Discussion Which shlog user is most likely to be a closeted homosexual?

[sodack]

 

[XXX_SKIBIDISIGMA_XXX]

Cheese is a condiment/complimentary food, it becomes Fauci-tier when it makes contact with something else but it goes down dramatically by itself

Thats why we always eat cheese with things like burgers and toast

 

[Nihilma]

because they're trying to make me gay or bisexual or asexual or straight or fucking anylabel anysexual kill yourself kill yourself kill yourself
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Stop watching porn, stop watching stuff that constantly has sexual undertones shoved into your face.
And overall be less on the internet as a whole or better chose the places you visit online. It's the best breeding ground for degeneracy and brainrot, especially for an autist like yourself who already has to combar brainrot due to natural causes.

Go to church, read your Bible, pray, be more spiritual.
Talk to girls too, ofc. Hating girls doesn't always make you an incel, it can make you a faggot. I'm the living proof of that.

 

[tanzanite]

soygoy but i dont think hes closeted

he likes fpe thats essentially coming out

 

[tanzanite]

tell him i said sorry he still has me ignored for being mean to him earlier

nekorightsactivist is soygoy but likeable

 

[Nihilma]

I will continue to strive towards asexuality and aromanticism as sex and romantic relationships are bad for the mind and the sovl.
My heart needs to go towards my autistic passion projects and not weird gooning fantasies. I want to explain that most of my homosexual comments are indeed satire, but if anything it's just, I'm not seeking a person, I am not currently attracted to anyone or any gender, I am currently in a state of non caringness. I would not consider myself to be a heterosexual person or a homosexual or anythingsexual. I don't want to put a label on it. I don't want anything to do with sexuality in an unironic way, I want it to be absent from my actual life because it is such a meaningless thing that doesn't matter, I am autistic, these things don't apply to me, they shouldn't, I am disallowed from having relationships with women and also disallowed from having relationships with men.

Both genders are just as equally as shitty as eachother, men bully eachother and are often untrustworthy just as women can easily backstab or be evil.
It's really a hard thing for me to explain, yes, I am confused, but we are talking about real life here, I can't explain this, so if you want, then fine.

Become a monk then.
Without spirituality this mentality won't work.
Also

> I will give you the answer that heteronormative society wants

 

[King of kyrgyzstan]

 

[Soygoy]

Stop watching porn

I don't.

stop watching stuff that constantly has sexual undertones shoved into your face.

ngl but you guys...

And overall be less on the internet as a whole or better chose the places you visit online.

Ironically this was one of the better places to choose when I'm online but slowly starting to realize that the site is full of people who complain or always reply with snappy oneliners, not giving any thought to any of their comments and barely contributing anything to the site in general. Apart from here I have nowhere else to go honestly. I hate trannies, I hate mainstream media, I am a chud, but unfortunately doesn't seem like I fit in too well with the chuds anymore unfortunately so if I left this place I would literally have nowhere else to go.

It's the best breeding ground for degeneracy and brainrot, especially for an autist like yourself who already has to combar brainrot due to natural causes.

I guess you meant combat?

Go to church

I don't see why however. Most churches are full with old people and having autism, I'll just be sat there thinking about some videogame, completely ignoring all the random shit the pastor is saying, which is essentially SNCA.

read your Bible

Also SNCA, I don't need to read this bigass book that tells me how the world works, I kind of already get the gist of it.

Talk to girls too

Judging by how things are nowadays, I'd rather not do this actually.

Hating girls doesn't always make you an incel, it can make you a faggot. I'm the living proof of that.

You're gay? Okay, geg. Well your problems aren't really my problems, I do get that people can project themselves onto others, your advice works more for you than it does for me.
Social spaces don't really exist anymore, it's not like the 80s or the 90s or whatever, you can't walk outside and see the youth on the streets because they're all on their phones or inside on their computers, even then, it's rude to talk to strangers for no reason. People who are outside are often outside because they have somewhere to be, that's why they're walking, they walk to get there, going up to someone just to talk to them will only inconvenience them. You also can't really go to bars or anything like that anymore, there aren't any young people like me anywhere really, apart from the ones that walk because they have places to be.

The young people that are, are well, scary, overly attractive women showing off their midriff and a group of rowdy boys all in a group. Everyone has already found their social circle and I guess if you don't have that leaving school then you're just screwed. Sure I could get a job, but what kind of person gets a job for the socialization aspect. I'm not having my mother drive me for miles away from my home to some crappy retail store or whatever just so I can stack shelves and be at the cashier and then have that count as my "socialization" even though I'll still have no friends and I certainly won't take the long and arduous task of transporting myself from one place to another for probably hours just to do that either. Jobs are good for money, I don't see them as viable socialization options.

