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The 2 first blogs of mine are le lost media (NIGGA THAT'S NUTS!)
Nothing happened, yesterday. (lie) I went to the movies to the new mission impossible and I have to say Tom Cruise probably has autism because he makes so many things hyperrealistic for no reason but also made no sense. Like the nuclear bombs being hyperrealistic and der submarine and the plane like he has a lot of small details autistic people like me would sperg over. But I don't super like it because it was pretty nonsense at the start, thoughbeit. For the rest of the day, I spent it playing strategy games and spent no time on soyjak party.

Also, I'm going to post my SHORT story related to the book I'm writing bcs I think it would suit this site better (It's pretty schizo depressing doe)

Aia laid down and hugged it so tightly, she didn’t know if anyone was thinking about her, but she hoped to everything that someone out there thought about her just for a second. She couldn’t stop crying, it pained her to be in this cycle, and she couldn’t stop it, so many promises she made to those she cared about, even more so herself. She just wanted someone to be thinking about her, desperately she wanted someone to think about her. Even if her skin was picked, cut, and cold, even if she looked like she was on drugs. “Just anyone, I just hope someone is, please please…”

 

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Went to a funeral today for a patient I had, yesterday I went to church, so I was too busy to go on. Obviously a bit bummed out so not much to say, though I did find the soyjak gay event funny and wrote a green text.
>Did y’all hear that some scientist say this here vaccine done caused the plague?
^Oh please, Coach, if I hear one more conspiracy I’ll puke.
<I read a report that some labs cut corners—the shots might have triggered the mutation.
-=I swear I saw Dr. Soystein scribblin’ warnings about strange spikes before they rolled it out.-=
^So you’re telling me a syringe turned people into walking nightmares? Give me a break.
>If that needle brought this horde on, somebody’s head needs swimmin’ with the fish.
<Causin’ or not, we ain’t got time for blame we gotta clear a path and survive.
-=Well shoot, if the vax's worse than HIV, we’re just in one big pot of trouble.-=

and my book

I couldn’t bring myself to look at anything, just crying because I'm crying, because I know I wouldn't want to cry I am sorry I’m crying I love me, I don’t want to sob any more. I don't want to let go of this pillow, I don't want to let go of anyone ever again, I don’t want to let go of myself, I want to hold myself forever and never let go. Aia I love you so much, god please let me hear this please “In the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, amen” please god let someone love me, please teach me to love me please please please.

I shouldn’t talk to myself, or people that aren’t there, it's like the saying “If you scream in an empty forest are you even screaming?” no point in doing it. There's not a point in doing a lot of things, I can choose to stay alone here or spend every hour working, I don’t want to work. I’m made for love I just want to spread joy and happiness, I'm sorry I didn't do that earlier, I’m sorry so so very sorry. I should just, go to sleep, I mean also laying and imagining a world of my own is also enjoyable, a world where I’m nice, but I am nice!

 

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Went to a funeral today for a patient I had, yesterday I went to church, so I was too busy to go on. Obviously a bit bummed out so not much to say, though I did find the soyjak gay event funny and wrote a green text.
>Did y’all hear that some scientist say this here vaccine done caused the plague?
^Oh please, Coach, if I hear one more conspiracy I’ll puke.
<I read a report that some labs cut corners—the shots might have triggered the mutation.
-=I swear I saw Dr. Soystein scribblin’ warnings about strange spikes before they rolled it out.-=
^So you’re telling me a syringe turned people into walking nightmares? Give me a break.
>If that needle brought this horde on, somebody’s head needs swimmin’ with the fish.
<Causin’ or not, we ain’t got time for blame we gotta clear a path and survive.
-=Well shoot, if the vax's worse than HIV, we’re just in one big pot of trouble.-=

and my book

I couldn’t bring myself to look at anything, just crying because I'm crying, because I know I wouldn't want to cry I am sorry I’m crying I love me, I don’t want to sob any more. I don't want to let go of this pillow, I don't want to let go of anyone ever again, I don’t want to let go of myself, I want to hold myself forever and never let go. Aia I love you so much, god please let me hear this please “In the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Spirit, amen” please god let someone love me, please teach me to love me please please please.

I shouldn’t talk to myself, or people that aren’t there, it's like the saying “If you scream in an empty forest are you even screaming?” no point in doing it. There's not a point in doing a lot of things, I can choose to stay alone here or spend every hour working, I don’t want to work. I’m made for love I just want to spread joy and happiness, I'm sorry I didn't do that earlier, I’m sorry so so very sorry. I should just, go to sleep, I mean also laying and imagining a world of my own is also enjoyable, a world where I’m nice, but I am nice!

Patient?