Schizo My autoandrophilia/pooner urges [REVAMPED INTRO]

[Nihilma]

wdym? I've been succeeding at gooning less and going on a diet so hopefully I'll be able to taper off the ZOGmeds soon, I just need to build up my patience and lessen the goon malice

Ok ok nvm then sorry for having judged you on a mere instinctual whim, mb.

 

[Soyteen Liker]

Ok ok nvm then sorry for having judged you on a mere instinctual whim, mb.

Yeah it's alright, I've even been remembering my dreams a bit more. I think I might be able to convince my family and soyberg with tapering from the meds because one probably causes me headaches and the other is for those headaches. I'm not sure yet though, I take aripiprazole right now and briefly switched to olanzapine that made me get less head pain but I think we tapered off them too fast and I was ultra-agitated. I remain optimistic though

 

[Goot]

yeah like, "he" (my AAPself) was a high-functioning autistic guy who would be fascinated by shit like trains and computer science geg
by skinwalking them I meant like, I would try to copy them and want to be like them

Yup, i'm thinkin' meds time

 

[Goot]

Yeah it's alright, I've even been remembering my dreams a bit more. I think I might be able to convince my family and soyberg with tapering from the meds because one probably causes me headaches and the other is for those headaches. I'm not sure yet though, I take aripiprazole right now and briefly switched to olanzapine that made me get less head pain but I think we tapered off them too fast and I was ultra-agitated. I remain optimistic though

Request pimozide

 

[Soyteen Liker]

Request pimozide

No thanks, I'm not going to chemically lobotomize myself further. I can deal with this, you'll see.

 

[Goot]

No thanks, I'm not going to chemically lobotomize myself further. I can deal with this, you'll see.

I meant to react with a react but it hasn't been added yet for some reason

 

[PepsiMan]

wdym? I've been succeeding at gooning less and going on a diet so hopefully I'll be able to taper off the ZOGmeds soon, I just need to build up my patience and lessen the goon malice

>goon malice
What?

 

[PepsiMan]

Request pimozide

GO TO HELL NANOBOT PUSHER YOU WILL NOT BUILD A RADIO TRANSCEIVER IN MY FRIEND'S BRAIN

 

[Goot]

GO TO HELL NANOBOT PUSHER YOU WILL NOT BUILD A RADIO TRANSCEIVER IN MY FRIEND'S BRAIN

You VILL live in a vat on the dark side of the moon operating your body via frankenstein remote radio control

 

[Soyteen Liker]

>goon malice
What?

it's hard to explain but I think porn and gooning made me like, malicious in a way that's hard to describe or notice

Spoiler: tmi powerlevel

I used to repost porn I saw online and not only did everyone tell me the actress looked deeply uncomfortable and I wasn't able to notice, I straight up didn't care either... I sometimes see her in my dreams and always feel horrible

 

[PepsiMan]

it's hard to explain but I think porn and gooning made me like, malicious in a way that's hard to describe or notice

Spoiler: tmi powerlevel

I used to repost porn I saw online and not only did everyone tell me the actress looked deeply uncomfortable and I wasn't able to notice, I straight up didn't care either... I sometimes see her in my dreams and always feel horrible

Yes brother, come to the dark side, rape people

 

[PepsiMan]

You VILL live in a vat on the dark side of the moon operating your body via frankenstein remote radio control

NEVER NEVER NEVER I WILL NOT HAVE FRANKENSTEIN CONTROLS INSTALLED IN MY BRAIN WITH TV SPY CAMERAS

 

[Goot]

NEVER NEVER NEVER I WILL NOT HAVE FRANKENSTEIN CONTROLS INSTALLED IN MY BRAIN WITH TV SPY CAMERAS

 

[Sneedson]

Every time I'm reminded this thread exists, my heart shrinks.

 

[Soyteen Liker]

Every time I'm reminded this thread exists, my heart shrinks.
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Why? My AAP has been lessened and I've been doing well

 

[Sneedson]

Why? My AAP has been lessened and I've been doing well

Awesome.

 

[PepsiMan]

I have the rants downloaded on my phone and I listen to it every once and awhile he knew what they were doing

 

[PepsiMan]

I think you're best bet for this would be either @Nihilma or @Scientoloju

I don't think we should be playing Soyjak.blog matchmaker

 

[basil]

you’re actually disgusting

 

[Soyteen Liker]

you’re actually disgusting

you actually used to be disgusting*