says hi back. In our second class the teacher told us how to do interviews for our project and stuff while Chappelle started gushing about this internet popular guy who she knew would be willing to give us an interview. I was frustrated because getting people for an interview would be extra hard for me due to lack of social skills. After that I walked over to my lab and got an energy drink along the way. The task today was to replicate the '-l' and '-w' functionality of this wc tool in C. I sped through it really fast because I just wanted to complete it by 3:00pm because we had a Dungeons and Dragons event tonight. I completed it at 3:05pm and I sent a message to a post Geno made about the Leftist organization saying:
>Sorry, D&D one shot night tonight...
They replied:
<no worries
When I got over to the event, I got seated at a table and started working on a cleric character, I took some time rolling up some stats before I decided to join this "Suicide Squad inspired" group which was running at level 8, I finished my character and ended up working on a bard so someone else could play it. I get partially through the bard before this girl comes to sit at our table and says that she would like to join, I give her my half completed bard sheet and she works through it until it comes to be 5:00pm when we officially start the adventure, I noticed that Enosh was also there but he was with a different group. Our team was composed of a barbarian, a bard, a cleric (me), a paladin, a sorcerer, and a wizard. We had to infiltrate this powerful rulers estate to grab the Book of Vile Darkness, we got down and fought a beholder for it, which was killed by the paladin shoving an Immovable Rod that we got from our contact, we completed the game at 7:30pm when the event went on to 10:00pm, the DM was so happy with us that he said he wanted to arrange a group with us and added all 6 of us on discord. After that I went home, took a shower, and went to sleep.

Song of the Day: Dani California - Red Hot Chili Peppers (2006)
 
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March 7th, 2025: I woke up at 7:00am today because I didn’t have work, but I did have a date at 9:30am. I got on the bus at 8:55am and got off at 9:05am and waited in the coffee shop for quite a while until 9:30am rolled around. I then messaged her on Instagram asking where she was and she said that she had to park. She finally arrived at 9:45am and we hugged and got our coffee, which I paid for. We talked for like an hour and a half about various things like our pets, her brother, our parents, my sister, and our jobs. I noticed that she was kind of hairy but that didn’t really upset me that much because I had a good time. She eventually drove me home at 11:25am and we kissed and hugged. I texted her to text me when she gets home and she said she would. She texted me at 11:46am saying that she was home and I then got picked up by Joseph at 12:15pm to go to the usual diner spot for lunch. Along the way we stop in his apartment and he gets some stuff before we walk over to the place. He gets chicken soup while I get a Greek salad and some grapefruit juice. I sent a picture of it to my date because she wanted to see it. Me and Joseph talk about politics mostly and how there is going to be an upcoming government shutdown. I eventually finish my food and Joseph goes up to pay and we then head back to my place and he drops me off. I got back at like 1:30pm and the Magic The Gathering event was at 5:30pm so I chilled for a bit, I looked on Snapchat and I saw that James the Greater, the Fujoshoid, and the girl that I was talking about in this post were at this anime convention in town, the last girl was there dressed as Johnny Joestar from Jojo's Bizzare Adventure and her step-sister, who I will be calling Horsefucker, was dressed as Gyro Zeppeli. When I got to the event I ended up playing 3 games and here were the results:
>1st game: Playing my White Black Green deck made by Dean against this other guy’s deck and lost in 5 rounds.
>2nd game: Same deck as before but I won this time because I got a better land draws and I lasted more that 6 rounds against a red deck.
>3rd game: Played with a Blue Black Red EDH Commander deck centered around Admiral Beckett Brass that I had made by myself. Tried to forfeit the game at one point because I realized that my deck violated the rules (more than one copy of a non basic land card) but they just told me to stay in the game. Died 2nd but managed to hold out pretty well.

Lizzo was not at the event which was kind of expected, I then went home after the event but I saw this dance event going on at the same time which I decided to briefly attend, I didn't see anybody I knew there but there was food for free there so I took some and went home. I talked with the D&D group from yesterday on Discord. I Took a shower, and tried to go to sleep but I couldn’t so I just made some sleepytime tea, I drank then and finally managed to go to sleep.

