Serious Im an idiot

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I feel really good today all of a sudden so much so that I'm posting here. I don't ever feel like sharing things about myself but maybe it's not bad and nothing will ever happen anyways so may as well do whatever I want. I've been taking antidepressants and now I have to slowly reduce the dosage so I can hopefully get off them. It's very unfortunate that I have to continue to take the medicine because I can't even do anything of value. The drug is specifically Zoloft and I take 50mg every morning but in 2 weeks I'll take 25mg and 2 weeks later none. I enjoy the company of being on this website so I appreciate your time for communicating with me and understanding.
 
Now that I'm starting to get back into the rhythm of journaling I'm going to just post walls of text of whatever's on my mind. Yesterday I spent two hours hanging out with some friends in the gym which isn't unusual for me. I had to drink a lot of electrolytes and get good sleep so I can go again and be stronger. I don't feel like money is important because it blinds me from doing what I truly desire from myself. I know that I am a confident and disciplined person but I also realize that it's already too late. I also have been enjoying listening to music like The Poet And The Pendulum - Remastered. I'd rather not get into some gruesome topics even though I already did but you probably already know how the world works considering we're all free thinkers. I remember a video by Charls Carrol where he says that "The world was created by the devil, so don't take things personally". Maybe people who are satanists or agnostic are really just the same thing because they believe and worship the devil.
 
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