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Me I am scared that (((women))) rape me, they is so obsessed with mi...volcel cuz I could rape a woman if I wanted to
You want to fuck yourself?I wanna find a girl that is like me, exactly like me
kys neurotypicalspoiler: too much autism. dont fucking read
I'd just say I'm autistic. I'd love to have an intimate relationship with a female my age, but doing so requires me to exit my house, which is something I do not wish to do. I do not believe that I am demanded or deserving of love at all, you have to work for it, both people have to work for it, that is. I do not really like or want sex either, always thought actual sex would be awkward, the noises, the physical touches, the etiquette, should I ask to thrust? How would one go about having sex in a way that is respectful and not demeaning, the idea of feminizing someone, even a woman, making someone submissive and inferior isn't in my character. I'd hate that if it was someone I cared about, but if I didn't care about them, I'd do it, I guess. Like, I'd rather rape and kill a hooker or some shit than fall in love and attempt to respectfully have sex with my fair lady, I mean you could always do what she wants, but I might feel uncomfortable doing that, honestly I'd just not even want to have sex, but to like hug naked or something like that, or maybe just goon together idk. This is getting too TMI, too Soyteen Liker.
Point being is that I can't do any of that geg because I refuse to leave my house, and women don't deserve me o algo, not even autistic women because apparently all of them are whores who'll fuck their whole football team to fit in.
I do like women, but, I am afraid, I guess. Afraid of the fact that men are not desirable, we're easily discarded, not cared about. Afraid of the fact that when talking to a woman, I might feel inferior because they might assume that I just want to talk to them to try and get into their knickers or try to court them, which just makes me feel like I shouldn't be talking to women at all. Afraid of the fact that even if I did intend to do so, even uttering the words "Hello" would lead to a response like "I have a boyfriend, have sex incel!"
I'm afraid of socializing, I can't handle that. I don't even want a girlfriend, a part of me just wants to be around more and more people that I can relate to so we can stick together, in a weird way, I kind of just want a monogamous platonic relationship with a cute sisa autistic woman o algo where we don't have sex and we just... actually that sounds retarded. I could just have male friends instead, but it feels like women might bring something different to the table: that thing being complete boringness o algo, shit I don't care about and me having to run around just to satisfy some woman's needs and interests to try and fit in and make friends, ugh, it's all so tiresome. I feel like I try with women, but I just don't understand them, they work differently, even the autistic ones, they don't work like male autists.
And hey, if you want a girl that acts like a guy? Trannies. Fucking trannies. Euggh. Point being is that there is no point. I'm not an incel, I'm just autistic, like I can't even deal with the idea, like the realization of the idea of getting into a girlfriend or even a basic social situation. People tell me that I'm not deserving of a relationship with a woman and maybe they're right, tf do I bring to the table apart from love? Love isn't all you need at all, I guess. You also need money and dark skin colour GEEEEEEEEG.
But IMO boyfriend girlfriend relationships are just too neurotypical, I wanna find a girl that is like me, exactly like me and just stick to her, and maybe, idk, find someone who can be the sister figure I never had, or something like that. It sounds weird, but, maybe that's what it really is. I don't want a girlfriend, I just want better family members, a better father role model, a better sister role model, or something like that. Atleast my mum is amazing, she doesn't need to change at all. Like I can't really describe it but something about having like a loving, supportive, caring female friend that would listen to your problems and just be kind to you sounds awesome, but then again, what I am describing is a therapist, is it not? Even then you have to pay them money, fucking whoooores
No, because even if I cloned myself, I'd be shy in fucking myself. Like it would feel like I would have to ask for permission to do everything, it's unclear what you're allowed to do and what you're not allowed to do.You want to fuck yourself?
I mean for someone who sucks at social signals, this makes a lot of sense, does it not?No, because even if I cloned myself, I'd be shy in fucking myself. Like it would feel like I would have to ask for permission to do everything, it's unclear what you're allowed to do and what you're not allowed to do.
The whole point of a relationship is knowing each other's boundaries. You won't know that to start with, you have to learn it.No, because even if I cloned myself, I'd be shy in fucking myself. Like it would feel like I would have to ask for permission to do everything, it's unclear what you're allowed to do and what you're not allowed to do.
