I'm his nemesis because quite frankly I just do what I want and I don't really care all that much about what others think, however, I do think highly of myself sometimes, too highly, and I believe I deserve respect, or I do things to try and get that level of respect and appreciation amongst my peers. His issue is that he sees a version of himself that he is ashamed of in me, he projects his insecurities onto me and attempts to "insult" me by making hilarious jokes that I get a good chuckle out of (not everything about my character is serious, I play into a lot of things purely for fun, the apple phase was pretty fun im ngl) in attempts to distance himself from a looming anxiety that's constantly over his shoulder.
I suppose he's more normal than me though, actual parts about myself could be considered embarassing to a normal person, but I've fully embraced the fact that I am not a normal person. I've never held any genuine bad thoughts against NT, he's honestly just been one of those users who never does anything, seeping into the back of my mind, up until the elections in which I picked him at random to see if I could get him to vote for Steve, using a few conversational tactics such as planting seeds of doubt into his mind about his choice to vote Imperator, which considering his suggestable nature and constant unsurity (not a word) worked initially, but in the end, made no difference. I fully believe that even if I didn't contact him, Steve would have won still.
So who's my Nemesis?
Ultimately, none of this really matters, but I don't see him as an enemy or nemesis at all, I feel like my biggest nemesis would be Hagon right now, he's like the evil to my good. He's a natural force of havoc, and he uses my abilities to code things for him like an acro react button for ease of use. He's pesky, but charming, but ultimately not a single part of him is connectable in any way. If you need someone to break something for you, Hagon is always your best bet.
But is Hagon really my nemesis? I'm more like his scientist or whatever, a prisoner of war, he locks me up, makes me create weapons of destruction for him and in return, I am spared. I feel like we are honestly not even that far away from him asking me to do something stupid like make a reaction nuker tool, and his only promise is that if I do make it, he won't use it against me. That's how I feel about Hagon, he's funny, and I feel like It'd be hilarious if I truly did do that, but I have a responsibility to uphold when it comes to creating tools that could negatively affect the site, even if it just makes people's clitty's hurt.
Soyteen Liker isn't really as bad as I make her out to be, but I dislike her. She's incomprehensible and makes me feel uncomfortable. A part of me would be willing to hear her out, but she obsesses over children's cartoons, and that part of my male brain that desperately wants to fix her has to be suppressed for sheer and utter realism.
DOLL is kind of like my boss, someone whom I'm on and off about respecting, I don't talk to him at all, but I suppose his whole shtick is being everyone's father figure, really. That's what the whole big buddy thing is. I feel like he employs me and I almost lost my job, I'll try not to step out of line ever again and continue to support the site further and further to make up for the minor inconvenience that I caused to him.
I suppose at the end of all of this, all of my actual nemesis' all get banned. Malzy, gone, anime pfps, gone, mlp pfps, gone. Pretty much everyone I've ever ignored at some point gets nished, I ignored vesna, not even a few days later, he's gone. I make the right calls sometimes and it seems to pay off. But here on soyjak.blog, we play a dangerous game, I'd know because I was once banned for something silly, but it got resolved. Just makes me realize that our time here is limited, so you'll have to make your stay count. So, even if I am gone, people will remember me, it's natural to want to leave your mark, I suppose.
I don't really have a nemesis, I guess. There are certain users here who never cause me any trouble and the ones that do, I don't care about anyways. Not much happens anymore, so I'll be dragging this whole Soyteen Liker thing out for as long as possible, hell, Soyteen Liker killed my dog and invited Dan Schneider to piss on my dog's grave or something like that. Who knows?
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.. maybe not that but... ah..
