yeah okay listen to me for a second do you really think i have proper social connections outside of this place
do you think i frequently make friends outside of here or even on here? yeah, not really. i literally have had no meaningful connections with anybody outside of my family circle for more than 8 fucking months and you expect me to see someone be nice to me and not be friends with them?
i get that pulling emotion into this is gay but if you were in my position you'd be the same exact way. fuck you.