Shit No One Cares About Do you find it hard to focus on positive things

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I've noticed that I spend far more time fixating on the mistakes I've made/general bad things that have happened to me compared to good stuff. I got my driver's license less than 10 days ago and honestly it doesn't seem all that noteworthy, the happy feeling from passing the test wore off within a day. Even after I graduated high school there just wasn't a real sense of accomplishment.

Yeah those two things aren't exactly crazy or hard to do, but had I not gotten them I'd be in an abysmal situation right now. It's weird.
 
I don't focus on anything, I just get through my days without much thought given to anything in particular and even on the rare occasion I do stop to think, it's nothing more then a glossary "That was cool." or a simple "Oh yeah, that was a bit shite.". It's a habit of mine which I tend to slump into during the longer School related months as to make it go as quick as possible.
 
Yes. I'm always unhappy and seething at everything.
 
It's not hard if i try, but I guess I don't think to try often enough, if that makes sense.
For the past few months I've been all dreadful about another year going by, but not till today did I stop and think about all of the things I enjoyed last year that I get to do again soon.
I guess it's just that the boring and bad days are more plentiful than the good, it takes a bit of work to sift through and focus on them.
 
Those monumental events like high school graduation have aged in my mind, leaving the initial lack of emotion aside to develop the grandeur they deserved. I prefer to focus on the effects of these events, such as now that Im out of high school I can go to college, focus on a car and jobs, wonder what happened to that girl I liked, and goon to sprunki 24/7. My graduation is what started this all so I give it the mental note of a major, mostly positive event
 
Kinda the opposite these days, which is also becoming a problem by itself because people consider me too positive which doesn't really fix things sometimes.
 
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I'm weirdly positive sometimes. Like something horrid could've just happened in front of me and I'd still try to look on the positive side of it. I don't really understand it.
 
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