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Well, in Buddhism, there is no God, is there? There's Buddha, but he's more like the founder than a great creator.

The idea that I can't have a social life without God is quite toxic to be honest, that God is saying to me that I can't have friends if I am not friends with him, is like a toxic best friend who wants to monitor what kind of friends you have. I personally don't think that you have to be friends with God to be friends with others.

I would say that to you, one of the most important fundamental foundations of your life is God, as for me however, even though I had that shit kicked into my brain when I was young, I really couldn't care for it. Churches are big and scary, they're full of old old people and there is barely any youth anymore because society has regressed thanks to technology, it's simply worth it more to them to watch 18 hours of Tiktok a day than it is to actually go to church, and even then, nobody seems to like to go to church either, seems like people go to church out of fear or out of dependence, i.e "We have to go to church because god says so and if we don't we'll go to hell"

For me, I have selective hearing and I'm not interested in God. The powers that are above me, I really could not care for. To go to a Church is quite literally to listen to shit that I don't care about and for what, the socialization aspect? I find your fixation on girls to be strange aswell, I personally don't even want to interact with them, I see no reason to do so, they're just weird.

From pretty much everywhere I've been, I've found no connection really, no people who are of my age, just old people and I kind of hate that, most of the youth is probably stuck inside just like me, perhaps and that is exactly why I rarely see anyone.
Buddhism can be broadly considered a hindu heresy, and Hinduism has many gods. But that's besides the point.

It's not so much that God won't allow you to have a good social life without Him, more so than we are inherently designed to be in relationship with Him, and if this fundament of social life isn't fullfilled, nothing can be.

Modern degeneracy stems from the constant indulging of humans into selfish pleasure, and modern media and entertainment falls into this category of pleasure at low cost. Modern social life is also a profuct of this, so going to Church and socializing IRL cannot be compared to this. The first is the cause of modern debauchery, the latter is the solution. That people don't "like" to go to Church is therefore understandable, who likes to run 10 miles each morning to lose weight ?

However, if you are truly not interested in God, that's your choice I respect it.
May you be blessed in your life still. But still think about it. A life of ascetism is worthy of praise, but think about it's goal.

Also, you're still rather young, as am I. Don't think of your life or your person as complete and your social life as set, that's a big error. Not saying you can know in advance how you can be in 2 to 3 years, but you can both play an active part in this evolution and also prevent yourself from comitting errors on the way.
 
I mean I've even actually tried to read the bible but I feel like some Christians need to realize that some people are just unconvertable, or as they like to put it "A lost cause"
There is nothing you can do to make me a Christian or religious for that matter, sure you probably could make me a Buddha so I can embrace the /calm/ lifestyle of doing what I like and not caring about what others think and actually being myself. There's a reason why "Just be yourself is the worst advice ever" is a thing people say and it's because this world is full of negative and nasty people, it's not just people on the internet, it extends to my family too.

My sister is always quick to bring up past mistakes perhaps in some attempt to own me in a social circumstance, I have no idea why she does it, but whenever I am wearing a shirt that I like or expressing myself a certain way or talking about something that I like, she is always quick to tell me to shut up and demean me, saying things like "You buy merch from YouTubers?!?! Uhh didnt you used to watch that Pyrocynical guy and he became a pedophile and a furry?" to the Pyrocynical part, she's right, but why is she using it as a point to demean me for simply engaging in wearing a piece of clothing from a YouTube channel that I enjoy?

This kind of behaviour extends outside of my sister and onto websites like this where I'm looked upon very negatively just for enjoying something like FPE or literally anything else, and when I try to fix that, I get people telling me to go back to normal and just continue to be autistic and be myself, so it's strange, it's like people don't want me to become a part of them, or rather, negative people in this world need a positive person to attach their negativity onto, as negative people being negative to eachother probably doesn't work out so well for them, it might even have something to do with the law of attraction. It probably does.

