Hey Chesnaught,
I’ve been thinking a lot about our last conversation, and I just wanted to reach out and say that I’m really sorry. I know that my words and actions didn’t come across the way they should have, and I hate the thought that I may have hurt or upset you. That was never my intention, but I also recognize that intentions don’t always matter as much as impact.
Looking back, I realize that I wasn’t being the best version of myself. Maybe I was caught up in the moment, maybe I wasn’t thinking clearly, or maybe I just let my emotions get the best of me—but none of that excuses the fact that I was unfair to you. I should have handled things differently, with more care and consideration, and I regret that I didn’t.
You don’t deserve to be treated that way, especially not by someone who cares about you. I value you and our relationship, and the last thing I ever want to do is make you feel bad. If I did, please know that it was never out of malice or a lack of appreciation for you—it was just me falling short of the person I want to be.
I don’t expect immediate forgiveness, and I’m not trying to brush past things as if they never happened. I just wanted to take responsibility, acknowledge my mistake, and let you know that I am truly sorry. If there’s anything I can do to make it right, please don’t hesitate to tell me.
No pressure to respond—I just wanted to put this out there.
Take care,
Soyteen Liker