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My dad is back from rehab for a day and a half, i am scared shitless hes gonna relapse. I was planning to have a talk with him about the heroin i found in his car but seeing how artificial talking to him felt i think it's better to leave the subject for another time he looks like hes gonna crack any moment. As for me im unsure if i can still say ive been sober for 17 days, at work today i saw whipped cream and with out any hesitation i huffed that shit. Still today i declined speed a "friend" at work offered me (he said sorry once i told him i was 17 days sober and told me to keep it up). While home alone i did not smoke the joint i saw in the ashtray evendoe nobody would have noticed and i fought the urge to buy beer when i went to the corner store to get a monster. Still as they say at NA one time is too much and a thousand is never egnough, so yeah i think i should consider myself only like 6 hours sober but im unsure if that whippet really counts as a relapse?