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I was animating something and my pen fucking KILLED ITSELF and I'm so fucking mad and if I order today and I am lucky the earliest date I could have it at is fucking new years and all because my parents stole my money for a quality tablet
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No more soytan and soylita porn from you until new years...fuck...
 
if you get your money back, do you think you could get me something for christmas?
Erm, don't you think it's a little bit embarrassing to ask a woman to buy you something?
I need this shit more than you
DOES ANYONE HAVE 11 DOLLARS I NEED 11 DOLLARS
I'll commission two vials of goyim blood (the gold bars of Israel) for Chocolate Soytan.
 
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Got more raspberry popsicles today. And also drew some shit but it's all boring. Being a drawfag sucks dick anyways. Wish I had skills on something more useful because you can barely get anywhere by being a drawfag unless you're lucky and get to direct some shit cartoon or whatever. Besides that everyone's been a nigger as usual. During the whole vacation I haven't even had the time to sleep which is like the only thing I have energy for because my parents are grounding me from sleeping more hours despite not having anything to do and completing all chores. Being awake at all feels tiring even if I'm not doing anything. Psychological support has done fucking nothing because they've been medicating me with SSRIs which make the specific symptoms I have (anhedonia and blunting) even worse, and I've had too many things distracting me from things I'd usually enjoy or that would at least mute the usual tiredness anyways. I usually have a lot of thoughts and it's fun but now my mind just feels foggy.
I don't like being negative so I know it'll get better eventually I suppose.
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Got more raspberry popsicles today. And also drew some shit but it's all boring. Being a drawfag sucks dick anyways. Wish I had skills on something more useful because you can barely get anywhere by being a drawfag unless you're lucky and get to direct some shit cartoon or whatever. Besides that everyone's been a nigger as usual. During the whole vacation I haven't even had the time to sleep which is like the only thing I have energy for because my parents are grounding me from sleeping more hours despite not having anything to do and completing all chores. Being awake at all feels tiring even if I'm not doing anything. Psychological support has done fucking nothing because they've been medicating me with SSRIs which make the specific symptoms I have (anhedonia and blunting) even worse, and I've had too many things distracting me from things I'd usually enjoy or that would at least mute the usual tiredness anyways. I usually have a lot of thoughts and it's fun but now my mind just feels foggy.
I don't like being negative so I know it'll get better eventually I suppose.
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SSRIs are poison. I feel bad for you. I hope it gets better it hurts [wholesome]
 
Got more raspberry popsicles today. And also drew some shit but it's all boring. Being a drawfag sucks dick anyways. Wish I had skills on something more useful because you can barely get anywhere by being a drawfag unless you're lucky and get to direct some shit cartoon or whatever. Besides that everyone's been a nigger as usual. During the whole vacation I haven't even had the time to sleep which is like the only thing I have energy for because my parents are grounding me from sleeping more hours despite not having anything to do and completing all chores. Being awake at all feels tiring even if I'm not doing anything. Psychological support has done fucking nothing because they've been medicating me with SSRIs which make the specific symptoms I have (anhedonia and blunting) even worse, and I've had too many things distracting me from things I'd usually enjoy or that would at least mute the usual tiredness anyways. I usually have a lot of thoughts and it's fun but now my mind just feels foggy.
I don't like being negative so I know it'll get better eventually I suppose.
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What the fuck, they're doping you up too? And here I thought it was a strictly American thing, boggles my mind how widespread this shit is now. You're like 16, right? Not even an adult and already getting your brain chemistry altered, probably against your will too.
There's a chance I've probably already explained this to you or someone else, in that case disregard the rest of this. Essentially SSRIs work by, well, regulating serotonin levels in the brain. I'm not some Jewish witch doctor and even people who are don't understand this shit fully (which is part of what makes me scared). Most people assume SSRI-type antidepressants help with depression obviously, but what they don't get is that all they really do is make you numb in an attempt to "get rid of" your negative emotions, or at least suppress them to a major extent. They don't actively make people happy, it's pretty much the exact opposite. The result is that people get zombified, turned into lifeless drones who are just stable enough mentally to keep working, continuing their lives as cogs in the machine. I'm dramatizing it to an extent because I am a little biased, but I would recommend getting off that shit when you can. It can have lasting effects too, nothing that's gonna turn you into a vegetable but your quality of life will be reduced somewhat.
 
Got more raspberry popsicles today. And also drew some shit but it's all boring. Being a drawfag sucks dick anyways. Wish I had skills on something more useful because you can barely get anywhere by being a drawfag unless you're lucky and get to direct some shit cartoon or whatever. Besides that everyone's been a nigger as usual. During the whole vacation I haven't even had the time to sleep which is like the only thing I have energy for because my parents are grounding me from sleeping more hours despite not having anything to do and completing all chores. Being awake at all feels tiring even if I'm not doing anything. Psychological support has done fucking nothing because they've been medicating me with SSRIs which make the specific symptoms I have (anhedonia and blunting) even worse, and I've had too many things distracting me from things I'd usually enjoy or that would at least mute the usual tiredness anyways. I usually have a lot of thoughts and it's fun but now my mind just feels foggy.
I don't like being negative so I know it'll get better eventually I suppose.
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Keep taking your meds and soon you will be cured
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Got more raspberry popsicles today. And also drew some shit but it's all boring. Being a drawfag sucks dick anyways. Wish I had skills on something more useful because you can barely get anywhere by being a drawfag unless you're lucky and get to direct some shit cartoon or whatever. Besides that everyone's been a nigger as usual. During the whole vacation I haven't even had the time to sleep which is like the only thing I have energy for because my parents are grounding me from sleeping more hours despite not having anything to do and completing all chores. Being awake at all feels tiring even if I'm not doing anything. Psychological support has done fucking nothing because they've been medicating me with SSRIs which make the specific symptoms I have (anhedonia and blunting) even worse, and I've had too many things distracting me from things I'd usually enjoy or that would at least mute the usual tiredness anyways. I usually have a lot of thoughts and it's fun but now my mind just feels foggy.
I don't like being negative so I know it'll get better eventually I suppose.
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skills are what you make of yourself. you can choose to learn another skill. it's all up to you. :)
 
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