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i was once a disgusting incel neo-nazi but after today i wish to clear my identity as such. i grew up in a jewish neighborhood in new york. it was a majority ultra orthodox so the idea of exploring yourself was seen as evil and you would be shunned by everyone by doing so. because of this i started to go on edgy "based" websites like the sharty. after posting on /qa/ for a while (because i like fpe) i came across ongezellig. i didnt know what to think about at first since everyone hated it. but i watched it and soon became extremely fond of it. i made sure to hide the fact that i loved it. my favorite character has to be maya. i wanna be just like her. she reminds me of my dirty lazy self but i cant help but feel as if i should be her. the more i rewatched the show the more i felt connected with her. a month ago, i was at the temple and needed to go to the restroom. out of boredom, i went on /qa/ for a bit and saw an image of maya. i don't really wanna detail what happened in there but it changed me. so yeah... im starting HRT today.