no but i dont really care about it anymore, because from what i've read sex isn't even that enjoyable if it's just with a random person. it's not my top priority, and to me the appeal of a relationship is forming a bond with someone and hopefully spending the rest of your life with them. is that unrealistic? in this day and age, unfortunately yes. i'm probably delusional and im gonna sound like a redditor but im just so emotionally broken from being stomped on and ripped to shreds by almost everyone i've ever met.