As an autist, it often feels like I need to be given permission to talk to people, attempting to talk to people often gives me that weird silence and people don't respond like I'm not supposed to be talking, like they already have their friend group which I guess I'm just not allowed to be a part of. I think when you view the world from my eyes things become a lot more clearer. There is no friend making, no socializing, no gfs, no bfs, there is no sexuality, there is no romance, there is only you at the end of the day.

 

[King of kyrgyzstan]

As an autist, it often feels like I need to be given permission to talk to people, attempting to talk to people often gives me that weird silence and people don't respond like I'm not supposed to be talking, like they already have their friend group which I guess I'm just not allowed to be a part of. I think when you view the world from my eyes things become a lot more clearer. There is no friend making, no socializing, no gfs, no bfs, there is no sexuality, there is no romance, there is only you at the end of the day.

I'm autistic and I'm in three friend groups, I also once rejected a girl who was into me so I don't get your point.

 

[Soygoy]

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Become a monk then.
Without spirituality this mentality won't work.
Also

> I will give you the answer that heteronormative society wants

Not everything has to be spiritual or religious, but I suppose we can agree to disagree on that.
Despite that, I'd rather focus on being with nature than to be around humans, who time and time again prove themselves to be ungrateful SLFs. I'm not talking about you when I say that obviously, I just mean society in general, they are all SLFs who expect you to do things for them just because they say so and give you barely anything in return, in this world, I feel no sense of belonging, I feel like I must exist to oppose the norm in some way and every community I am put into, I am hated for extremely arbitrary reasons, all I want to do is fit in of course, but it's like other people have to make that harder, like you can't just fit in, so we'll have to give you challenges to make sure you can keep up with the hirearchy of the group, if that makes any sense.

I suppose in an animal's way of thinking, that makes sense. But for someone like me, can't we all just be friends? Why is that so hard?
Well, if anything, I've seen Chris Chan and I would rather be completely alone than have fake friends assigned to me which is probably exactly what happened to me in school GEG. Wouldn't even be surprised. Someone like me was just born to be this way, destined to be this way, lone wolves exist for some reason, some purpose. We are constantly faced with challenges and obstacles from mainstream society, if anything, we're probably destined for greatness but we just don't know it yet. Society might come beckoning back to us when they realize just how poorly they've mistreated us, once we invent something or provide something they probably actually need. The likelyhood of that happening could be low, but that's only if you let it be low, if you want to succeed, you need to have the mindset, it's the demoralizers trying to take away that mindset with pessimism, as if they were planted by the CIA to make you unproductive and keep you consuming, but that's complete schizobabble, horrible people are just horrible people. Scorpion and the Fox.

I'm autistic and I'm in three friend groups, I also once rejected a girl who was into me so I don't get your point.

I also rejected a girl, I think twice, but that was Primary and Secondary school, which doesn't count in my mind.
I would ask how big these friend groups are and if they are real and what they provide for you, but it's honestly none of my business.

 

[Soygoy]

When I look at animals sometimes I realize just how better they have it than us, their only worries are getting food, getting water and not dying. They don't have so many issues.
I suppose for us, we don't have those issues anymore, food and water is practically free and life is guaranteed. But in survival's absence comes new challenges.

 

[King of kyrgyzstan]

I also rejected a girl, I think twice, but that was Primary and Secondary school, which doesn't count in my mind.
I would ask how big these friend groups are and if they are real and what they provide for you, but it's honestly none of my business.

One has 7 people, another has 4 and the last one also has 4, they all provide happiness for me and a good laugh.

 

[Nihilma]

I don't.

ngl but you guys...

Ironically this was one of the better places to choose when I'm online but slowly starting to realize that the site is full of people who complain or always reply with snappy oneliners, not giving any thought to any of their comments and barely contributing anything to the site in general. Apart from here I have nowhere else to go honestly. I hate trannies, I hate mainstream media, I am a chud, but unfortunately doesn't seem like I fit in too well with the chuds anymore unfortunately so if I left this place I would literally have nowhere else to go.

I guess you meant combat?

I don't see why however. Most churches are full with old people and having autism, I'll just be sat there thinking about some videogame, completely ignoring all the random shit the pastor is saying, which is essentially SNCA.

Also SNCA, I don't need to read this bigass book that tells me how the world works, I kind of already get the gist of it.

Judging by how things are nowadays, I'd rather not do this actually.

