damn what happened if you don’t mind me asking
Well we don't know for sure as in medical institution yet to reach a conclusion.
But what I've felt and at this point would say I KNOW is that after many years of chronic illness and idleness atrophy had set in and I remember distinctly and clearly

how do I say this, it was like feeling your shoulder muscle falling down and getting stuck unable to get it back up.
Then I just didn't bother with concerning myself about it for a many many months since discomfort and pain wasn't anything unusual to me, it kept getting worse and worse until eventually gaming that were just a lil bit demanding was too much of a pain so I did other stuff instead.
Back like 2 years ago in december iirc when I went to bed I lost all sensation in my legs and was unable to move them that made me concerned.
OK enough blogging BASICALLY something my right shoulder muscle is pulling in one direction and left leg hip something muscle is pulling in the opposite and it feels like my spine is being twisted its alot better than what it was, like I was unable to open a noodle packet without knife/scizzors and every breath I took made me taste and smell blood and I couldn't sleep at all I would pass out from pain and exhaustion and wake up from pain a few hours later. In comparison to then my arm and leg are rather functional and I can walk again without crutches. + no more sensation of a blade in ribcage when I breathe.
IN SUMMARY my limbs are like attached in the wrong way or something, its like right shoulder halfway dislocated and how my body compensates for it has been fucking up my leg.