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Oh my fauci my thread got unlocked [wholesome]
Recently I've been considering playing stereotypical teen boy games when I get my laptop because the idea makes me excited. Yet, this excitement comes with a weird flavor of anxiety too. I'm not sure why, the way I described it was that "I feel like I'd taint any masculine interest I'd touch" but it feels like there's more to it than that.

I think my AAPself has AGP as dumb as that sounds. I wish I was joking. It feels like "he" wants to be a girl, but mostly for sexual reasons. Sometimes it takes over fully because when I was 13 I suddenly felt a full-on female mental shift and stopped being a pooner, at least on the surface. "He" sometimes communicates feelings to me because I can't really feel them. It's like there's a barrier between us and some data gets lost.

I hope I can appease "him" somehow. [wholesome]
 
Soyteen Liker said:
Oh my fauci my thread got unlocked [wholesome]
Recently I've been considering playing stereotypical teen boy games when I get my laptop because the idea makes me excited. Yet, this excitement comes with a weird flavor of anxiety too. I'm not sure why, the way I described it was that "I feel like I'd taint any masculine interest I'd touch" but it feels like there's more to it than that.

I think my AAPself has AGP as dumb as that sounds. I wish I was joking. It feels like "he" wants to be a girl, but mostly for sexual reasons. Sometimes it takes over fully because when I was 13 I suddenly felt a full-on female mental shift and stopped being a pooner, at least on the surface. "He" sometimes communicates feelings to me because I can't really feel them. It's like there's a barrier between us and some data gets lost.

I hope I can appease "him" somehow. [wholesome]
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Poop and niggers dying
 
Soyteen Liker said:
It's basically like, mundane stuff guys do and the way they think gets me giddy and nonsexually excited. Like the idea of being called a "young man" or "lad" or "boy" makes me smile. The closest thing to it being sexual is me getting enthralled over the idea of being a male gooner that can't stop jerking off. Something about that feels like something I really want to experience even if most guys think it's awful and shameful.

It makes me really want to troon out a lot of the time. It feels like I love a part of myself I can't really access and want to know him. If I'm being honest, the main reason I haven't isn't because I don't want to but because I live with my parents that would throw away my hormones and other boy stuff.
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Soyteen Liker said:
Oh my fauci my thread got unlocked [wholesome]
Recently I've been considering playing stereotypical teen boy games when I get my laptop because the idea makes me excited. Yet, this excitement comes with a weird flavor of anxiety too. I'm not sure why, the way I described it was that "I feel like I'd taint any masculine interest I'd touch" but it feels like there's more to it than that.

I think my AAPself has AGP as dumb as that sounds. I wish I was joking. It feels like "he" wants to be a girl, but mostly for sexual reasons. Sometimes it takes over fully because when I was 13 I suddenly felt a full-on female mental shift and stopped being a pooner, at least on the surface. "He" sometimes communicates feelings to me because I can't really feel them. It's like there's a barrier between us and some data gets lost.

I hope I can appease "him" somehow. [wholesome]
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ah you're something else miss 'liker
>I hope I can appease "him" somehow.
I hope not, you should kill "him"
>It's like there's a barrier between us and some data gets lost.
have you tried writing down that data before it disappears?
 
Meursault said:
>I hope I can appease "him" somehow.
I hope not, you should kill "him"
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Nooo we just need to find a way to combine somehow without pooning out. "He" "tells" me a lot of things. "He's" like my subconscious.
Meursault said:
>It's like there's a barrier between us and some data gets lost.
have you tried writing down that data before it disappears?
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Well yeah but it's also stuff like emotions so that's hard to write down. Plus it happens extremely quickly.
 
Soyteen Liker said:
Nooo we just need to find a way to combine somehow without pooning out. "He" "tells" me a lot of things. "He's" like my subconscious.

Well yeah but it's also stuff like emotions so that's hard to write down. Plus it happens extremely quickly.
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>we just need to find a way to combine somehow without pooning out.
well i'm sure you'll figure that out.
>"He" "tells" me a lot of things.
I don't trust "him" has he been telling good neutral or bad things or a mix of those 3?
>Well yeah but it's also stuff like emotions so that's hard to write down. Plus it happens extremely quickly.
mhm...have you thought of anyway to record that data? it seems very valuable.
 
