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Please god dear Dolly Doll, smite this pedonigger migrant. Kill this troonkike in his home Dolly Doll, please. Amen.
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LGBVLLTs own your sorry ass.
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For all things man was born to do he refuses to lift a single finger. All is nothing to him but his own creation. I wasn't born to post SNCA or reason or 9-to-5 nor study, but as much as I've despised the drivel, they are more appealing than what I was born for.
The lizard eats throughout the day the insects passing by his shade. He's lazy, useless, stupid, but break a twig and the snap makes him run faster than I can follow, maybe only when something other startles me. This is the natural condition of animals, mindless, moronic, and faster, more accurate than anything conscious.
Sometime it will become advantageous for the lizard to reason, when it encounters novelty and cannot rely on instinct. Sometime the lizard may prefer thinking, novelty, and instinct becomes a nuisance to him, a temporary hijacking by the nervous system, reason losing all control, but left with all the rationalization and responsibility.
The lizard may one day reason all life is precious, but consume a passing bug all the same, then have to either deceive himself and reconcile the transgression or undergo penance. Of course this is uncomfortable, rather avoided, far less favorable than the novelty, and if there is none to distract him, the lizard will create it for himself, a delusion.
Actuality and efficiency were never the intention of his creations, just accidental. All just to keep the animal inside him at bay.
Ironically enough, the instinct is more intelligent, even more logical than the prideful conscious. If catching a ball was left to the conscious, it would need physics, a pen, paper, and a calculator, whereas normally, one moves to catch it automatically. But just because the calculation isn't narrated, transparent, does not mean it is absent. This extends beyond motor functions into the Aha-erlebenis, experiencing an answer instantly, no calculation required.
Compare this to experiencing the delusions of average man's reason as a stranger, his 'hopes' for the future, his 'judge' of character or his 'life story', and you'd feel as if having fallen through the looking-glass. This becomes more apparent in the writings and thoughts of a schizophrenic, where, contrary to popular belief, reason isn't absent, but instinct is. Is our daily life all that different, or are we all just high-functioning schizophrenics?
The difference between "reasonable" and schizophrenic consciousness becomes smaller still when we are surrounded by artifice. Think about just how different your surroundings are to even a relatively recent ancestor, alien modern cars, skyscrapers and asphalt roads stretching for miles, can instinct really survive in a padded cell? Not only are these manufactured as opposed to natural environments, their creators each had a delusion for what the creation would be, for what it could do, and you breathe the delusions of madmen like air, when in no sanatorium built by patients you could possibly get better.
This houses the meatgrinder of "public opinion" where schizophrenics go to die and their delusions grow immortal, which then builds the nonsense into reality. Worst of all is that most "normal" people at some level may recognize ideals for what they truly are, but root for them regardless. Even conservatives are adamant defenders of societal values, and think no further about who made them and what the horrible end is; ragnarok. Unless by some miracle the ideal is pulled to earth, Apollo 11, no, even if it is, society accelerates into turbulence until resonating apart into a million pieces too small to put back together. Ad infinitum.
The lizard eats throughout the day the insects passing by his shade. He's lazy, useless, stupid, but break a twig and the snap makes him run faster than I can follow, maybe only when something other startles me. This is the natural condition of animals, mindless, moronic, and faster, more accurate than anything conscious.
Sometime it will become advantageous for the lizard to reason, when it encounters novelty and cannot rely on instinct. Sometime the lizard may prefer thinking, novelty, and instinct becomes a nuisance to him, a temporary hijacking by the nervous system, reason losing all control, but left with all the rationalization and responsibility.
The lizard may one day reason all life is precious, but consume a passing bug all the same, then have to either deceive himself and reconcile the transgression or undergo penance. Of course this is uncomfortable, rather avoided, far less favorable than the novelty, and if there is none to distract him, the lizard will create it for himself, a delusion.
Actuality and efficiency were never the intention of his creations, just accidental. All just to keep the animal inside him at bay.
Ironically enough, the instinct is more intelligent, even more logical than the prideful conscious. If catching a ball was left to the conscious, it would need physics, a pen, paper, and a calculator, whereas normally, one moves to catch it automatically. But just because the calculation isn't narrated, transparent, does not mean it is absent. This extends beyond motor functions into the Aha-erlebenis, experiencing an answer instantly, no calculation required.
