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welcome to my personal journal of autism
heres some funny shit that happened today
- saw girl that looked exactly like satoko on the train home from art school
- ate 3 dry ramen noodle packets and drank sparkling water with it (still no fucking idea why i did this)
- worked on stuff for art school
- rabid screaming nigger on the train
more crazy happenings tomorrow
 
doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
welcome to my personal journal of autism
heres some funny shit that happened today
- saw girl that looked exactly like satoko on the train home from art school
- ate 3 dry ramen noodle packets and drank sparkling water with it (still no fucking idea why i did this)
- worked on stuff for art school
- rabid screaming nigger on the train
more crazy happenings tomorrow
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>art school
Blud think he hitler 💀
 
Fake20Dollarbill said:
Ask your professor to teach you to draw anime geg
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she went on an unhinged rant to the colored haired faggots in my class talking about "every time you guys draw people it's always the SAME ANIME CHIBI-ESQUE STYLE. WE ARE TIRED OF IT. PLEASE DO SOMETHING ELSE."
geg material
 
just remembered that i have a several week old half empty can of blue sour patch kids ghost energy drink hidden in some god forbidden crevice of my room
i left that bitch there thinking i was gonna drink it later and it's been there ever since
maybe i could check up on it and do an experiment o algo
 
doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
just remembered that i have a several week old half empty can of blue sour patch kids ghost energy drink hidden in some god forbidden crevice of my room
i left that bitch there thinking i was gonna drink it later and it's been there ever since
maybe i could check up on it and do an experiment o algo
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Do this
 
i need to seriously get my shit together
i need to get back into the gym, do wrestling, meal prep, etc
i don't know where to start but i know i need to start within the next few days, and to be honest, today seems like the best time to at least see where to go from here
wish me luck
 
last night after that was weird, i don't know why but any thoughts i have after 10 pm are so fucked up
i feel so alone sometimes but this is no place for me to be moping about my personal life or at least i don't think so
i'd make a separate thread for it but i'd probably get laughed at so i'm gonna lay off of it for now
 
doedoedoedoedoedoedoedoe said:
last night after that was weird, i don't know why but any thoughts i have after 10 pm are so fucked up
i feel so alone sometimes but this is no place for me to be moping about my personal life or at least i don't think so
i'd make a separate thread for it but i'd probably get laughed at so i'm gonna lay off of it for now
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This is your thread, you can mope all you want.
 
ever since my girlfriend was murdered and her killer took her own life right afterwards i've been thinking more and more about ACKing
i guess ironically enough the only things preventing me from doing it are the bernd hanging jaks i don't want to look like and say that as ridiculous as it sounds
i've been having dual enrollment where my high school sends me off to a college campus 5 times a week to take classes and it's taken WAY too much of a toll on me despite the several extra hours of free time contrary to regular high school
there have been a lot of things i've thought about doing to maybe cope and ease out the pain but each "method" has way too many fucking consequences and drawbacks. i've thought about maybe taking lifting more seriously and taking roids and perhaps hope the test boosts my mood and gives me extra gains o algo
and then the other less conventional option would've been to skip classes to go to a nature reserve and unwind but i live in an urban shithole where theres no trees for at least 10 miles out
i know killing myself won't solve shit and it'll just ruin the people around me, but i know for a fact that the person i was before that happened isn't there anymore and there is only a reflection of myself
physically i'm still alive and still breathing but everyone around me noticed a huge change in demeanor and now i don't think any of my friends want to talk to me anymore because of how shitty of a mood i'm always in
even when i'm locked up in my room and able to cope with some shit like games or music or art i get rudely interrupted by my family (who, i do care about) but they're always asking me for trivial shit
"can you grab me some water" or "can you help me with _" which i always do for them but sometimes it gets aggravating when i'm looking at pictures of my late girlfriend and reading her love letters to myself and i get called by my mom to ask to borrow something
life doesn't seem to be getting better, but i can only hope at this point

tl:dr my girlfriend is dead and it sucks
 
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