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I bite my nails still, to the point where they start bleeding. Since my nails are pretty short, I just bite the finger skin off which causes them to bleed
Posted it again award
@Fortuna here's the excerpt from my diary/journal/whatever that shows I was like this before any meds

10/23/18
I really fucking hate everything today it's so pointless doing exciting shit because my brain just forgets it. I used to have such a vivid memory of old parties and stuff I've done and life felt like it had meaning, now I can't even remember a vacation. I hate this stupid fog. It makes remembering data easier but that's no use because I have literally no motivation to do my work. It's like this weird barrier where I get all ready but my brain decides just to daydream instead. I hate it - my fucking hyperfocus hasn't appeared in a long time. I'm so fucking lonely I hate it when I find something I love and it's just ripped out of my hands and insulted. I can't get attached to anything because I just know this will just keep happening again. Fucking hell, I hate how I delude myself into thinking I'm better than everyone ekse - I always knew deep fown it wasn't the case but my esteem fluctuates so much. It's so dumb and repetitive it always starts out like "haha I'll get everything"...
Looks like the medication didn't help one bit.
 
@Fortuna here's the excerpt from my diary/journal/whatever that shows I was like this before any meds

10/23/18
I really fucking hate everything today it's so pointless doing exciting shit because my brain just forgets it. I used to have such a vivid memory of old parties and stuff I've done and life felt like it had meaning, now I can't even remember a vacation. I hate this stupid fog. It makes remembering data easier but that's no use because I have literally no motivation to do my work. It's like this weird barrier where I get all ready but my brain decides just to daydream instead. I hate it - my fucking hyperfocus hasn't appeared in a long time. I'm so fucking lonely I hate it when I find something I love and it's just ripped out of my hands and insulted. I can't get attached to anything because I just know this will just keep happening again. Fucking hell, I hate how I delude myself into thinking I'm better than everyone ekse - I always knew deep fown it wasn't the case but my esteem fluctuates so much. It's so dumb and repetitive it always starts out like "haha I'll get everything"...
Meds, sproke and BBC NOW
 
I bite my nails still, to the point where they start bleeding. Since my nails are pretty short, I just bite the finger skin off which causes them to bleed
Stop biting your nails. You'll fuck them up.
@Fortuna here's the excerpt from my diary/journal/whatever that shows I was like this before any meds

10/23/18
I really fucking hate everything today it's so pointless doing exciting shit because my brain just forgets it. I used to have such a vivid memory of old parties and stuff I've done and life felt like it had meaning, now I can't even remember a vacation. I hate this stupid fog. It makes remembering data easier but that's no use because I have literally no motivation to do my work. It's like this weird barrier where I get all ready but my brain decides just to daydream instead. I hate it - my fucking hyperfocus hasn't appeared in a long time. I'm so fucking lonely I hate it when I find something I love and it's just ripped out of my hands and insulted. I can't get attached to anything because I just know this will just keep happening again. Fucking hell, I hate how I delude myself into thinking I'm better than everyone ekse - I always knew deep fown it wasn't the case but my esteem fluctuates so much. It's so dumb and repetitive it always starts out like "haha I'll get everything"...
I wish I had a diary when I was younger. I'd love to remember what I did. Regardless this could be totally unrelated.
 
Stop biting your nails. You'll fuck them up.
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This was before the medication doebeit
Dumb stupid nigger. I'm saying that the medication didn't help with your dramatic behavior and that you still act the way you did in this journal entry
I also have my own journal but I'm not posting that shit. your handwriting sucks as well
 
Stop biting your nails. You'll fuck them up.

I wish I had a diary when I was younger. I'd love to remember what I did. Regardless this could be totally unrelated.
Meh, I’ve never really cared about having nice hands. They’ve always been pretty damaged so I just thought what’s the point.
 
@Fortuna here's the excerpt from my diary/journal/whatever that shows I was like this before any meds

10/23/18
I really fucking hate everything today it's so pointless doing exciting shit because my brain just forgets it. I used to have such a vivid memory of old parties and stuff I've done and life felt like it had meaning, now I can't even remember a vacation. I hate this stupid fog. It makes remembering data easier but that's no use because I have literally no motivation to do my work. It's like this weird barrier where I get all ready but my brain decides just to daydream instead. I hate it - my fucking hyperfocus hasn't appeared in a long time. I'm so fucking lonely I hate it when I find something I love and it's just ripped out of my hands and insulted. I can't get attached to anything because I just know this will just keep happening again. Fucking hell, I hate how I delude myself into thinking I'm better than everyone ekse - I always knew deep fown it wasn't the case but my esteem fluctuates so much. It's so dumb and repetitive it always starts out like "haha I'll get everything"...
>Hasn't "Felt" anything since <13 years of age
how is "he"(
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) gonna fix this
 
I'm saying "just go off the meds bro" isn't a solution. I can't be helped not because I don't want to be helped, but because my situation is fucked
And I told you how to get out of the situation and you just went "I have no willpower." There is literally nothing to be done if you can make no moves of your own.
 
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