I suppose in that circumstance you can either let negative people affect you or simply ignore them and live a lifestyle worth living, one where you can truly be yourself.
If living in the social world means to change your personality constantly just to fit in and appease people, e.g becoming christian, hating certain things, hating certain people, liking certain things, liking certain people, becoming left wing, right wing, etc etc etc. then living in the social world is a life not worth living. People are SLFs, you can appease them but all that work can be toppled over like a jenga tower within seconds, so theres no point.

I'm done trying to change myself for the appeal and the approval of others, if you like me, then you like me, you don't have to make me a christian or get me to hate something that you hate or convert me to your way of thinking in order to "fix" me or like me. Perhaps that is exactly why I am hated, I do not fit in. But I was never destined to fit in. Why be at peace with others, if you cannot be at peace with yourself? If you cannot share what you are most passionate about with others, in fear of discrimination because what you like is apparently "niggercoal"?

To me, the most important thing in life is peace with yourself first, as long as you can be yourself around others, that is all that matters, which is why I am here. I naturally tend to have technological and creative interests and I am going to express them and share them whether people like it or not.
 
I mean I've even actually tried to read the bible but I feel like some Christians need to realize that some people are just unconvertable, or as they like to put it "A lost cause"
There is nothing you can do to make me a Christian or religious for that matter, sure you probably could make me a Buddha so I can embrace the /calm/ lifestyle of doing what I like and not caring about what others think and actually being myself. There's a reason why "Just be yourself is the worst advice ever" is a thing people say and it's because this world is full of negative and nasty people, it's not just people on the internet, it extends to my family too.

My sister is always quick to bring up past mistakes perhaps in some attempt to own me in a social circumstance, I have no idea why she does it, but whenever I am wearing a shirt that I like or expressing myself a certain way or talking about something that I like, she is always quick to tell me to shut up and demean me, saying things like "You buy merch from YouTubers?!?! Uhh didnt you used to watch that Pyrocynical guy and he became a pedophile and a furry?" to the Pyrocynical part, she's right, but why is she using it as a point to demean me for simply engaging in wearing a piece of clothing from a YouTube channel that I enjoy?

This kind of behaviour extends outside of my sister and onto websites like this where I'm looked upon very negatively just for enjoying something like FPE or literally anything else, and when I try to fix that, I get people telling me to go back to normal and just continue to be autistic and be myself, so it's strange, it's like people don't want me to become a part of them, or rather, negative people in this world need a positive person to attach their negativity onto, as negative people being negative to eachother probably doesn't work out so well for them, it might even have something to do with the law of attraction. It probably does.

I suppose in that circumstance you can either let negative people affect you or simply ignore them and live a lifestyle worth living, one where you can truly be yourself.
If living in the social world means to change your personality constantly just to fit in and appease people, e.g becoming christian, hating certain things, hating certain people, liking certain things, liking certain people, becoming left wing, right wing, etc etc etc. then living in the social world is a life not worth living. People are SLFs, you can appease them but all that work can be toppled over like a jenga tower within seconds, so theres no point.

I'm done trying to change myself for the appeal and the approval of others, if you like me, then you like me, you don't have to make me a christian or get me to hate something that you hate or convert me to your way of thinking in order to "fix" me or like me. Perhaps that is exactly why I am hated, I do not fit in. But I was never destined to fit in. Why be at peace with others, if you cannot be at peace with yourself? If you cannot share what you are most passionate about with others, in fear of discrimination because what you like is apparently "niggercoal"?

To me, the most important thing in life is peace with yourself first, as long as you can be yourself around others, that is all that matters, which is why I am here. I naturally tend to have technological and creative interests and I am going to express them and share them whether people like it or not.
 
Also, you're still rather young, as am I. Don't think of your life or your person as complete and your social life as set, that's a big error. Not saying you can know in advance how you can be in 2 to 3 years, but you can both play an active part in this evolution and also prevent yourself from comitting errors on the way.
This, I do agree with however because we are always changing as people. We never really know what happens to us next.
I am a pattern seeing monkey however and the patterns I have seen have stayed with me throughout my entire life.
 
