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My parents know of my surface level chuddiness, like my religious lean and my accepting of differences between the races
My teenage sister knows more, I've shared racist memes with her and called her the nigger word before in the past, and even recently I've let a bit more of my power level show when criticizing her friend group.
It is somewhat isolating, however, that nobody else knows the true extent of my chuddiness. There's no practical reason to connect myself to the full extent of the chuddy beliefs I hold, so I intend to keep them slowburning until I can write a book or paper on them. It's a little disheartening, but I prefer to listen to reason and tolerate who I do for the sake of my sociability and opportunities. I hope one day I can find someone I can spill my full extent of chuddiness to without fear of uprooting my relationships and opportunities. Maybe all of that will be necessary for me to tell a future wife, lest I distance myself from the woman I am supposed to spend the rest of my life with. I must be especially careful with that, because if I am not careful and she breaks up with me carrying all that knowledge, then she could be the most threatening person in my life.
My teenage sister knows more, I've shared racist memes with her and called her the nigger word before in the past, and even recently I've let a bit more of my power level show when criticizing her friend group.
It is somewhat isolating, however, that nobody else knows the true extent of my chuddiness. There's no practical reason to connect myself to the full extent of the chuddy beliefs I hold, so I intend to keep them slowburning until I can write a book or paper on them. It's a little disheartening, but I prefer to listen to reason and tolerate who I do for the sake of my sociability and opportunities. I hope one day I can find someone I can spill my full extent of chuddiness to without fear of uprooting my relationships and opportunities. Maybe all of that will be necessary for me to tell a future wife, lest I distance myself from the woman I am supposed to spend the rest of my life with. I must be especially careful with that, because if I am not careful and she breaks up with me carrying all that knowledge, then she could be the most threatening person in my life.