You're gay? Okay, geg. Well your problems aren't really my problems, I do get that people can project themselves onto others, your advice works more for you than it does for me.
Social spaces don't really exist anymore, it's not like the 80s or the 90s or whatever, you can't walk outside and see the youth on the streets because they're all on their phones or inside on their computers, even then, it's rude to talk to strangers for no reason. People who are outside are often outside because they have somewhere to be, that's why they're walking, they walk to get there, going up to someone just to talk to them will only inconvenience them. You also can't really go to bars or anything like that anymore, there aren't any young people like me anywhere really, apart from the ones that walk because they have places to be.

The young people that are, are well, scary, overly attractive women showing off their midriff and a group of rowdy boys all in a group. Everyone has already found their social circle and I guess if you don't have that leaving school then you're just screwed. Sure I could get a job, but what kind of person gets a job for the socialization aspect. I'm not having my mother drive me for miles away from my home to some crappy retail store or whatever just so I can stack shelves and be at the cashier and then have that count as my "socialization" even though I'll still have no friends and I certainly won't take the long and arduous task of transporting myself from one place to another for probably hours just to do that either. Jobs are good for money, I don't see them as viable socialization options.

As an autist, it often feels like I need to be given permission to talk to people, attempting to talk to people often gives me that weird silence and people don't respond like I'm not supposed to be talking, like they already have their friend group which I guess I'm just not allowed to be a part of. I think when you view the world from my eyes things become a lot more clearer. There is no friend making, no socializing, no gfs, no bfs, there is no sexuality, there is no romance, there is only you at the end of the day.

One liners are usually sufficient for a lot of people to get out of their bed and clean their rooms or however Jordan Peterson bla bla bla. Most people have their problem starting right then and there.

And to extend this answer, this applies to your spiritual / social life as well. As an autist, you can have the cleanest room in the dorm yet still have the messiest spiritual and social life.

And I don't consider the internet to provide the fullest extent of a satisfying and healthy social life, most people have just admitted defeat to real life and accepted their fates as NEET, but this is just a symptom of the problem I'm mentioning here.

Church isn't just about the people, it's about the spiritual life and God. If you don't believe in God, that's already a problem in my eyes. But having a connection to Him is the most important part of social life imo.
Then, it also allows you to speak to people, and especially to the right kind of girls. Talking to girls online is tarded, girls of the world are indeed degenerates nowadays. Church girls mostly aren't.

And this links to your final paragraph.
I'm not gay, I used to be, thankfully never gave in. Came from my fear of girls and lack of social contact. You are right about social spaces, except again : Church. This is where I get most of my social life outside family nowadays. Church and christian groups. It's safe and traditionnal, sure most are a bit on the 'tism side of things but they're fine and more grounded in reality than most people of our day and age. They're different from the people of the world because they have different values, and this can offput a lot of people. But fundamentally, they're more balanced than us.

 

[King of kyrgyzstan]

One liners are usually sufficient for a lot of people to get out of their bed and clean their rooms or however Jordan Peterson bla bla bla. Most people have their problem starting right then and there.

And to extend this answer, this applies to your spiritual / social life as well. As an autist, you can have the cleanest room in the dorm yet still have the messiest spiritual and social life.

And I don't consider the internet to provide the fullest extent of a satisfying and healthy social life, most people have just 1dmitted defeat to real life and accepted theur fates as NEET, but this is just a symptom of the problem I'm mentionning here.

Church isn't just about the people, it's about the spiritual life and God. If you don't believe in God, that's already a problem in my eyes. But having a connection to Him is the most important part of social life imo.
Then, it also allows you to speak to people, and especially to the right kind of girls. Talking to girls online is tarded, girls of the world are indeed degenerates nowadays. Church girls mostly aren't.

And this links to your final paragraph.
I'm not gay, I used to be, thankfully never gave in. Came from my fear of girls and lack of social contact. You are right about social spaces, except again : Church. This is where I get most of my social life outside family nowadays. Church and christian groups. It's safe and traditionnal, sure most are a bit on the 'tism side of things but they're fine and more grounded in reality than most people of our day and age. They're different from the people of the world because they have different values, and this can offput a lot of people. But fundamentally, they're more balanced than us.

Unrelated but when you were trans how did you family feel and did have a partner during that phase?

 

[Nihilma]

Not everything has to be spiritual or religious, but I suppose we can agree to disagree on that.
Despite that, I'd rather focus on being with nature than to be around humans, who time and time again prove themselves to be ungrateful SLFs. I'm not talking about you when I say that obviously, I just mean society in general, they are all SLFs who expect you to do things for them just because they say so and give you barely anything in return, in this world, I feel no sense of belonging, I feel like I must exist to oppose the norm in some way and every community I am put into, I am hated for extremely arbitrary reasons, all I want to do is fit in of course, but it's like other people have to make that harder, like you can't just fit in, so we'll have to give you challenges to make sure you can keep up with the hirearchy of the group, if that makes any sense.