Song of the Day: Shine - Collective Soul (1994)
 
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March 8th, 2025: Officially the 1 year anniversary of this blog, I got up early and worked on by blogposts before heading out to work. The bus ride there was normal but I got in and waited a while for my shift to start. For work I had to stock some places and clean other spots, my other coworker for closing was not there so I had to do that then. I tried to go into the office near the start of the day but it was locked for some unknown reason. My first break was pretty chill and after that I had to do a good amount of sweeping outside. When I was sweeping the back, Biker and his wife were sitting outside watching me before I moved to the front. Sweeping the front was much worse because there was still some ice that had not melted yet. Also there were a bunch of people wearing green for this bar crawl event. Jesse remarked to me:
“Sucks that we’re stuck inside for this event!”
I was just kind of angry seeing all the people and their friends outside. For my lunch break I had to wait a long ass time for the cashier but when I got ready to order, me and fAsherah kept pointing at each other for most of the time while Sabrina saw the ordeal and just kept laughing, fAsherah told me:
“Guess who I just saw yesterday?”
I replied:
“Your girlfriend/fiancée/wife?”
“No, our former coworker!”
She then pulls out a picture of her and the coworker (the same one who drove me home once) . I eat my lunch upstairs and then continue with my work. During lunch I get on snapchat and see a bunch of snapchat stories from James (the greater) about his trip to the Anime event today with all of his friends and it made me so jealous. After lunch I had to label a bunch of fresh pasta that recently got it, I was given this sticker gun and at one point had to go upstairs with it, I open the kitchen door and hit this guy who was talking with a bunch of other kitchen people Tony said:
“Be careful next time Gemerson!”
In a sarcastic tone, I was nearly ready to throw the sticker gun at him because of how pissed off I was. Eventually at one point the sticker gun ran out of stickers and I didn’t know where Jesse was so I had to ask this girl in back who didn’t speak English where Jesse was and hoped she could understand what I said, she didn’t. Luckily a guy from the kitchen who spoke both English and Spanish was nearby (not Will or his brother Bill) and he translated for me. She said she saw him upstairs last but he wasn’t there when I checked. At closing time I had to scrub the back room floor and I was really angry at this point. I went to empty the trash cans one time and I ended up seeing Old Ozzy Osborne. I remember being set off multiple times, one time smashing the squeegee into a wall and another time the scrub brush because a metal object fell into the ground. I texted Enosh to pick up a gallon of milk and he did. When I finally clocked out, I noticed that the street along which my bus goes was blocked off so I ran to this other bus stop on the same line and ended up waiting a long time for it. This old guy started talking to me about the whole bus ordeal, he said that he used to live in an apartment behind the CVS and now lives more towards the north. After a while of talking back and forth I said goodbye and went towards the other bus route, catching that bus instead and then walking home. When I get back I noticed a gallon of 1% milk so I started asking Enosh some questions:
“Hey Enosh, where did you get the milk?”
“At 7/11!”
“And how much did it cost?”
“$4.99”
“Enosh, when I tell you to get a gallon of milk, get it from the grocery store because it’s not so fucking expensive.”
“I just didn’t feel like going to the grocery store because I was exhausted after my work day!”
(Keep in mind he works 6 hour days.)
I then saw that my aunt (Programmer Uncle’s wife) posted a picture of their cat Dewey and I was so happy.
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It was also my second cousin’s 30th birthday, she used to live with my family back in 2019. And it is Lizzo’s 21st birthday tomorrow so I will call her during my lunch break.

Song of the Day: Theme from Rawhide - The Blues Brothers (1980)
 
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March 9th, 2025: Another dogshit day at work, I had to stock a bunch of stuff while Jesse fucking made me do the freezer twice today, and the customers were being assholes so I was just tempted to fucking yell at him for making me do this shit, like how fucking hard is it for you to hire a second person to work on Sundays, I'm already extremely fucking stressed about having to do this amount of work. I didn't see the original owner of the store today so I asked the HR lady what happened and she said that his son was on vacation so he would be dropped off by his friend Mr. Medici and he bought me a sandwich for free. During my lunch break I remembered that it was Lizzo's birthday so I called her to wish her a happy birthday but it rang and then went to voicemail, so I left a voicemail, Lizzo never responded even though when I checked Snapchat and it showed that she was active. I later on tried to email the place that said they would schedule therapy with me about them never fucking getting back to me about the insurance. I hardly got to interact with fAsherah, Sabrina, or Lebanon which sucked. I saw Old Ozzy Osborne later on in the day. When it came time for closings I was just absolutely furious. On my bus ride to the early church service I noticed that the diner where I got cheap breakfasts had closed down, probably on the 1st of the month. In the mass for the church things were different because the priest wasn't facing towards the crowd anymore. I noticed that Zephyr was there so I guess me showing up once last week and never talking to her was enough to scare her away. I then hopped on the bus back home and decided to buy some mac n cheese for dinner. While I was waiting for my mac n cheese to arrive I had this text conversation with my mom:
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<Did you get a new suitcase for Denver? Did you call your sister and tell her you are coming?
<Can you call me?

>My sister knows that I am coming
>I didn’t buy a new suitcase yet.

