Schizo Chris Griffin 'logging

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Do i pick up smoking again
I really need something to be addicted to/rely on im starting to think too much again and its making me spiral and i dont want to be a NIGGER FAGGOT FUCK THATS GAY. im weak or something i transheart running away from my problems the moment it becomes too much


anyway, im omw home from the airport rn. Being in china for 4 days was cool, i liked it. Esp the last day that i spent at the arcade playing rhythm games. I also ended up buying some clothes which is fucking amazing. Honestly I dont regret going there, it was and is still exhausting recovering from travelling and shit but for a work trip - i felt like it would be much worse. Im hoping to be able to get to my apartment today and not tmrw i need time away from people irl it becomes too much after a while. Im not going to college tomorrow, i will try to take it easy and then on Wednesday get back to assignments and shit. Other than that I dont know what to say about what I did in China that was interesting, because work is gay and boring.
>smoking again
>again

lying about smoking doesn't make you cool or gigachad.
 
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The whole „rant post“ yesterday was pure bait just making it clear and the whole shitfling with pepsiman was coordinated. anyways
I woke up 2h before my alarm im so done for 💔
and i keep having dreams about the same person [doctos]
get out of my head, literally, i wanna go back to having dreams about fighting terrorists
 
small entry
The whole „rant post“ yesterday was pure bait just making it clear and the whole shitfling with pepsiman was coordinated. anyways
I woke up 2h before my alarm im so done for 💔
and i keep having dreams about the same person [doctos]
get out of my head, literally, i wanna go back to having dreams about fighting terrorists
naww really?

oh gee, i couldn't tell
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