Digital Memopad

[Xiuhcoyotl]

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"Take that shit off (Take that shit off, nigga)"

- Conway the Machine and BENNY THE BUTCHER; George Bondo - Westside Gunn

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

When I woke up today (or yesterday since it's past midnight) I had a stabbing pain in my throat every time I swallowed. Now it just randomly stopped. I hope I don't have cancer o algo

 

[basil]

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i’m going to start datamining you unironically. you can’t be doing this.

 

[dino]

you can’t be doing this.

marge, watch documentaries?

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

marge, watch documentaries?

i think its because i pirated it lol
but in my defense i lost the DVD of the movie i had as a kid

 

[dino]

i think its because i pirated it

this is illegal, im reporting you to the police

 

[basil]

i think its because i pirated it lol
but in my defense i lost the DVD of the movie i had as a kid

i am very upset.

 

[Twostripe]

When I woke up today (or yesterday since it's past midnight) I had a stabbing pain in my throat every time I swallowed. Now it just randomly stopped. I hope I don't have cancer o algo

This happens when you sleep in a cold room usually. Mostly it's just like a temporary cold, I used to get these all the time.

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

It feels like I'm being shot in the throat with a .45 every time I swallow to clear the spit out of my mouth
Fuck my nigger life
Now i have to take ZOG antibiotics

 

[basil]

It feels like I'm being shot in the throat with a .45 every time I swallow to clear the spit out of my mouth
Fuck my nigger life
Now i have to take ZOG antibiotics
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that’s so cute.

 

[Twostripe]

It feels like I'm being shot in the throat with a .45 every time I swallow to clear the spit out of my mouth
Fuck my nigger life
Now i have to take ZOG antibiotics
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Drink honey tea und be happy

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

My mom got mad at me because i kept talking about needing 500 pills of rainbow fent and fent powerade while she was getting my medicine

 

[basil]

My mom got mad at me because i kept talking about needing 500 pills of rainbow fent and fent powerade while she was getting my medicine

are you upset with your medication?

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

are you upset with your medication?

No i just like to say offensive things, it's like scratching a mental itch

 

[jimbo]

No i just like to say offensive things, it's like scratching a mental itch

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

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It's kind of like a tic almost, i mean getting reactions is part of it but it's soothing for some reason just to say obscene things. my father and sister both have tourette's so maybe thats why

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

I may or may not have tried that 4cuck dating app just for shits and giggles (used partially censored pictures of my face and gave as little info as possible), to be honest it's been a mixed bag. Wouldn't surprise me if the women are catfishes/troons but the ones that have messaged me (4 now) have all made comments comparing me to Adam Lanza. I'm not sure how to feel about that.

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

Switched back to Vyvanse (had some pills left over) as a last resort today. That Adderall shit is nasty, was giving me some manic symptoms. To be fair it was my fault for asking to get put on 2x 15mg XRs a day. So far the Vyvanse is working better, but only time will tell. The last few weeks have just been awful.

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

The shitty 4cuck dating app is starting to look like a divine blessing of sorts, I'm probably being dramatic but something is clearly happening in the bowels of my mind from what's transpired. I've gotten a somewhat decent amount of female attention on there despite my shortcomings, and I'd wager that at least some of those women are real.
Me (supposedly) being a faggot is quite unusual considering my upbringing and no history of abuse.
Maybe I'm "prison gay" - not in the literal way, but within my mind because of isolation. I don't know.
This is different from every other time I've tried to heckin "repent" because there wasn't anything fueling it, which resulted in me quickly going back to my old ways.
It's probably too early to tell. I hope it's a miracle.

 

[Sneedson]

I'd wager that at least some of those women are real.

how much you betting?