Very serious my journal

[bowl]

This thread will sort of be a continuation of https://blog.soyjak.st/threads/i-feel-kinda-sad-right-now.20882/page-3
but for a tldr: i've been feeling quite like shit recently, as this goes on there's been suspicions that i've had autism, which is also demoralizing and makes me feel like shit
to update this, i talked to my parents right now and monday i'm going to see a psychologist, my parents said it is for my social issues, but combined with the revelations from yesterday, and the trip i made last week, i have a feeling that a possible diagnosis will be brought up at some point, which is likely a long process in itself, what's worse is i never even had to bring up anything to my parents, i defiantly think they may have similar theories to me. i'll update this and i'll make sure to give update on monday also, if i ever do come out of this with a diagnosis of autism, i don't know what i'll do.

 

[SoySpotter]

i thought you already got diagnosed

 

[bowl]

well, i was expecting this to come but here it is
my parents found out about the situation i had on monday, and well they also think i have autism, they started telling me about how i've been acting this way even since i was little, but they thought it was just my personality. i started to laugh uncontrollably, but my parents confronted me and said its likely a symptom of autism. they then kinda started listing off people with autism like elon musk and stuff, and started mentioning aspergers. they said they wanted to take me to a psychologist for an assessment and help devlop skills to control this kind of stuff. i'm glad that they a tleast are understanding and are willing to help, and i have a feeling i'll likely get a diagnosis eventually

 

[jimbo]

RFK Jr pledges to find the cause of autism 'by September'

Autism researchers and experts call the effort, which is short on detail, misguided and unrealistic.

www.bbc.com

watch out miko

 

[bowl]

RFK Jr pledges to find the cause of autism 'by September'

Autism researchers and experts call the effort, which is short on detail, misguided and unrealistic.

www.bbc.com

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watch out miko

i don't see how this will affect me and considering i'm from california they will push back everything (they already are with a lawsuit)

 

[bowl]

so i got my assessment today, and i talked to the psychologist for like a half an hour. basically she told me i should try to get a diagnosis, which basically they will just talk to me for 3-4 hours. i talked with my parents for 2 hours about this, and i feel convinced to have a go at it. i kind of hope that they don't diagnosis me with autism, that's what it hope. but i might as well try since i have the opportunity

 

[Robert Mugabe]

so i got my assessment today, and i talked to the psychologist for like a half an hour. basically she told me i should try to get a diagnosis, which basically they will just talk to me for 3-4 hours. i talked with my parents for 2 hours about this, and i feel convinced to have a go at it. i kind of hope that they don't diagnosis me with autism, that's what it hope. but i might as well try since i have the opportunity

If you disagree with the diagnosis you could try appealing it. Especially if you think they don't know enough about you, or they misdiagnosed you.