Soy A YOUNG SOYTEEN STANDS IN HER BEDROOM

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Nintendo Switch said:
then they will remain a slave to their desires. :(
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Of course, but her parents' absurd mentality has already been acknowledged. Restating it does nothing of substance here. Her decided option, out of obedience to her parents, in spite of their delusional, entrapping anxieties about their daughter, is to stay within their grasp, and I don't believe anyone here will change her mind because that is all that she is able to do to continue her obedience to them, which is what I'd imagine she cares about most here, setting her own self-interest under the prioritization of their mental stability, because she loves them dearly.
 
baqqrih said:
Of course, but her parents' absurd mentality has already been acknowledged. Restating it does nothing of substance here. Her decided option, out of obedience to her parents, in spite of their delusional, entrapping anxieties about their daughter, is to stay within their grasp, and I don't believe anyone here will change her mind because that is all that she is able to do to continue her obedience to them, which is what I'd imagine she cares about most here, setting her own self-interest under the prioritization of their mental stability, because she loves them dearly.
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obviously. that is why i say you can't help someone who does not want to be helped. however, it seems to me that their problems stem solely from this. :)
 
Kill your parents and then shoot up a local building.
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Soyteen Liker said:
It just so happens that today, the 10th of March, is this young blog's birthday. Though it was only about a week ago she was given a forum account, it is only today she will be given a blog!
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Day 1
3/10/24
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Today I woke up with a throbbing headache, most likely due to excess lactose consumption the day prior. Yesterday I had given my good friend advice for his first full-length video about an anime I've never watched. And the day before that I got a DM from a mutual friend of my failed forever friend having a meltdown because his failed forever friend stopped logging on the 'cord without explanation even doe she still logs onto Kiwifarms.

He still has me blocked. The last thing he directly said on the matter was that I was too erratic and clingy. I guess that makes sense, I did break a plate during a meltdown and posted my bloody hand in the chat. I just think he's swell though for reasons that are hard to elaborate on sometimes. I guess he might remind me on some level of the only close irl friend I've ever had who was my cousin.

They're both linear-systematically minded neurotic autists that somehow never got officially diagnosed. Anyway I took a few videos of my dogs brawling, apparently the puppy is 6 months old now and still shits in the tub when my mom washes her. Not only that, she doesn't dry herself by shaking. Mom says the puppy is autistic as a joke.

Speaking of autism, tomorrow I will go to a weekly group for one (well it's technically for other disabilities too but autism is the most common). We often do arts and crafts stuff but I don't like arts and crafts. I used to go to their monthly party events and play smash bros ultimate with them with Kirby as my main. I actually won a decent amount of times. I would still go but my mom said it started to cost too much and thus I stopped going.

She won't let me use a computer or laptop due to said meltdown and claims she returned the laptop I got from college back. I wanted to make a simple text-based game in Python that I'd call "Psychological Torture Simulator" where one can kidnap victims and have them be trafficked, become serial killers, become assassins, et.c. As I'm writing this, I realized another fun little game I could make could be "Soyjak.blog simulator"

I got to go now, mom wants me to shower so she can get me a burger.

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I just realized you created your account super early on
 
Soyteen Liker said:
Day 2
3/11/24
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Today I woke up at 2pm because of staying up til 1am yesterday and general sleepiness caused by medication. My mom said my college sent me a letter about an excess fee, hopefully not for a second semester because I never officially resigned, just stopped going.

Some hours later I went to the autism group and we made spinners. There was a new girl that kept crossing her eyes and moving her fingers around. She didn't really make a coherent design for her spinner, just random colors.

After we finished making spinners, we played a game called Blank Slate where we had to come up with similar answers to the beginning or end of a word. Think chocolate ________, the blank part would be something like cake. I ended up losing because they both said good day instead of goodwill even doe that makes more sense.

The last thing we did was Pictionary and people drew things like the sun, a computer, and some other stuff I don't remember. I was thinking of drawing Pomni from TADC but I wasn't sure if her design was distinctive and easy enough to draw, so I went with Caine. People asked me if he was from a circus but couldn't put the name to the character until I played the theme song.

My parents picked me up and asked me what I wanted to eat. I said pizza and now we're waiting. Tomorrow we will get my disability income papers and then go to the college again to verify the fee. And on Friday I will see my psychiatrist for the first time since my birthday. Last time I asked for a pill called Naltrexone for emotional dissociation but she wanted to investigate it first as she had never heard of it being used for that. My mom also wanted to ask her if it'd be a good idea for me to be a blood donor. I think it would be nice to help people and also find out my blood type. Apparently there's a conspiracy about rhesus negative bloodtypes being more likely to be targeted or something.
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Sounds like larp
 
Soyteen Liker said:
Yesterday I was thinking of updating my blog again but I don't remember why I didn't. When my mom got home from work I told her to give tea and sweet potatoes to the dogs so that the fireworks wouldn't scare them. In the meanwhile I did a group call with my friends and streamed a mobile game until I heard fireworks so I checked on the dogs and the big one was terrified and trembling but the puppy was just fine.

Eventually the big dog threw up so much that my mom thought both of them did. Apologies if it's hard to keep track of, I'm somewhat paranoid that the names or pictures of the dogs will get me heckin doxxed. Anyway, the dog wanted to jump on the couch with me but my dad wouldn't let her because he didn't want her to scratch the couch. Mom eventually convinced him to let the dog sleep under her bed. We had to let the dog back to the living room because the puppy was crying for her. I kept hugging her because I felt kind of sad for her but my dad thought it was funny that she was more scared than the puppy.

Eventually I went to sleep and had to see my psychiatrist today. She noted I was less agitated that time but still kind of jittery so she gave me more haldol. My mom started talking about politics again and I forgot why. I got heckin peanut butter m&ms from the vending machine but it got stuck at first. It reminded of that little fact that gets shared sometimes about vending machines killing more people anually than sharks. Not today, death.

I got a weird mental thing later on where I wanted to write but felt something pushing back against it so I just succumbed and didn't write anything. It feels like this force scrambles my thoughts sometimes too, like I know I'm thinking but it's like, sub-audible. Eventually I went to the autism/disability group and we played Trivia Murder Party, and Quiplash 2. The other people there seemed kind of unenthusiastic and wanted to do other things so we played a "lolsorandom" card game called "Exploding Kittens" with 2013 ass "the magic enchilada gives you foresight into the future" millennial ""humor.""

When I got home I group called my friends again but I can't really remember anything distinct happening. At least my dogs feel better.

Oh and I played jackbox with you guys too. [wholesome]
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>It reminded of that little fact that gets shared sometimes about vending machines killing more people anually than sharks. Not today, death

I feel like that’s bullshit. How do they even count the number of people who died to sharks? After all if someone disappears at a beach and their body is never recovered it’s hard to know if they got eaten by a shark, drowned, or died from something else
 
Soyteen Liker said:
I have nowhere else to go really, I dropped out of high school and then college because of my mental health and I don't know where else to meet people
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You can always meet new people online
I would never go to a retard event
If I could I would never leave my house
 
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