Compare this to experiencing the delusions of average man's reason as a stranger, his 'hopes' for the future, his 'judge' of character or his 'life story', and you'd feel as if having fallen through the looking-glass. This becomes more apparent in the writings and thoughts of a schizophrenic, where, contrary to popular belief, reason isn't absent, but instinct is. Is our daily life all that different, or are we all just high-functioning schizophrenics?
The difference between "reasonable" and schizophrenic consciousness becomes smaller still when we are surrounded by artifice. Think about just how different your surroundings are to even a relatively recent ancestor, alien modern cars, skyscrapers and asphalt roads stretching for miles, can instinct really survive in a padded cell? Not only are these manufactured as opposed to natural environments, their creators each had a delusion for what the creation would be, for what it could do, and you breathe the delusions of madmen like air, when in no sanatorium built by patients you could possibly get better.
This houses the meatgrinder of "public opinion" where schizophrenics go to die and their delusions grow immortal, which then builds the nonsense into reality. Worst of all is that most "normal" people at some level may recognize ideals for what they truly are, but root for them regardless. Even conservatives are adamant defenders of societal values, and think no further about who made them and what the horrible end is; ragnarok. Unless by some miracle the ideal is pulled to earth, Apollo 11, no, even if it is, society accelerates into turbulence until resonating apart into a million pieces too small to put back together. Ad infinitum.
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ImSchizophrenicThough
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Im going to yap about current thing because it's my blog and I get to decide.
A plane was 9/11'd by a Black Cock helicopter, and as usual the american discourse is as retarded as it is inescapable, focusing on air control (?) rather than the occams-razor gut deduction "Heli collides with plane. Heli more maneuverable. Heli cause of accident." which at best requires chimp IQ.
For the media the goal to desperately try to tie this to Trump is transparent. More frustrating still is Trump incorrectly blaming the Federal Aviation Asshole. The FAA functioned. The (female) heli-pilot (receiving flight lessons) obviously did not. Yes, diversity is at fault, but in the military, not the FAA.
More complaining: import tariffs. The US has 7billion$ trade deficit, raising import tariffs will likely only make goods more expensive, this is some African-ass financial policy. Indonesia does this, and as a result its' telecom sector is underdeveloped because, surprise, Indonesia doesn't produce enough phones on it's own.
If you want to get exports you can either raise interests (limit consumer debt) or hyperinflate the currency to drive down wages (this works miracles https://www.reuters.com/business/finance/us-vietnam-reach-agreement-currency-treasury-2021-07-19/ )
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WASHINGTON, July 19 (Reuters) - Vietnam has pledged not to deliberately weaken its dong currency to gain an export advantage, reaching an agreement with the U.S. Treasury to refrain from "competitive devaluation" and make its monetary and exchange rate policies more transparent.
The agreement, announced in a joint statement by Treasury Secretary Janet Yellen and State Bank of Vietnam Governor Nguyen Thi Hong after a virtual meeting on Monday, follows months of U.S. pressure on Vietnam over its currency practices and ballooning U.S. trade surplus.
The Trump administration in its final weeks had declared Vietnam a currency manipulator and had threatened to impose punitive tariffs on imports from Vietnam.
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Most counterintuitive is that it benefits buying power, because it also makes investing cheaper, the fall in wages recovers faster than the price of goods due to the production increase.
Apparently Trump also knows this works, but refuses to apply it to the USA because of optics eventhough it would slash the national debt too.
In fairness there is no foreign investment the US could attract, it can only incentivize domestic investment. No other nation can bail the US out from the 36 trillion pit it dug itself into.
This isn't necessary, if the fed allows the development of natural resources on federal land the drop in oil imports would get rid of the trade deficit easily.
A plane was 9/11'd by a Black Cock helicopter, and as usual the american discourse is as retarded as it is inescapable, focusing on air control (?) rather than the occams-razor gut deduction "Heli collides with plane. Heli more maneuverable. Heli cause of accident." which at best requires chimp IQ.
For the media the goal to desperately try to tie this to Trump is transparent. More frustrating still is Trump incorrectly blaming the Federal Aviation Asshole. The FAA functioned. The (female) heli-pilot (receiving flight lessons) obviously did not. Yes, diversity is at fault, but in the military, not the FAA.
More complaining: import tariffs. The US has 7billion$ trade deficit, raising import tariffs will likely only make goods more expensive, this is some African-ass financial policy. Indonesia does this, and as a result its' telecom sector is underdeveloped because, surprise, Indonesia doesn't produce enough phones on it's own.
