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Wait a second. Nigga I'm richer than you. Look at the size of my bed and then compare it to yours

My crib is 2,500 square feet though

 

[ArBcswqnxNobgkdgULRxknEtLw]

My crib is 2,500 square feet though

Oh I nearly got you nigga

 

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Oh I nearly got you nigga

Actually impressive for brapzil, for some reason I assumed all of you were in slums. You're from a relatively wealthy part, right?

 

[ArBcswqnxNobgkdgULRxknEtLw]

Actually impressive for brapzil, for some reason I assumed all of you were in slums. You're from a relatively wealthy part, right?

Not revealing the name but

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

Bro my watch on my wrist and me bro

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

I cheated in kikecraft by using Chunkbase to find two treasure chests so that I could repair my diamond pickaxe. I don't feel bad because mining deepslate for an hour at y -58 with an iron pick is hell.

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

I kinda turned into a zombie this afternoon and spent hours mindlessly using this shitty website, even a walk didn't help at all. I took a shower like a kike and now I feel better. Not sure what caused it.

 

[molly]

I kinda turned into a zombie this afternoon and spent hours mindlessly using this shitty website, even a walk didn't help at all. I took a shower like a kike and now I feel better. Not sure what caused it.

social media can be addicting

 

[Xiuhcoyotl]

I kinda turned into a zombie this afternoon and spent hours mindlessly using this shitty website, even a walk didn't help at all. I took a shower like a kike and now I feel better. Not sure what caused it.

erm, wypipo don't take showers bc they don't know hygiene.

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

social media can be addicting

I guess so. Yesterday was much better, in fact I was in a good mood about 24 hours ago. I hate to bring this up over and over but I can't help but wonder if it's the medicine. Maybe just a bad pill, mine are generics after all.

At the very least it's probably good that I spent my time here instead of a Discord server like so many lost souls around my age.

 

[molly]

I guess so. Yesterday was much better, in fact I was in a good mood about 24 hours ago. I hate to bring this up over and over but I can't help but wonder if it's the medicine. Maybe just a bad pill, mine are generics after all.

At the very least it's probably good that I spent my time here instead of a Discord server like so many lost souls around my age.

what medicine

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

what medicine

Adderall, the XR variety 15mg twice a day. I had initially planned on staying on it indefinitely, but now I'm thinking that I'll stop it once my antipsychotics are fully tapered off.
It's kinda hard to explain but the antipsychotics are very bad and they make me emotionally numb, so I'm slowly decreasing the dosages until they're gone. The Adderall works in a way that somewhat cancels out the effects of the antipsychotics while I'm still forced to take them (going cold turkey could probably land me in a hospital). I'm definitely not an expert in medicine or anything but I spent some time kinda researching how this shit works, it's not the most complicated stuff in the world.

 

[Xiuhcoyotl]

 

[molly]

Adderall, the XR variety 15mg twice a day. I had initially planned on staying on it indefinitely, but now I'm thinking that I'll stop it once my antipsychotics are fully tapered off.
It's kinda hard to explain but the antipsychotics are very bad and they make me emotionally numb, so I'm slowly decreasing the dosages until they're gone. The Adderall works in a way that somewhat cancels out the effects of the antipsychotics while I'm still forced to take them (going cold turkey could probably land me in a hospital). I'm definitely not an expert in medicine or anything but I spent some time kinda researching how this shit works, it's not the most complicated stuff in the world.

so you're on adderall and you're wondering why you hyperfocused on something?

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

so you're on adderall and you're wondering why you hyperfocused on something?

That's true, but it's a bad kind of focus. Yesterday I was enthusiastic and my mind was working at full capacity, but today it was more of a zombie-like state where I didn't even want to get up to get a drink of water. I only snapped out of it because my father called me on the phone and that brought me back into reality. Silly, I know.

 

[molly]

That's true, but it's a bad kind of focus. Yesterday I was enthusiastic and my mind was working at full capacity, but today it was more of a zombie-like state where I didn't even want to get up to get a drink of water. I only snapped out of it because my father called me on the phone and that brought me back into reality. Silly, I know.

get in a voice call then

 

[Xiuhcoyotl]

That's true, but it's a bad kind of focus. Yesterday I was enthusiastic and my mind was working at full capacity, but today it was more of a zombie-like state where I didn't even want to get up to get a drink of water. I only snapped out of it because my father called me on the phone and that brought me back into reality. Silly, I know.

i should get u hooked up on adderall so that when i visit u, i wouldn't struggle as much

 

[𝗠𝗞𝗖]

get in a voice call then

Spoiler: ahahahaah damn nigga

i dont have anyone to talk to and the process of getting comfortable enough to voice call someone is so draining that it's often not worth the reward

 

[molly]

Spoiler: ahahahaah damn nigga

i dont have anyone to talk to and the process of getting comfortable enough to voice call someone is so draining that it's often not worth the reward

you don't have anyone to talk to? i'm almost in a voice chat the entire day

 

[Xiuhcoyotl]

Spoiler: ahahahaah damn nigga

i dont have anyone to talk to and the process of getting comfortable enough to voice call someone is so draining that it's often not worth the reward

you don't have anyone to talk to? i'm almost in a voice chat the entire day

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