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Schizo My autoandrophilia/pooner urges [REVAMPED INTRO]

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ILoveVesna said:
there was a point (2-3 months I think) where I regularly went to the gym, mainly to lose weight. I think what made me lose the most weight doe was just eating less rice. Gym was fun IG but too much effort so I just stopped. no point. nothings going to change.
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you can do my methood and just not eat lunch over long periods of time o algo.
 
ILoveVesna said:
3rd period makes me hungry doe (I FUCKING HATE AP SEM STUPID FUCKING NIGGER)
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I no longer skip lunch because it's not healthy so now I just eat stuff in smaller portions. this leaves me at a healthy weight of around 120-130 pounds plus keeps me from feeling starved but since I don't exercise I look bony and stuff.
 
Stephen said:
This is a lot to take in, but obviously I have to question your chosen solutions of either taking hormones and transitioning or just stewing in the discomfort. Do you have other ideas?
Also, something that stuck out to me as weird was your descriptions of being "one" with yourself, a la as a male. It reminds me a lot of the concept of holy matrimony. The man and his wife are bound together not as two souls, but as one, and they are expected to be loyal and together forever.

So have you tried getting married?
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I was reading a book just now and it talked about this
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It reminds me of my own feelings about how talking to others is lackluster. I recall quite a few times where I wanted to nuke my internet presence and minimize social interactions, but without "his" presence, it would be worse than just continuing. I reconsidered the tulpa idea but I remembered how they can evolve in unexpected ways and decided that wouldn't work for my purposes.
 
terrycrews said:
By making her read a fucking book about pretending to be a man? Are you retarded or are you trying to make her poon out?
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By realistically showing how it is to be a woman trying to be a man. Norah's experience is not a positive one, lol.
 
Maya said:
By realistically showing how it is to be a woman trying to be a man. Norah's experience is not a positive one, lol.
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Yeah I've actually heard of this book before and saw a video that TL;DR'd it and I guess what she says makes sense. I can't even larp online as a man without feeling out of place and like I'm doing a shit job at it. Not really sure what to do if I'm in love with "him" though. Perhaps the difference is that she never was able to transform her mind and maybe taking testosterone would help do that for me. That's definitely highly risky doebeit.
 
Soyteen Liker said:
Yeah I've actually heard of this book before and saw a video that TL;DR'd it and I guess what she says makes sense. I can't even larp online as a man without feeling out of place and like I'm doing a shit job at it. Not really sure what to do if I'm in love with "him" though. Perhaps the difference is that she never was able to transform her mind and maybe taking testosterone would help do that for me. That's definitely highly risky doebeit.
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You don't have to LARP as a man dude you can just not say you're a girl and people will assume you're a man? And testosterone doesn't really have mental changes aside making you more horny and sometimes more angry
 
terrycrews said:
You don't have to LARP as a man dude you can just not say you're a girl and people will assume you're a man? And testosterone doesn't really have mental changes aside making you more horny and sometimes more angry
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