<Can you call me?
>I’m busy
>I didn’t try looking for more job applications because I have schoolwork and I already know it’s a pointless endeavor.

<Who says it's pointless?
>I’m just going to not get a response back.
<That is pessimistic. Your resume shows you are a hard worker. You are competing with others who have never worked.
>I’m sorry but companies don’t really appreciate that anymore.
<Yes they do. I do hiring. we hire summer interns. That is what a lot of my fellow hiring staff say.
<They like to see students who have worked a lot of jobs over the summers.

>Yeah but how many applications do they get per internship?
I walked back home once I got my mac n cheese. I noticed that Enosh made some pasta and pasta sauce, I ate some, I then worked on studying for my midterms and then proceeded to take a shower and go to bed.

Song of the Day: Mars, The Bringer of War - Gustav Holst (1917)
 
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March 16th, 2024: I started off the day with breakfast that I had to buy from Walmart, (It was ok) and then I headed to the bus stop to wait for the bus. Yesterday I grabbed some disposable gloves from the kitchen and I just now used them to pick up all the disgusting trash at the bus stop. Work went pretty ok, there was a sale on meat sauce, and after work I grabbed some spicy noodles and a Boston creme pie from 7-11 for dinner, it tasted pretty good. Oh yeah and my girlfriend got mad at me over Snapchat saying "So we're not gonna talk anymore?" (Even though she left me on delivered for 12 hours.) And I said that it looks like things weren't meant to be so I broke up with her and now she has me blocked.
it hurts
This makes me sad... how long where you together?
 
March 10th, 2025: Back to school today. I had two midterms today so I spent most of the morning studying for both of those. I got on Instagram and saw this post from my 3.5e dungeon master with him and Monique kissing in one of the slides. I was honestly surprised that they were dating but I should have seen it with the hints from before. At 10:00am I decided to take the bus down to this game shop and during the wait for the bus, I saw this one guy who I will be calling Skeleton because he played a Skeleton in this D&D 3.5e campaign I was in, I asked him what he was doing and he said:
"Oh I'm going to work!"
I reply:
"Wait isn't your job in the other direction?"
"No that place closed down?"
"Why would they close down? It didn't seem like it was struggling financially!"
"Basically the owners were old and they didn't want to run it anymore, their 10 year license was up and they decided to just retire."
"They didn't have any children they could pass ownership to?"
"Not really. And by the way I like your leather jacket, it looks like you're an anime main character!"
"Thank you!"
We then both get on the bus and then I get off in a few stops, when I started walking over to the game store I saw someone that looked like Joseph, with his yellow hat and US Army jacket, I wanted to say hi but he didn't notice me because I was walking behind him, I took a right turn when he kept walking straight forward until I then took a left turn and saw him and said hi to him. In the store I don't get any magic cards but I found this copy of the Dungeons and Dragons 3rd edition Monster Manual in really good condition for only $20. I picked it up and headed back home before I opened it and realized that it was for 3rd edition instead of 3.5th edition. I then go back to studying for a bit before heading down to the discount clothes store to buy a hat. At the store I found this really nice German hat but the line was too long so I didn't want to buy it and just went back. While I was back at home I just felt so irritable, I haven't socialized with others in a while and it was really getting on my nerves. I entered the building for my first midterm and started studying more before going in and taking it. I felt like I did really well in the midterm and completed it in 15 minutes when we were given 45. I then walked over to my second midterm and continued studying for a while until the midterm was to happen. I felt like I knew absolutely nothing and was just frustrated for the entire time. I left after 35 minutes and worked on my art project in the meantime. I then walked over to my art class and in it we went to another room with a projector so we could do an art critique. The teacher went over multiple other's pieces before we discussed mine.
^"Can you tell us what this is?"
>"This is a bunch of stuff that is related to my life, like the fence is traced from an image of a fence on my property, the cat is my cat Seraphine, she's the nice cat, the log is because I grew up near a forest and would always go out and play there, 1848 is taken from the Wisconsin flag because I was born there, as for the cross, I put it on here because I'm Catholic, I also added some of my art from the previous ones." - My response
<"I like how they're all connected" - Kelechi
<"I really like the pattern that you did with the cat, like how you blacked out the fur pattern makes it a lot more interesting, especially the eyes. I think that one thing you might be able to do is make the lines from the ears thicker, I would make them thicker if I were you but I don't know if you would be able to cut them that thin." - Ginger girl
^"A little bigger, it looks like there's a few lines here and there." - The teacher
>"It's just a leftover from penciling." - My response
<"I also thing something that would be interesting is the face of the logs, you know, the circular part that is facing together. I would say having the log faces swirl towards the inside and have them come in more with the black values" - Ginger girl
After that we went back to working on our project and I remembered that there was this different game store nearby, so after class I headed over there to see that there is this event going on with Magic the Gathering. I browsed around the store but didn't find anything that worked for me. I saw the new 'enhanced' 5.5th edition books for Dungeons and Dragons but I'm not going to buy those. I walk back home, have some leftover pasta for dinner, take a shower, and then go to sleep.

