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My brain keeps getting assailed by evil thoughts
They keep draining my faith in God (imagine literal demoralization coal spam in your mind) and advocating for horrible shit like being nice to troons/not thinking of troons as an issue or enemy (>oh they're not that bad they're just mostly normal people (forgetting the fucking sexual abuse and viral nature of troons and generally how annoying they are)) and disgusting jartypedo shit and of course I force myself to break down their arguments entirely or they constantly get stuck on my mind and I wonder if the foundation of myself and beliefs is unstable
And leading me down long lines of questioning over my beliefs on shit that don't really result in any changes, just mental energy wasted breaking down arguments for faggotry or whatever else
I think my ADHD plays a role in this too
How the fuck do I deal with this?
They keep draining my faith in God (imagine literal demoralization coal spam in your mind) and advocating for horrible shit like being nice to troons/not thinking of troons as an issue or enemy (>oh they're not that bad they're just mostly normal people (forgetting the fucking sexual abuse and viral nature of troons and generally how annoying they are)) and disgusting jartypedo shit and of course I force myself to break down their arguments entirely or they constantly get stuck on my mind and I wonder if the foundation of myself and beliefs is unstable
And leading me down long lines of questioning over my beliefs on shit that don't really result in any changes, just mental energy wasted breaking down arguments for faggotry or whatever else
I think my ADHD plays a role in this too
How the fuck do I deal with this?