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Kys poojeetI'm darkcel
Kys poojeetI'm darkcel
I did not read this wall of wordswordswords. If you're reading this, I closed the tab as soon as I made this post. If you reply to this, I will never see it. Stay mad.spoiler: too much autism. dont fucking read
I'd just say I'm autistic. I'd love to have an intimate relationship with a female my age, but doing so requires me to exit my house, which is something I do not wish to do. I do not believe that I am demanded or deserving of love at all, you have to work for it, both people have to work for it, that is. I do not really like or want sex either, always thought actual sex would be awkward, the noises, the physical touches, the etiquette, should I ask to thrust? How would one go about having sex in a way that is respectful and not demeaning, the idea of feminizing someone, even a woman, making someone submissive and inferior isn't in my character. I'd hate that if it was someone I cared about, but if I didn't care about them, I'd do it, I guess. Like, I'd rather rape and kill a hooker or some shit than fall in love and attempt to respectfully have sex with my fair lady, I mean you could always do what she wants, but I might feel uncomfortable doing that, honestly I'd just not even want to have sex, but to like hug naked or something like that, or maybe just goon together idk. This is getting too TMI, too Soyteen Liker.
Point being is that I can't do any of that geg because I refuse to leave my house, and women don't deserve me o algo, not even autistic women because apparently all of them are whores who'll fuck their whole football team to fit in.
I do like women, but, I am afraid, I guess. Afraid of the fact that men are not desirable, we're easily discarded, not cared about. Afraid of the fact that when talking to a woman, I might feel inferior because they might assume that I just want to talk to them to try and get into their knickers or try to court them, which just makes me feel like I shouldn't be talking to women at all. Afraid of the fact that even if I did intend to do so, even uttering the words "Hello" would lead to a response like "I have a boyfriend, have sex incel!"
I'm afraid of socializing, I can't handle that. I don't even want a girlfriend, a part of me just wants to be around more and more people that I can relate to so we can stick together, in a weird way, I kind of just want a monogamous platonic relationship with a cute sisa autistic woman o algo where we don't have sex and we just... actually that sounds retarded. I could just have male friends instead, but it feels like women might bring something different to the table: that thing being complete boringness o algo, shit I don't care about and me having to run around just to satisfy some woman's needs and interests to try and fit in and make friends, ugh, it's all so tiresome. I feel like I try with women, but I just don't understand them, they work differently, even the autistic ones, they don't work like male autists.
And hey, if you want a girl that acts like a guy? Trannies. Fucking trannies. Euggh. Point being is that there is no point. I'm not an incel, I'm just autistic, like I can't even deal with the idea, like the realization of the idea of getting into a girlfriend or even a basic social situation. People tell me that I'm not deserving of a relationship with a woman and maybe they're right, tf do I bring to the table apart from love? Love isn't all you need at all, I guess. You also need money and dark skin colour GEEEEEEEEG.
But IMO boyfriend girlfriend relationships are just too neurotypical, I wanna find a girl that is like me, exactly like me and just stick to her, and maybe, idk, find someone who can be the sister figure I never had, or something like that. It sounds weird, but, maybe that's what it really is. I don't want a girlfriend, I just want better family members, a better father role model, a better sister role model, or something like that. Atleast my mum is amazing, she doesn't need to change at all. Like I can't really describe it but something about having like a loving, supportive, caring female friend that would listen to your problems and just be kind to you sounds awesome, but then again, what I am describing is a therapist, is it not? Even then you have to pay them money, fucking whoooores
@SoytanEnthusiast wtf is this adfesissies...Uuuh... this is awkward...
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so braveAll pedophiles should fucking die
Fuck you sarcastic pedoso brave
It's a forgery! It's all lies! I was NOT on that island, I am NOT on the flight logs, it's ALL LIES!Uuuh... this is awkward...
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>hey guys did you know there was this one time I sucked off a nigger?Stop pinging me just to insult me faggot. Pick-me is a dumb insult anyway because it makes no sense. If anything, I picked the nigger. "She's such a pick-me girl she's obsessed with the likes of me"
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I dunno, I just wanted to have sex and I was in a stupid impulsive arc and saw an opportunity. I actually never liked black penises but they look less awful irl, who knew?
What are you even saying here little nigger?
nah ur just retardedspoiler: too much autism. dont fucking read
I'd just say I'm autistic. I'd love to have an intimate relationship with a female my age, but doing so requires me to exit my house, which is something I do not wish to do. I do not believe that I am demanded or deserving of love at all, you have to work for it, both people have to work for it, that is. I do not really like or want sex either, always thought actual sex would be awkward, the noises, the physical touches, the etiquette, should I ask to thrust? How would one go about having sex in a way that is respectful and not demeaning, the idea of feminizing someone, even a woman, making someone submissive and inferior isn't in my character. I'd hate that if it was someone I cared about, but if I didn't care about them, I'd do it, I guess. Like, I'd rather rape and kill a hooker or some shit than fall in love and attempt to respectfully have sex with my fair lady, I mean you could always do what she wants, but I might feel uncomfortable doing that, honestly I'd just not even want to have sex, but to like hug naked or something like that, or maybe just goon together idk. This is getting too TMI, too Soyteen Liker.
Point being is that I can't do any of that geg because I refuse to leave my house, and women don't deserve me o algo, not even autistic women because apparently all of them are whores who'll fuck their whole football team to fit in.
I do like women, but, I am afraid, I guess. Afraid of the fact that men are not desirable, we're easily discarded, not cared about. Afraid of the fact that when talking to a woman, I might feel inferior because they might assume that I just want to talk to them to try and get into their knickers or try to court them, which just makes me feel like I shouldn't be talking to women at all. Afraid of the fact that even if I did intend to do so, even uttering the words "Hello" would lead to a response like "I have a boyfriend, have sex incel!"
I'm afraid of socializing, I can't handle that. I don't even want a girlfriend, a part of me just wants to be around more and more people that I can relate to so we can stick together, in a weird way, I kind of just want a monogamous platonic relationship with a cute sisa autistic woman o algo where we don't have sex and we just... actually that sounds retarded. I could just have male friends instead, but it feels like women might bring something different to the table: that thing being complete boringness o algo, shit I don't care about and me having to run around just to satisfy some woman's needs and interests to try and fit in and make friends, ugh, it's all so tiresome. I feel like I try with women, but I just don't understand them, they work differently, even the autistic ones, they don't work like male autists.
And hey, if you want a girl that acts like a guy? Trannies. Fucking trannies. Euggh. Point being is that there is no point. I'm not an incel, I'm just autistic, like I can't even deal with the idea, like the realization of the idea of getting into a girlfriend or even a basic social situation. People tell me that I'm not deserving of a relationship with a woman and maybe they're right, tf do I bring to the table apart from love? Love isn't all you need at all, I guess. You also need money and dark skin colour GEEEEEEEEG.
But IMO boyfriend girlfriend relationships are just too neurotypical, I wanna find a girl that is like me, exactly like me and just stick to her, and maybe, idk, find someone who can be the sister figure I never had, or something like that. It sounds weird, but, maybe that's what it really is. I don't want a girlfriend, I just want better family members, a better father role model, a better sister role model, or something like that. Atleast my mum is amazing, she doesn't need to change at all. Like I can't really describe it but something about having like a loving, supportive, caring female friend that would listen to your problems and just be kind to you sounds awesome, but then again, what I am describing is a therapist, is it not? Even then you have to pay them money, fucking whoooores
Wow hilarious@SoytanEnthusiast wtf is this adfesissies...
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