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When you actually wish you were with someone else. So not just being alone
You yourself are never really alone because spend 24/7 onlineThis is such a gay question
These past few days I’ve been having a lot of bad dreams involving academia (such as failing to submit an exam in time)Sometimes, but rarely, I will have a dream where someone likes me, and then I will wake up and feel lonely
This is the opposite of what my life was like some time ago, where I would be miserable and stressed during the day and my dreams would be my place of relief and happinessThese past few days I’ve been having a lot of bad dreams involving academia (such as failing to submit an exam in time)
This is interesting because this is reading week, and even though it’s supposed to be used for studying I haven’t been studying at all
I’ve spent all my time on the soyosphere and on TikTok, and have spent almost no time thinking about my exams in my waking hours. It’s mostly in my dreams that I stress about it
It is so relatable, I think, with today's internet age, most people can relate to it. Constantly putting off work, playing/doing unproductive internet addiction raisin then feeling terrible while doing it, only to do the work and you realise the work isn't that hard. That feeling of anxiety and dread building up about your work, but you're not doing it because of the addiction, but you feel terrible, so you keep scrolling more. It's a vicious cycle.These past few days I’ve been having a lot of bad dreams involving academia (such as failing to submit an exam in time)
This is interesting because this is reading week, and even though it’s supposed to be used for studying I haven’t been studying at all
I’ve spent all my time on the soyosphere and on TikTok, and have spent almost no time thinking about my exams in my waking hours. It’s mostly in my dreams that I stress about it
>raisinIt is so relatable, I think, with today's internet age, most people can relate to it. Constantly putting off work, playing/doing unproductive internet addiction raisin
Im not doing allatIt is so relatable, I think, with today's internet age, most people can relate to it. Constantly putting off work, playing/doing unproductive internet addiction raisin then feeling terrible while doing it, only to do the work and you realise the work isn't that hard. That feeling of anxiety and dread building up about your work, but you're not doing it because of the addiction, but you feel terrible, so you keep scrolling more. It's a vicious cycle.
I also struggle with this, but I haven't found a perfect solution. I would recommend imagining your future as an unproductive loser who scrolls all day, also imagine what you consider important, such as your family at stake. Make yourself feel heavy emotions to pull yourself out of this numbed, brainrotted, scrolling state, then do the work. Your heavy emotions and reality should fuel your productivity once you're out of the brain numbness.
tldr; just make yourself feel strong bad emotions to get yourself to stop scrolling and start doing productive raisinIm not doing allat
Nah I don’t want to feel bad I’m not doing thattldr; just make yourself feel strong bad emotions to get yourself to stop scrolling and start doing productive raisin
Actual rapeI just remembered I have two of my exams on the same day with like 2 hours between them
a funny consequence from this is, that now I'm playing a lot more online games like l4d2 and tf2 and can't be bothered to dump hours into skyrim or other singleplayer games anymore.Used to be all the time, now it's actually pretty rare since I have more friends to hang out with so there's always someone to talk to
before that I had to rely on like one irl friend who's always busy with college and one online friend who's busy with work but now I have you 'teens![]()
Strong bad emotions and suffering push a person to change. Sometimes bad, sometimes good, but in your case, good since it forces you to be productive.Nah I don’t want to feel bad I’m not doing that
I like being left the hell alone tbhWhen you actually wish you were with someone else. So not just being alone