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StudioCaca said:

My dad is back from rehab for a day and a half, i am scared shitless hes gonna relapse. I was planning to have a talk with him about the heroin i found in his car but seeing how artificial talking to him felt i think it's better to leave the subject for another time he looks like hes gonna crack any moment. As for me im unsure if i can still say ive been sober for 17 days, at work today i saw whipped cream and with out any hesitation i huffed that shit. Still today i declined speed a "friend" at work offered me (he said sorry once i told him i was 17 days sober and told me to keep it up). While home alone i did not smoke the joint i saw in the ashtray evendoe nobody would have noticed and i fought the urge to buy beer when i went to the corner store to get a monster. Still as they say at NA one time is too much and a thousand is never egnough, so yeah i think i should consider myself only like 6 hours sober but im unsure if that whippet really counts as a relapse?

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PepsiMan said:

>huffing whipped cream
I don't think that counts

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StudioCaca said:

Just making sure you do understand i ment whipped cream as in the nitrous oxide (galaxy gas) inside the whipped cream containers not the whipped cream itself.

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PepsiMan said:

that's what they put in it? I thought it was some other gas they used
with that in mind I still think it doesn't count depending on how much you did

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StudioCaca said:

Yeah tbh i did'nt even really feel high just a bit dizzy.

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PepsiMan said:

you're fine in my opinion then

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StudioCaca said:

My dad is back from rehab for a day and a half, i am scared shitless hes gonna relapse. I was planning to have a talk with him about the heroin i found in his car but seeing how artificial talking to him felt i think it's better to leave the subject for another time he looks like hes gonna crack any moment. As for me im unsure if i can still say ive been sober for 17 days, at work today i saw whipped cream and with out any hesitation i huffed that shit. Still today i declined speed a "friend" at work offered me (he said sorry once i told him i was 17 days sober and told me to keep it up). While home alone i did not smoke the joint i saw in the ashtray evendoe nobody would have noticed and i fought the urge to buy beer when i went to the corner store to get a monster. Still as they say at NA one time is too much and a thousand is never egnough, so yeah i think i should consider myself only like 6 hours sober but im unsure if that whippet really counts as a relapse?

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StudioCaca said:

Fuckin piece of shit, he has'nt changed one fucking bit, hes still playing the victim and trying to get me to believe my mom (his wife) is being unfair with him by believing he stole my brother's prescription benzo (for his severe anxiety btw). Boo fucking hoo, >i am a lying piece of shit heroin addict who ask's his own kid for cash to buy heroin and i broke everyone's trust, why is nobody trusting me?

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