Schizo Chris Griffin 'logging

My parents (esp dad) are such spiteful and hateful bitter disrespectful, impatient people, but they expect the best in return. it makes me so angry to the point where i could cry but im not like them so im trying to keep my composure
 
chrisgriffinirl said:
My parents (esp dad) are such spiteful and hateful bitter disrespectful, impatient people, but they expect the best in return. it makes me so angry to the point where i could cry but im not like them so im trying to keep my composure
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((YOU)) can be better than them, Just keep chugging along and ((YOU))'ll see the light at the end of the tunnel
 
chrisgriffinirl said:
My parents (esp dad) are such spiteful and hateful bitter disrespectful, impatient people, but they expect the best in return. it makes me so angry to the point where i could cry but im not like them so im trying to keep my composure
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Unless they are mentally ill that means they're concerned and trying to get you on what they see as a better path through such means
 
Goot said:
Unless they are mentally ill that means they're concerned and trying to get you on what they see as a better path through such means
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i dont know, they are also assholes to me a lot and i try to be helpful to them. I know my parents are definitely not mentally sane given their background and life, but i usually get dragged into shit by them a lot. They yell, break rules, dont care about consequences - esp in different countries where im the one who has to apologise and explain ourselves cuz they dont speak english
 
chrisgriffinirl said:
i dont know, they are also assholes to me a lot and i try to be helpful to them. I know my parents are definitely not mentally sane given their background and life, but i usually get dragged into shit by them a lot. They yell, break rules, dont care about consequences - esp in different countries where im the one who has to apologise and explain ourselves cuz they dont speak english
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js get enough money to move out of they're that much of assholes.
 
new entry in the log

Do i pick up smoking again
I really need something to be addicted to/rely on im starting to think too much again and its making me spiral and i dont want to be a NIGGER FAGGOT FUCK THATS GAY. im weak or something i transheart running away from my problems the moment it becomes too much


anyway, im omw home from the airport rn. Being in china for 4 days was cool, i liked it. Esp the last day that i spent at the arcade playing rhythm games. I also ended up buying some clothes which is fucking amazing. Honestly I dont regret going there, it was and is still exhausting recovering from travelling and shit but for a work trip - i felt like it would be much worse. Im hoping to be able to get to my apartment today and not tmrw i need time away from people irl it becomes too much after a while. Im not going to college tomorrow, i will try to take it easy and then on Wednesday get back to assignments and shit. Other than that I dont know what to say about what I did in China that was interesting, because work is gay and boring.
 
chrisgriffinirl said:
new entry in the log

Do i pick up smoking again
I really need something to be addicted to/rely on im starting to think too much again and its making me spiral and i dont want to be a NIGGER FAGGOT FUCK THATS GAY. im weak or something i transheart running away from my problems the moment it becomes too much


anyway, im omw home from the airport rn. Being in china for 4 days was cool, i liked it. Esp the last day that i spent at the arcade playing rhythm games. I also ended up buying some clothes which is fucking amazing. Honestly I dont regret going there, it was and is still exhausting recovering from travelling and shit but for a work trip - i felt like it would be much worse. Im hoping to be able to get to my apartment today and not tmrw i need time away from people irl it becomes too much after a while. Im not going to college tomorrow, i will try to take it easy and then on Wednesday get back to assignments and shit. Other than that I dont know what to say about what I did in China that was interesting, because work is gay and boring.
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Waiting for that war to end so i can go visit Kubinka
 
chrisgriffinirl said:
new entry in the log

Do i pick up smoking again
I really need something to be addicted to/rely on im starting to think too much again and its making me spiral and i dont want to be a NIGGER FAGGOT FUCK THATS GAY. im weak or something i transheart running away from my problems the moment it becomes too much


anyway, im omw home from the airport rn. Being in china for 4 days was cool, i liked it. Esp the last day that i spent at the arcade playing rhythm games. I also ended up buying some clothes which is fucking amazing. Honestly I dont regret going there, it was and is still exhausting recovering from travelling and shit but for a work trip - i felt like it would be much worse. Im hoping to be able to get to my apartment today and not tmrw i need time away from people irl it becomes too much after a while. Im not going to college tomorrow, i will try to take it easy and then on Wednesday get back to assignments and shit. Other than that I dont know what to say about what I did in China that was interesting, because work is gay and boring.
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Are you ready to give your life for PRC now?
 
Honestly im probably gonna leave tjis shitty site. I only joined the ‘sphere cuz im a girl and if i act like a pooner and admit that i am in fact a girl that i will get attention from it. I dont actually like ‘jaks or culture here, nor have i ever really interacted with any of this shit before i found out this is an incel meltingpot. I really just wanted to be liked by guys (because im ignored irl and the only male attention i get is from pooners) but everyone just constantly simps for terry or liker and Im left in the fucking dark??? I dont get it am I too manly??? Im tall, I try to dress nicely, be my own self and as honest as i can - and well im not ugly by any means, at least i think so. I also put effort into being feminine, at least irl. WHAT ELSE DO MEN WANT??? I can troon out if that helps im genuinely so fucking lonely at this point and I know I have been venting a lot about feeling shit but this is one of the main contributors. I REALLY didnt want to admit this and not ever post about it but I have a feeling that if i do it i will keep on trying to get people to pay attention to me in vain. I have had crushes on people here and i still do crush on some, but no matter how many times in interact with them, no matter how i dm them NOBODY FEELS THE FUCKING SAME. forgive me for ranting but this is my last fucking hope. I think i will ropemaxx if i dont get in a relationship before summer, even if its faggot edating. Im too desperate, girlchud moment or smthn.
 
SHUT THE FUCK UP NIGGER 'liker knows it's a joke and you? you're always taking shit seriously
We talked about this today actually and you agreed to not speak of this.
This makes you look like retard and honestly you ignore every piece of advice I give you and everytime I mention my gf you get really pissy. Like, do you want me? This is really weird man, you obsess over every dude on the shlog and you've made some really fucking creepy advances towards me.
 
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