Autism Was it rigged from the start if my parents were old?

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Both of them were 35 at the time of my birth. That's the only reason I can think of. My mother didn't drink or use drugs while she was pregnant with me.
 
Am I gonna make it?

my mom drank liquor
and smoked weed
when she was pregnant with me
my forehead bulges out
and i have a cleft palate
i feel really confused
all the time
with everything
i think i have down's syndrome
i don't have the brains to have anything
resembling an intelligent conversation
i don't have the motivation
to do anything but watch television
because i wasn't fully toilet trained
until i was 17 years old
when i try to read a book
i just end up staring at a block of text
without understanding it at all
my perception is so limited and small
that i go into detail
about the tiniest bit of knowledge
that i have in my brain
then when i die
i'll go to heaven retarded
and they'll laugh at me there too
i don't know how to walk normal
because i can't stop thinking
about my mechanical legs
that suspend my disgusting abdomen
up off the ground
like a sack of filthy potatoes
on display
for everyone to laugh at
a sack of ugly potatoes
on stilts
and i know i have autism
and i'm legally blind too
and i have that weird fat puffy face
and people joke that i'm "mentally challenged"
mentally challenged? fuck off
i'm a retard!
a total retard that needs lethal injection
i always use a ruler to draw circles
and i took the kalms but they made it worse
and it won't stop and i'm just exhausted
there's amoebas crawling all over me
and i'm running out of rubber gloves
they should sterilize my entire family tree
 
yes its over grab the rope
i've been throwing up for days straight
and the room is spinning
and i'm having hallucinations
and the dog is screaming
and the only reason
i'm not dead yet
is because i'm scared to death of knives
and i'm repulsed by reproductive organs
 
>Was it rigged from the start
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Both of them were 35 at the time of my birth. That's the only reason I can think of. My mother didn't drink or use drugs while she was pregnant with me.
No, it's a factor, but it's not the be-all end-all gavel on the square block nail in the coffin final say of the situation.
 
read the prefix.
Oh if it's hfa/Asperger's then it isn't too bad.
I'd check with your dad because I heard autism is patrilineally inheritable from some papers.
I'd he doesn't have a diagnosis just see if he's a bit spergy. Autism wasn't really diagnosed that often since back then people didn't classify every single divergence from absolute zero as a disorder.
 
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