If you want to get exports you can either raise interests (limit consumer debt) or hyperinflate the currency to drive down wages (this works miracles https://www.reuters.com/business/finance/us-vietnam-reach-agreement-currency-treasury-2021-07-19/ )
"
WASHINGTON, July 19 (Reuters) - Vietnam has pledged not to deliberately weaken its dong currency to gain an export advantage, reaching an agreement with the U.S. Treasury to refrain from "competitive devaluation" and make its monetary and exchange rate policies more transparent.
The agreement, announced in a joint statement by Treasury Secretary Janet Yellen and State Bank of Vietnam Governor Nguyen Thi Hong after a virtual meeting on Monday, follows months of U.S. pressure on Vietnam over its currency practices and ballooning U.S. trade surplus.
The Trump administration in its final weeks had declared Vietnam a currency manipulator and had threatened to impose punitive tariffs on imports from Vietnam.
"
Most counterintuitive is that it benefits buying power, because it also makes investing cheaper, the fall in wages recovers faster than the price of goods due to the production increase.
Apparently Trump also knows this works, but refuses to apply it to the USA because of optics eventhough it would slash the national debt too.
In fairness there is no foreign investment the US could attract, it can only incentivize domestic investment. No other nation can bail the US out from the 36 trillion pit it dug itself into.
This isn't necessary, if the fed allows the development of natural resources on federal land the drop in oil imports would get rid of the trade deficit easily.
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Had a dream I lived in a high-rise in the middle of a suburban neighborhood. I was a kid and other than my sister no one else was home when it was turning dark. The apartment itself was one singular room with giant windows, one of them open, and through the glass you could only see skittish passerby appear and disappear quickly from in between the houses, burying their necks in shawls head faced only forwards, focused entirely on getting out of the cold and going back inside.
That kid fear of the dark crept up on me as I watched them, and intensified when all suburbanites had returned to the hearth of their homes and TV's, and the nightcrawlers came out to raid garbage bins like possums. One of them, drunk, came close and looked up to us and got angry about something, screaming something incomprehensible he threw a bottle at our window where it bounced back and shattered on the ground. We got scared and my sister quickly closed the window, but the bum kept throwing rocks at our home even as we had disappeared underneath the bedsheets cowering in fear.
It was then I wanted to stop him somehow, and got my fathers' antique revolver and loaded it with powder from lucifers with my sister, until I was ready to go outside. He wasn't expecting much of anything and had gone limp against the wall when I shot him twice, only managing to hit once, and immediately scared to death I tried running away, getting lost because every home and yard looked identical. Eventually dawn came and life returned to the streets to find me, and the adults stopped me and ensured me everything was going to be okay. The moment the weapon left my hands I became an adult, and the police seized me and my life was over.
That kid fear of the dark crept up on me as I watched them, and intensified when all suburbanites had returned to the hearth of their homes and TV's, and the nightcrawlers came out to raid garbage bins like possums. One of them, drunk, came close and looked up to us and got angry about something, screaming something incomprehensible he threw a bottle at our window where it bounced back and shattered on the ground. We got scared and my sister quickly closed the window, but the bum kept throwing rocks at our home even as we had disappeared underneath the bedsheets cowering in fear.
It was then I wanted to stop him somehow, and got my fathers' antique revolver and loaded it with powder from lucifers with my sister, until I was ready to go outside. He wasn't expecting much of anything and had gone limp against the wall when I shot him twice, only managing to hit once, and immediately scared to death I tried running away, getting lost because every home and yard looked identical. Eventually dawn came and life returned to the streets to find me, and the adults stopped me and ensured me everything was going to be okay. The moment the weapon left my hands I became an adult, and the police seized me and my life was over.
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I'm at a farm, but everything is superzized, the barns have two floors brimming with people eating at some sort of sauerkraut-ass traditional austrian restaurant. Most surprisingly of all, I have a gf. We dont talk.
I go outside and wander until I get to a horse pen but with wolves inside; the mother wolf is eating her children and I watch thinking that its eerily human-like. Then dinosaurs appear so I get back inside.
At first everyone's excited, watching the trex swallow the mother-wolf whole, until it turns on the crowd and swipes its' tongue at the second floor and eats a chunk as the cheers turn to screams. Everyone panics. I wonder if the dino was part of the amusement at this place, but despite that I somehow know there's an underground bunker with a series of safe rooms. I drag gf there only to find out the safe rooms fit only a single person. The metal doors clamp shut and somehow I know I will never get out, somehow it's still preferable to being eaten.
I go outside and wander until I get to a horse pen but with wolves inside; the mother wolf is eating her children and I watch thinking that its eerily human-like. Then dinosaurs appear so I get back inside.