Autofriendzoning every female cause of xis raging autism. What a chad.spoiler: too much autism. dont fucking read
I'd just say I'm autistic. I'd love to have an intimate relationship with a female my age, but doing so requires me to exit my house, which is something I do not wish to do. I do not believe that I am demanded or deserving of love at all, you have to work for it, both people have to work for it, that is. I do not really like or want sex either, always thought actual sex would be awkward, the noises, the physical touches, the etiquette, should I ask to thrust? How would one go about having sex in a way that is respectful and not demeaning, the idea of feminizing someone, even a woman, making someone submissive and inferior isn't in my character. I'd hate that if it was someone I cared about, but if I didn't care about them, I'd do it, I guess. Like, I'd rather rape and kill a hooker or some shit than fall in love and attempt to respectfully have sex with my fair lady, I mean you could always do what she wants, but I might feel uncomfortable doing that, honestly I'd just not even want to have sex, but to like hug naked or something like that, or maybe just goon together idk. This is getting too TMI, too Soyteen Liker.
Point being is that I can't do any of that geg because I refuse to leave my house, and women don't deserve me o algo, not even autistic women because apparently all of them are whores who'll fuck their whole football team to fit in.
I do like women, but, I am afraid, I guess. Afraid of the fact that men are not desirable, we're easily discarded, not cared about. Afraid of the fact that when talking to a woman, I might feel inferior because they might assume that I just want to talk to them to try and get into their knickers or try to court them, which just makes me feel like I shouldn't be talking to women at all. Afraid of the fact that even if I did intend to do so, even uttering the words "Hello" would lead to a response like "I have a boyfriend, have sex incel!"
I'm afraid of socializing, I can't handle that. I don't even want a girlfriend, a part of me just wants to be around more and more people that I can relate to so we can stick together, in a weird way, I kind of just want a monogamous platonic relationship with a cute sisa autistic woman o algo where we don't have sex and we just... actually that sounds retarded. I could just have male friends instead, but it feels like women might bring something different to the table: that thing being complete boringness o algo, shit I don't care about and me having to run around just to satisfy some woman's needs and interests to try and fit in and make friends, ugh, it's all so tiresome. I feel like I try with women, but I just don't understand them, they work differently, even the autistic ones, they don't work like male autists.
And hey, if you want a girl that acts like a guy? Trannies. Fucking trannies. Euggh. Point being is that there is no point. I'm not an incel, I'm just autistic, like I can't even deal with the idea, like the realization of the idea of getting into a girlfriend or even a basic social situation. People tell me that I'm not deserving of a relationship with a woman and maybe they're right, tf do I bring to the table apart from love? Love isn't all you need at all, I guess. You also need money and dark skin colour GEEEEEEEEG.
But IMO boyfriend girlfriend relationships are just too neurotypical, I wanna find a girl that is like me, exactly like me and just stick to her, and maybe, idk, find someone who can be the sister figure I never had, or something like that. It sounds weird, but, maybe that's what it really is. I don't want a girlfriend, I just want better family members, a better father role model, a better sister role model, or something like that. Atleast my mum is amazing, she doesn't need to change at all. Like I can't really describe it but something about having like a loving, supportive, caring female friend that would listen to your problems and just be kind to you sounds awesome, but then again, what I am describing is a therapist, is it not? Even then you have to pay them money, fucking whoooores
Being an incel is a mentality.Autofriendzoning every female cause of xis raging autism. What a chad.
Neurotypicals seem like they have telepathy and can just understand, whereas I don't. Something as simple as knowing when to kiss someone is even hard for me to grasp. It feels like I would have to ask a woman if I could kiss her, and I feel like women wouldn't like that, women are complicated, but like, so are men, and I wouldn't want a woman to make advances onto me, my mother tries to hug me all of the time and I hate that, it feels like she didn't ask for my consent to hug me and when she does I say no, idk, maybe I just hate all physical contact at all? Seems like too much of a hassle for most women o algo. Then again 60% of women are probably whores o algo.The whole point of a relationship is knowing each other's boundaries. You won't know that to start with, you have to learn it.
So you need a girl that would take controls and peg you, is that correct?No, because even if I cloned myself, I'd be shy in fucking myself. Like it would feel like I would have to ask for permission to do everything, it's unclear what you're allowed to do and what you're not allowed to do.
I'm autistic but I have no problem understanding social cues and such.Neurotypicals seem like they have telepathy and can just understand, whereas I don't. Something as simple as knowing when to kiss someone is even hard for me to grasp. It feels like I would have to ask a woman if I could kiss her, and I feel like women wouldn't like that, women are complicated, but like, so are men, and I wouldn't want a woman to make advances onto me, my mother tries to hug me all of the time and I hate that, it feels like she didn't ask for my consent to hug me and when she does I say no, idk, maybe I just hate all physical contact at all? Seems like too much of a hassle for most women o algo. Then again 60% of women are probably whores o algo.
If someone (not soyteen liker, shes fat and ugly) was really cute and wanted to be my gf, I'd literally have to friendzone them because, that's just reality.Autofriendzoning every female cause of xis raging autism. What a chad.