Schizo My autoandrophilia/pooner urges [REVAMPED INTRO]

[Soyteen Liker]

I have no idea what an 'AAP artifact' is supposed to mean

I explained it below.

I thought so much about being "him" unintentionally that "he" manifested "himself" in my subconscious. Kind of like a tulpa except I dindu on purpose.

It's kind of like the type of man/male concept AAPs hyperfocus or vice versa for AGPs. It's terrible when it's a real person but right now I only really have associations with the letter M/"his name", and very abstract feelings.

It sounds to me like your head is a mess, probably due to overthinking and rationalizing stuffs
like ur head been fucking around with this rope and its gotten tangled up into a really complicated knot thats needs to be untied and straightened out in order for stuffs to make sense

True. I'm like this even when going to Cuba n shiiet

 

[greg]

You know what? I don’t care, this thread is the antichrist of threads. This thread needs to be exterminated like the ugly creature it is. First of all.. we don’t need to know why you wanna poon out. Second of all, 34 PAGES!?! Yeah, no this is the ACTUAL
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[Soyteen Liker]

You know what? I don’t care, this thread is the antichrist of threads. This thread needs to be exterminated like the ugly creature it is. First of all.. we don’t need to know why you wanna poon out. Second of all, 34 PAGES!?! Yeah, no this is the ACTUAL
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Even doe if I just conquer "him" I won't need to poon out or however the pooner goes

 

[MeursaultLE]

Even doe if I just conquer "him" I won't need to poon out or however the pooner goes

>if I just conquer "him" I won't need to poon out
does this err..pooner talk ever get tiring to you, it tires me sometimes.
anything happened today with "him"

 

[Soyteen Liker]

does this err..pooner talk ever get tiring to you. it tires me sometimes.

Not really.

anything happened today with "him"

Well no because I woke up like half an hour ago

 

[doddermodd]

Have you considered hanging yourself?

 

[Sneedson]

Have you considered hanging yourself?

Mean.

 

[MeursaultLE]

Can we make a board for women and pooners only where they'll be able to make cooking threads and cleaning threads and whatever girls do and so onnnn so they learn how to be good wives / doodwives in the future and not argue so muchhh pretty please

this is a great idea broot do this.

i hope she dies

that's a bit harsh terry.

 

[sodack]

this is a great idea broot do this.

Lock femaursalt to the board

 

[8doe]

MEURSAULT IS A LESBIAN TRYING TO PRETEND TO BE A DUDE SPREAD THE WORD

 

[MeursaultLE]

MEURSAULT IS A LESBIAN TRYING TO PRETEND TO BE A DUDE SPREAD THE WORD

Lock femaursalt to the board

man fuck off I can endure the nicknames but not this, this is slanderous, you're killing me here.

 

[8doe]

man fuck off I can endure the nicknames but not this you're killing me here.

the l in meursault stands for lesbian LOL

 

[MeursaultLE]

the l in meursault stands for lesbian LOL

fuck off already.
oh and @Soyteen Liker anything of note today?
I should probably ask you this
do your pooner thoughts appear frequently every day or just like once a day?

 

[8doe]

fuck off already.

morse code is less being

 

[Soyteen Liker]

fuck off already.
oh and @Soyteen Liker anything of note today?
I should probably ask you this
do your pooner thoughts appear frequently every day or just like once a day?

Every day but to varying degrees. The thing about me is that when I talk about something it leaves my mind. So when I don't talk about "him" he bombards my mind but when I do, "he" doesn't.

 

[MeursaultLE]

Every day but to varying degrees. The thing about me is that when I talk about something it leaves my mind. So when I don't talk about "him" he bombards my mind but when I do, "he" doesn't.

>The thing about me is that when I talk about something it leaves my mind
damn you really are something else miss 'liker
>So when I don't talk about "him" he bombards my mind but when I do, "he" doesn't.
does "he" immediately stop bombarding once you talk?
(and uhh I'm sorry if ever ask a stupid question in the future I'm just interested in this)

 

[Soyteen Liker]

does "he" immediately stop bombarding once you talk?

Not immediately but after awhile.

(and uhh I'm sorry if ever ask a stupid question in the future I'm just interested in this)

It's alright

 

[AshkeNazi]

have you tried taking your meds?

 

[Soyteen Liker]

have you tried taking your meds?

Yeah I take abilify and gabapentin. "He" gets pissy and it bleeds through when I'm off them, especially abilify.

 

[baqqrih]

Yeah I take abilify and gabapentin. "He" gets pissy and it bleeds through when I'm off them, especially abilify.

That sounds like such a horrible thing to have to live with. I'm sorry you have to go through that.