At first everyone's excited, watching the trex swallow the mother-wolf whole, until it turns on the crowd and swipes its' tongue at the second floor and eats a chunk as the cheers turn to screams. Everyone panics. I wonder if the dino was part of the amusement at this place, but despite that I somehow know there's an underground bunker with a series of safe rooms. I drag gf there only to find out the safe rooms fit only a single person. The metal doors clamp shut and somehow I know I will never get out, somehow it's still preferable to being eaten.
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Proof of the phenomenal world. snca
So opposing reality are two things: postmodernism (perception is reality) and discount the secret (everything is one, overlaps with buddhism and hippie shit) Im not recapping them
if perception is reality, and reality doesnt exist, and only perception does, why are we perceiving at all? What exactly would pressure our mind to perceive if the evolutionary advantage of seeing (observing things external) is void because there is nothing external? How would a baby, from infancy on even relate the subjective forms to concepts, and to top it off, share these concepts in common with other people? What are the odds we are all seeing and thinking similar things to the point that we can communicate them effectively; why isnt my truth (little dark age hyperborea edit here) not in concert with my perception if there's no reality to perceive, i.e. why am I not in hyperborea if I want it to be real?
Secondly; the idea everything shares a common soul or however the ayahuasca scrambles my hrt-rot smoothbrain "duuuuude, we're all just a dream a butterfly is having" (hits bong)
Imagine a single force exists, which moves a particle through an electrical field, then how, if this force is indivisible, can the particle be pushed and pulled in all manner of directions? What force works tangentially and in opposition to itself? A truly indivisible, single force never really acts against itself in the same way no instinct opposes itself, if ya gots to goon, you vvill goon, and if you do not, some other force, force of will for instance, has supressed instinct.
Now we can conclude that the world is phenomenal, the effects of force, and that if only one force acted on the body of the world, it would move only in one way, and there must thus be a multitude of forces changing with time.
A more serious variant of this is multiplexing, i.e. there is only a single force which changes, and it alternates quickly between orthogonal vectors to create a sum result which appears to be an independant vector. My only argument against this is that it would require a ton of energy (because force is no longer inherent to objects, an electron has no charge, the singular force multiplexes such that there appears to be a charge, effectively theres is no conservation of energy anymore, and this something external has to provide the energy) and furthermore what would then be the reason to make the world appear phenomenal if it is not? I would therefore at least expect some glitch or otherwise impossible things to occur.
Anyway, yeah, read Frege or something.
So opposing reality are two things: postmodernism (perception is reality) and discount the secret (everything is one, overlaps with buddhism and hippie shit) Im not recapping them
if perception is reality, and reality doesnt exist, and only perception does, why are we perceiving at all? What exactly would pressure our mind to perceive if the evolutionary advantage of seeing (observing things external) is void because there is nothing external? How would a baby, from infancy on even relate the subjective forms to concepts, and to top it off, share these concepts in common with other people? What are the odds we are all seeing and thinking similar things to the point that we can communicate them effectively; why isnt my truth (little dark age hyperborea edit here) not in concert with my perception if there's no reality to perceive, i.e. why am I not in hyperborea if I want it to be real?
Secondly; the idea everything shares a common soul or however the ayahuasca scrambles my hrt-rot smoothbrain "duuuuude, we're all just a dream a butterfly is having" (hits bong)
Imagine a single force exists, which moves a particle through an electrical field, then how, if this force is indivisible, can the particle be pushed and pulled in all manner of directions? What force works tangentially and in opposition to itself? A truly indivisible, single force never really acts against itself in the same way no instinct opposes itself, if ya gots to goon, you vvill goon, and if you do not, some other force, force of will for instance, has supressed instinct.
Now we can conclude that the world is phenomenal, the effects of force, and that if only one force acted on the body of the world, it would move only in one way, and there must thus be a multitude of forces changing with time.
A more serious variant of this is multiplexing, i.e. there is only a single force which changes, and it alternates quickly between orthogonal vectors to create a sum result which appears to be an independant vector. My only argument against this is that it would require a ton of energy (because force is no longer inherent to objects, an electron has no charge, the singular force multiplexes such that there appears to be a charge, effectively theres is no conservation of energy anymore, and this something external has to provide the energy) and furthermore what would then be the reason to make the world appear phenomenal if it is not? I would therefore at least expect some glitch or otherwise impossible things to occur.
Anyway, yeah, read Frege or something.