Meursault said:
I don't trust "him" has he been telling good neutral or bad things or a mix of those 3?
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Mostly neutral/informative. It's not like "he's" grooming me. The most damaging part is "him" telling me to poon out but it "feels" good. "He" feels the excitement and sends it through me. The only things "I" can feel legitimately are anxiety and sexual arousal. But "he" "feels" everything "stronger" than me. I don't know if this sounds like a weird shitpost but it's not.
Meursault said:
mhm...have you thought of anyway to record that data? it seems very valuable.
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Not really yet no.
 
Soyteen Liker said:
Mostly neutral/informative. It's not like "he's" grooming me. The most damaging part is "him" telling me to poon out but it "feels" good. "He" feels the excitement and sends it through me. The only things "I" can feel legitimately are anxiety and sexual arousal. But "he" "feels" everything "stronger" than me. I don't know if this sounds like a weird shitpost but it's not.

Not really yet no.
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>I don't know if this sounds like a weird shitpost but it's not.
it really does unfortunately, but I understand
>The most damaging part is "him" telling me to poon out but it "feels" good.
ah well are you able to resist the urge fully?
>The only things "I" can feel legitimately are anxiety and sexual arousal
I guess that's good don't let "him" take that too.
>But "he" "feels" everything "stronger" than me.
damn so "he" has more emotional control over you?
 
Soyteen Liker said:
Oh my fauci my thread got unlocked [wholesome]
Recently I've been considering playing stereotypical teen boy games when I get my laptop because the idea makes me excited. Yet, this excitement comes with a weird flavor of anxiety too. I'm not sure why, the way I described it was that "I feel like I'd taint any masculine interest I'd touch" but it feels like there's more to it than that.

I think my AAPself has AGP as dumb as that sounds. I wish I was joking. It feels like "he" wants to be a girl, but mostly for sexual reasons. Sometimes it takes over fully because when I was 13 I suddenly felt a full-on female mental shift and stopped being a pooner, at least on the surface. "He" sometimes communicates feelings to me because I can't really feel them. It's like there's a barrier between us and some data gets lost.

I hope I can appease "him" somehow. [wholesome]
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Your obsession with being a teenage boy is very strange. If you were an AGP man posting these kinds of things you’d be called a pedogroomercoomergooner and raped 5000 times over. I’m not saying you should be banned, but I think people on the schlog are far more lenient about your trannyisms because you’re a woman.
 
Meursault said:
>The most damaging part is "him" telling me to poon out but it "feels" good.
ah well are you able to resist the urge fully?
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Not really
Meursault said:
>The only things "I" can feel legitimately are anxiety and sexual arousal
I guess that's good don't let "him" take that too.
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I don't think "he" took it but maybe you're onto something.
Meursault said:
>But "he" "feels" everything "stronger" than me.
damn so "he" has more emotional control over you?
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I wouldn't say that, maybe the opposite even. "His" emotions bleed through me especially when I'm off my meds.
UendeligKamp said:
why do you refer to ur pooner urges as 'him' as if it was a seperate person
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I don't know, it's hard to remember. It's basically the concept of an AAP artifact. I thought so much about being "him" unintentionally that "he" manifested "himself" in my subconscious. Kind of like a tulpa except I dindu on purpose.
 
Soyteen Liker said:
Not really

I don't think "he" took it but maybe you're onto something.

I wouldn't say that, maybe the opposite even. "His" emotions bleed through me especially when I'm off my meds.

I don't know, it's hard to remember. It's basically the concept of an AAP artifact. I thought so much about being "him" unintentionally that "he" manifested "himself" in my subconscious. Kind of like a tulpa except I dindu on purpose.
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>Not really
oh damn well I hope you can learn to resist it better.

if anything notable happens make sure to post in this thread I'm interested about your pooner urges.
alright take care love ya
 
I have no idea what an 'AAP artifact' is supposed to mean
It sounds to me like your head is a mess, probably due to overthinking and rationalizing stuffs
like ur head been fucking around with this rope and its gotten tangled up into a really complicated knot thats needs to be untied and straightened out in order for stuffs to make sense

dont take what im saying seriously though i dont know you ur mental or what ur situation looks like
 
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