I suppose in an animal's way of thinking, that makes sense. But for someone like me, can't we all just be friends? Why is that so hard?
Well, if anything, I've seen Chris Chan and I would rather be completely alone than have fake friends assigned to me which is probably exactly what happened to me in school GEG. Wouldn't even be surprised. Someone like me was just born to be this way, destined to be this way, lone wolves exist for some reason, some purpose. We are constantly faced with challenges and obstacles from mainstream society, if anything, we're probably destined for greatness but we just don't know it yet. Society might come beckoning back to us when they realize just how poorly they've mistreated us, once we invent something or provide something they probably actually need. The likelyhood of that happening could be low, but that's only if you let it be low, if you want to succeed, you need to have the mindset, it's the demoralizers trying to take away that mindset with pessimism, as if they were planted by the CIA to make you unproductive and keep you consuming, but that's complete schizobabble, horrible people are just horrible people. Scorpion and the Fox.

You think and talk like a monk, see the world like a monk except you take God away from the equation.

Sure, we can agree to disagree on the spiritual stuff, we always can. But it's a big disagreement

 

[Nihilma]

Unrelated but when you were trans how did you family feel and did have a partner during that phase?

>Implying they knew

 

[King of kyrgyzstan]

>Implying they knew

You answered only half of my question...

 

[Nihilma]

You answered only half of my question...

Mb I did not read the rest of your question correctly lol.
No I did not, as said I thankfully never "gave in" if you catch my drift.

 

[Drvzwig]

Hamas_2 ofc

 

[King of kyrgyzstan]

Mb I did not read the rest of your question correctly lol.
No I did not, as said I thankfully never "gave in" if you catch my drift.

Awesomesauce.

 

[Soygoy]

You think and talk like a monk, see the world like a monk except you take God away from the equation.

Sure, we can agree to disagree on the spiritual stuff, we always can. But it's a big disagreement

Well, in Buddhism, there is no God, is there? There's Buddha, but he's more like the founder than a great creator.

If you don't believe in God, that's already a problem in my eyes. But having a connection to Him is the most important part of social life imo.

The idea that I can't have a social life without God is quite toxic to be honest, that God is saying to me that I can't have friends if I am not friends with him, is like a toxic best friend who wants to monitor what kind of friends you have. I personally don't think that you have to be friends with God to be friends with others.

One liners are usually sufficient for a lot of people to get out of their bed and clean their rooms or however Jordan Peterson bla bla bla. Most people have their problem starting right then and there.

And to extend this answer, this applies to your spiritual / social life as well. As an autist, you can have the cleanest room in the dorm yet still have the messiest spiritual and social life.

And I don't consider the internet to provide the fullest extent of a satisfying and healthy social life, most people have just 1dmitted defeat to real life and accepted theur fates as NEET, but this is just a symptom of the problem I'm mentionning here.

Church isn't just about the people, it's about the spiritual life and God. If you don't believe in God, that's already a problem in my eyes. But having a connection to Him is the most important part of social life imo.
Then, it also allows you to speak to people, and especially to the right kind of girls. Talking to girls online is tarded, girls of the world are indeed degenerates nowadays. Church girls mostly aren't.

And this links to your final paragraph.
I'm not gay, I used to be, thankfully never gave in. Came from my fear of girls and lack of social contact. You are right about social spaces, except again : Church. This is where I get most of my social life outside family nowadays. Church and christian groups. It's safe and traditionnal, sure most are a bit on the 'tism side of things but they're fine and more grounded in reality than most people of our day and age. They're different from the people of the world because they have different values, and this can offput a lot of people. But fundamentally, they're more balanced than us.

I would say that to you, one of the most important fundamental foundations of your life is God, as for me however, even though I had that shit kicked into my brain when I was young, I really couldn't care for it. Churches are big and scary, they're full of old old people and there is barely any youth anymore because society has regressed thanks to technology, it's simply worth it more to them to watch 18 hours of Tiktok a day than it is to actually go to church, and even then, nobody seems to like to go to church either, seems like people go to church out of fear or out of dependence, i.e "We have to go to church because god says so and if we don't we'll go to hell"

For me, I have selective hearing and I'm not interested in God. The powers that are above me, I really could not care for. To go to a Church is quite literally to listen to shit that I don't care about and for what, the socialization aspect? I find your fixation on girls to be strange aswell, I personally don't even want to interact with them, I see no reason to do so, they're just weird.

From pretty much everywhere I've been, I've found no connection really, no people who are of my age, just old people and I kind of hate that, most of the youth is probably stuck inside just like me, perhaps and that is exactly why I rarely see anyone.