You ever stumble upon something that awakens something in you?

[GeorgeFloyd]

I'll be honest, this post has caused me to seriously reevaluate my sexuality

 

[soda]

have a word mate

 

[GeorgeFloyd]

Being a faggot

 

[Soyteen Liker]

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The more porn you watch, the more likely you are to be bisexual: study (2019)

Note: Porn-induced sexual tastes are often impermanent in those who quit: Are Sexual Tastes Immutable? Sexual Identity and Behavior Among U.S. High School Students, 2005–2015 Prevalence, Patterns and Self-Perceived Effects of Pornography Consumption in Polish University Students: A...

www.yourbrainonporn.com

Do you really want to be a faggot? There's still time to quit before you actually try fucking a man and regret it; please try to stop gooning.

EasyPeasy

Painlessly quit pornography immediately, without willpower or any sense of deprivation or sacrifice.

easypeasymethod.org

The Flying Eagle Method

Quit Porn Addiction Permanently. No Willpower. For logical thinkers.

flying-eagle-method.org

 

[GeorgeFloyd]

The more porn you watch, the more likely you are to be bisexual: study (2019)

Note: Porn-induced sexual tastes are often impermanent in those who quit: Are Sexual Tastes Immutable? Sexual Identity and Behavior Among U.S. High School Students, 2005–2015 Prevalence, Patterns and Self-Perceived Effects of Pornography Consumption in Polish University Students: A...

www.yourbrainonporn.com

Do you really want to be a faggot? There's still time to quit before you actually try fucking a man and regret it; please try to stop gooning.

EasyPeasy

Painlessly quit pornography immediately, without willpower or any sense of deprivation or sacrifice.

easypeasymethod.org

The Flying Eagle Method

Quit Porn Addiction Permanently. No Willpower. For logical thinkers.

flying-eagle-method.org

I was crossdressing before trannyism was mainstream so it's been kicking around for some time

 

[GeorgeFloyd]

I'm fairly certain I was molested but I'm not entirely convinced

 

[Soyteen Liker]

I was crossdressing before trannyism was mainstream so it's been kicking around for some time

Shit, you've been crossdressing? That's only more incentive to quit now, you might be at risk of developing a split "female" ego and/or trooning out.

 

[GeorgeFloyd]

The crossdressing started before I started consuming porn and masturbating by the way

 

[Iberius]

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[GeorgeFloyd]

>being gay

 

[Soyteen Liker]

I'm fairly certain I was molested but I'm not entirely convinced

Well this is above our pay grade, I'm not sure how to advise you heal from that other than the generic "go to therapy", molestation and sexual abuse/assault in general can cause things like hypersexuality and/or aversion to sex (sometimes both within the same person). But if you do go to therapy, make sure you have a goal and look for a trauma-specializing therapist instead of just paying random ones. Or maybe try a religious faith like Christianity and get into prayer daily, I think it's worked for people like @Nihilma but you can ask the /rel/ section of our forum for further advice on this. Addendum about therapy, if you can't afford one, there might be counselors at your job and/or college if you go to them. I'm not really sure though, you may have already tried this. I wish you luck.

 

[GeorgeFloyd]

Well this is above our pay grade, I'm not sure how to advise you heal from that other than the generic "go to therapy", molestation and sexual abuse/assault in general can cause things like hypersexuality and/or aversion to sex (sometimes both within the same person). But if you do go to therapy, make sure you have a goal and look for a trauma-specializing therapist instead of just paying random ones. Or maybe try a religious faith like Christianity and get into prayer daily, I think it's worked for people like @Nihilma but you can ask the /rel/ section of our forum for further advice on this. Addendum about therapy, if you can't afford one, there might be counselors at your job and/or college if you go to them. I'm not really sure though, you may have already tried this. I wish you luck.

I had a therapist, I hated it, I would never confess anything I've done to someone I'm paying to listen to me, I much prefer anonymous strangers on the interwebz to tell me my behavior is either acceptable or endlessly chastise me for. I love putting my depravities on display, I get off on it to be honest.

 

[GeorgeFloyd]

I also feel nothing with regards to religion, at least traditional western religion. There should be something there, like it is for other's but not for me. I do have an interest in western occultism though. I see many people around me with great faith, but me? I just copy what I see others doing for as long as I must. I cannot say truthfully that I care about the needs of others the vast majority of the time, I am concerned with my own comfort and tending to my particular and peculiar needs. What I'm trying to say is I'm a paranoid materialist in denial.

 

[GeorgeFloyd]

Going outside is frightening to be honest, yet I would give anyone willing to lend an ear a description of my unspeakable offenses, on the internet of course.

 

[GeorgeFloyd]

And yes, I have done things that if I did them nowadays I'd be in jail, I will not elaborate.

 

[Soyteen Liker]

I had a therapist, I hated it, I would never confess anything I've done to someone I'm paying to listen to me, I much prefer anonymous strangers on the interwebz to tell me my behavior is either acceptable or endlessly chastise me for. I love putting my depravities on display, I get off on it to be honest.

Is this really how you want to live the rest of your life (that for all we know, we may only get 1 of?); I assume there's other things in life that you struggle with that make you unhappy. Come on man, life doesn't have to suck. Do you want to have such a porn addiction that you begin to goon to increasingly depraved things such as CSAM? Nobody ever wakes up and decides to do that with a clear mind, it's years and years of increasing degeneracy that leads to "there's nothing else that brings the same high and I don't care about anything else anymore."

While I don't think you're a pedophile, nor want to feed into any shame or humiliation you may feel, it's something worth keeping in mind. Pornography addiction can lead to more and more terrible things that you may think that "No way! I'd never consider masturbation to that" at the moment, but eventually you begin to go into increasingly fucked up territory.

And yes, I have done things that if I did them nowadays I'd be in jail, I will not elaborate.

This is an example of what I mean. You can still redeem yourself, and there's a janny here that can tell you from experience how fucked up prison was for him. You do not want to go there.

 

[Jackson]

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[Stephen]

Save yourself, man
Find some form of redemption and pursue it at any cost