Autism My vlog

[StudioCaca]

why are they talking shit on autists? lol i'd understand incels but most women have a soft spot for people with autism, that's just strange to hear about

I dont mean people with asperger/highfunctioning rather they were talking about level2/3 autists who i get they are annoying but like christ its not their fault that they are retarded like i get avoiding them but no need to talk shit behind their back.

 

[StudioCaca]

Today, I went to the local autism center i go to every week, while playing a game some schizo came in and started spouting pure mindblowing trvkes about the 'illuminated ones' or whatever. At first, we tolerated him, but he got aggressive with my friend because he thought "my friend hated him" (paranoia). I slammed my fist on the table and yelled at him to calm down. After that, i spoke more firmly but calmly to avoid scaring him. A social worker came running in to make sure the situation didn’t escalate. He eventually left, and the social worker thanked me, saying I did a good job staying calm and not getting too angry or violent.

 

[StudioCaca]

Best day of my life, had a fucking awesome history class today genuinly pure bliss and euphoria my autistic obsession was being fufilled. Then i had the 15th century history class (boring af tbh since i allredy know litterally everything the teacher is telling us) then i had philosophy class and it was okay the teacher is a middle aged white woman who went to india and who i allmost feel believes in fucking shakra n star signs shit. My biggest gripe with her is that she puts humans on a poddium and differentiates us from animals, anyhow i got put in a team with some petite black girl who was litghly gropping my thighs and seemed kinda flirtish doe i didnt engage in flirtation as tbh i didnt really get a clear signal doe next time if she does it again ima try getting her number or something. While waiting for my mom to pick me up some fat girl who was checking me out the whole class came up to me but thankfully my autism got the ogre to fuck off (im the only white guy and the 2 only other males are ugly black guys with giant nigger lips which likely explains the huge burst of female attention)

 

[StudioCaca]

bougth an unkown ammount of hash from some homeless guy

 

[StudioCaca]

The cravings have officially started, tomorow should be better but rigth now i want to shoot myself not because im depressed i just want my brain to shut the fuck

 

[StudioCaca]

my head hurts and i want to punch a hole in my drywall

 

[StudioCaca]

Dont have much memories of yesterday, snorted one of my ADHD pills ate a mushroom (about 1.5g) i found under my bed (pretty sure it was a bit moldy kuz my stomach hurts) and smoked a couple bowls. I had a good time not too many bad thoughts just kinda layed in bed thinking and petting my cat, then boom i realise shit ive got my philosophy class. Once i got to my class i thankfully had kinda sobered up and still on the effects of the methylfenidate so i did'nt look too fucked up. The petite black girl was dressed better than usual and she had used perfume, at one point she stared me in the eyes the way that gf's look at their bf. When our eyes met she started smiling and i just burst out laughing because idk i was high. Anyhow for the rest of the class she was quite a physically active playing with her hair and fidgetting stuff when she is usually as still as a statue, so yeah i think ima ask her out for valentine. Next morning (today) i went to class and some guys i kinda know a little invited me to their table for a team assignement i ended up getting invited to watch the superbowl with them, pretty happy about that as my friend circle is pretty small and im going to college specifially so i can socialise more. Im unsure what to think of those guys as on one hand im getting along with them but they are studying in administration and i woud'nt be surpirsed if they idolize andrew tate.

 

[StudioCaca]

>be in middle ages history class or what ever its called
<teacher says we will have a team assignement
>wait until all the teams are made so i can join which ever has a spot left
<teacher tells me to join the team behind me
>retarded blonde girl i want to kill tells me she thinks the guys at the back want me to join their team
>join their team
>its a bunch of retarded frat boys
>we have to explain the importance of the inca road network or something
>none of them do anything and they nominate me as their team representative/speaker
<okay class times up
>all i have is a couple keywords and a shitty text one of them asked chatgpt to write
>make shit up on the spot using knowledge i got from youtube videos
>somehow got the best note and impressed the retards
why the fuck is everybody a retard

 

[StudioCaca]

passed my final highschool exam yesterday so i got drunk to celebrate, hadnt drank in 'bout 2 months.

 

[Victorio]

Kek druggie nigga
Celebrating passing highschool
What a failure

 

[StudioCaca]

Kek druggie nigga
Celebrating passing highschool
What a failure

? im in college doe, just yk finnally got it done

 

[StudioCaca]

I did not know it was valentines day yesterday, when i found out it was too late to ask anybody out so i cried myself to sleep with vodka.

 

[StudioCaca]

did not check the school email thingie they force me to use so yeah end up my fav class got cancelled kuz my teacher is a montreal FAGGOT (why tf does dis nigga even work at my Cegep?) and yeah he scared of the evil snow so ive got the next 3 hours free

 

[StudioCaca]

Gonna try being more sober, i just cant work on this game while stoned or drunk.
Anyway im making a new better map since the old was too small and had alot of issues i dont feel like dealing with plus it was really ugly.