Song of the Day: De Do Do Do, De Da Da Da - The Police (1980)
 
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March 11th, 2025: Another Tuesday today, I woke up and worked more on some of my homework for my German class before heading to the coffee spot I frequent with some dimes I had in the coin jar. When I get there to order a large coffee there was this girl listening to something on her phone while wearing headphones that weren't even plugged in, I then told her:
The guy at the counter replies:
"She knows!"
I then ask for the large coffee and I give the guy the money, he then says to me:
"I already told you, she knows!"
I was genuinely pissed off at him because I hadn't brought that up since the first time he told me, but I just grabbed my coffee, added some hazelnut creamer to it, and sat off in the distance reading some more stuff about Dungeons and Dragons. I overheard this group of people doing their Bible study while I was there and eventually, this guy from the Thursday Bible study group asks me to watch over his stuff while he is gone. I accept his offer and guard it for like 10 to 15 minutes until he comes back and thanks me. I then head out to my German class and while there we discuss family members more and watch this music video for a song called Tanz mit mir, it looked like it was pulled straight from a recording of a renaissance faire. I then head over to my second class for our group discussion where we had to partner up with another group and have a mock version of one person from our group's interview and then the other group performed one of their interviews on one of our members, Chapelle did one of hers for the other group and it went pretty ok but I felt like absolute shit so I was just zoned out most of the time, I ended up writing an email to my comp sci professor from my previous semester asking him if he would like to do an interview and he said that it would work for him. While we were working on refining our questions, Chapelle started talking about how men in South Korea were so evil and sexist while there was this South Korean guy in our group, the other girl agreed and the South Korean guy was like:
"Oh yeah, I've heard about that!"
Chapelle continued praising the 4B movement, I didn't say a single thing and just focused on my computer. Eventually we got checked off by the teacher and I went back home. I texted my mom asking when she was going to drop off the new suitcase she wanted me to use for my plane trip to Denver, Colorado and she said that she would be there at 5:15pm, so I wouldn't be able to go to confession or the Tuesday mass. My mom eventually arrives at 5:12pm, bringing with her some frozen shrimp stir fried rice and the suitcase, we get inside and she asks me this question:
"Which one?"
I replied.
"Asherah."
"No I wasn't dating Asherah, I believe you're talking about Angela?"
"Oh yeah Angela?"
"Well she broke up with me because she wanted to have sex with me but I didn't want to because no premarital sex."
"So you want to get married super fast?"
"No, not really."
"Well I had pre-marital sex and I got married at 36."
Uhh ok, weird. She continues to berate me about me not switching over to a Data Science degree and I tell her the whole thing with Asherah and Lizzo not talking to me at all. My mom gets mad at me for not paying $20 for this Autistic group thing on learning how to socialize. At 6:00pm she says that she has to leave and we hug goodbye. I then walk over for the dinner event and wait a little bit upstairs before all the people come up. I remember seeing this new girl that was there, she was really tall for a woman (just slightly shorter than me) and on the heavier side, I asked her if she goes to the same college as we do and she said that she was still in high school, but she had some friends who attend here. Dinner tonight was hamburgers or brats along with a salad, I got a hamburger and most of the people I sat with, which included Henry, his girlfriend, this other girl, Benjamin, and Punk, got hamburgers except the other girl. I made jokes about how other people treated Henry nicer than Henry's girlfriend treated him and she made jokes about how they should just date Henry instead. At one point I noticed that Punk was eating their hamburger weirdly and they said:
"What you got a problem with that?"
I jokingly replied:
"Yeah, it should be outlawed."
A bit later on I went into another room to see Pen Guy talking with the guy that looked like a Greek god with this printout of Saint Irenaeus of Lyon's Adversus Haereses (Against Heresies for those who don't speak Latin) on a page talking about Aeons and something related to Gnostic beliefs. It was one of the people involved with the place's 31st birthday so we had cake to celebrate her birthday. A bit later I heard Pen Guy talking about having a wife. After a bit the Honduran and Markus arrived late to the dinner and gave us large boxes of pizza. I got two slices of macaroni and cheese pizza in mine but I just gave it to someone else. I then walked home after that, took a shower, and went to bed.

Song of the Day: Tanz mit mir - FAUN (2013)
 
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