God wouldnt like that
Its in every scenario and every social situation im always an odd one out. And sometimes its not obvious, like for example i was the leader of my charity organisation, and had about 60 women in my group. But even as the LEADER i wasnt part of them
Even as a kid i was always weird, like being put in different classes on my own or i was being called an extremist and spied on literally at age 9
I have tons of “friends” rn. Lots of groups that i go out with. But im always the one that isnt part of anything, like they could be talking ab love island and ill be stuck there clueless
But like people then sometimes “like that im weird” that im entertaining
Ive tried all things, being a geek, being quiet being loud being the sportsgirl being the makeup bitch w fake nails but i still dont fit in w any of them!!!!
Even the indians dont accept me as indian bc i dont look like them, but obviously the english just see me as somethjng oppressed and exotic
This seems like a random weird rant so insert reddit TLDR im just abnormal and want yo be normal but no one accepte me anywhere!!!!!!!!