I mean I've even actually tried to read the bible but I feel like some Christians need to realize that some people are just unconvertable, or as they like to put it "A lost cause"
There is nothing you can do to make me a Christian or religious for that matter, sure you probably could make me a Buddha so I can embrace the /calm/ lifestyle of doing what I like and not caring about what others think and actually being myself. There's a reason why "Just be yourself is the worst advice ever" is a thing people say and it's because this world is full of negative and nasty people, it's not just people on the internet, it extends to my family too.

My sister is always quick to bring up past mistakes perhaps in some attempt to own me in a social circumstance, I have no idea why she does it, but whenever I am wearing a shirt that I like or expressing myself a certain way or talking about something that I like, she is always quick to tell me to shut up and demean me, saying things like "You buy merch from YouTubers?!?! Uhh didnt you used to watch that Pyrocynical guy and he became a pedophile and a furry?" to the Pyrocynical part, she's right, but why is she using it as a point to demean me for simply engaging in wearing a piece of clothing from a YouTube channel that I enjoy?

This kind of behaviour extends outside of my sister and onto websites like this where I'm looked upon very negatively just for enjoying something like FPE or literally anything else, and when I try to fix that, I get people telling me to go back to normal and just continue to be autistic and be myself, so it's strange, it's like people don't want me to become a part of them, or rather, negative people in this world need a positive person to attach their negativity onto, as negative people being negative to eachother probably doesn't work out so well for them, it might even have something to do with the law of attraction. It probably does.

I suppose in that circumstance you can either let negative people affect you or simply ignore them and live a lifestyle worth living, one where you can truly be yourself.
If living in the social world means to change your personality constantly just to fit in and appease people, e.g becoming christian, hating certain things, hating certain people, liking certain things, liking certain people, becoming left wing, right wing, etc etc etc. then living in the social world is a life not worth living. People are SLFs, you can appease them but all that work can be toppled over like a jenga tower within seconds, so theres no point.

I'm done trying to change myself for the appeal and the approval of others, if you like me, then you like me, you don't have to make me a christian or get me to hate something that you hate or convert me to your way of thinking in order to "fix" me or like me. Perhaps that is exactly why I am hated, I do not fit in. But I was never destined to fit in. Why be at peace with others, if you cannot be at peace with yourself? If you cannot share what you are most passionate about with others, in fear of discrimination because what you like is apparently "niggercoal"?

To me, the most important thing in life is peace with yourself first, as long as you can be yourself around others, that is all that matters, which is why I am here. I naturally tend to have technological and creative interests and I am going to express them and share them whether people like it or not.
You being a christian or not has little to do with me liking you or not. I genuinely believe that a world without God and Jesus, and humans without Jesus and God are malfunctionning and can and will never properly work.

That's it. That's also the reason behind every "le bad" thing in the world.
About you and your 'tism, you're making too big a deal of this. Obsessing over 'tism is what got my childhood and teenagehood fucked up, now I'm trying to be normal, consider myself normal and surprise surprise I fit in and also bettered myself.

But wordswordswords I say shit, time and the world will teach you and me better than we both can each other. I spent more time on the internet this past hour writing here than I did the last week, and it's already showing on my mental state. It's poison. Not you ofc but you get my jist. We have to tame our brains, and words do a poor job at it without actions behind them.
 
I spent more time on the internet this past hour writing here than I did the last week
Moderator who barely moderates
now I'm trying to be normal
Trying to be normal is just such a useless endeavour in my opinion for reasons I've already talked about, but if it works for you, then good on you, I guess.
time and the world will teach you and me better than we both can each other
[tsmt]
Time will tell, it always does.
 
Moderator who barely moderates

Trying to be normal is just such a useless endeavour in my opinion for reasons I've already talked about, but if it works for you, then good on you, I guess.

[tsmt]
Time will tell, it always does.
My time might soon come yeah. Not leaving the website no never but yeah, I serve no purpose in here as a mod sadly geg. Idk what to make of it
 
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