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i have a few
  • got off antipsychotics, major improvements in regard to motivation and morale as a result
  • feel comfortable with driving, even find it pleasurable and almost an escape
  • broadened my music taste beyond the same 10 songs
  • gaining weight and eating more, potentially on track to reach 140lbs within a few months
  • big glow up in my appearance relative to even just 2 years ago, feel good with showing my face and don't feel stared at in public
  • adderall, despite being zog medicine, has made getting things done easier and my mental stamina (hell, even just cognitive abilities in general) have gotten a lot better
  • enjoy going outside and taking walks for longer periods of time just listening to music i like, now i walk confidently and with my head up
 
When I took my first BBC. It was just to try it and I didn't really enjoy it. My second one was to see if maybe it could be better. Thid one I just took because why not, I had already done it twice. Soon BBC became common procedure and before I knew it, I needed BBC. I didn't really enjoy it but it had become such a normal thing to me that going without it would be like going without water or air or food. I was now addicted to BBC. Pretty soon I realized BBC was just a gateway drug to other types of cocks. Every type of cock, you name it. and I have had it inside of me. It's not that having the cock in me feels good, it's just a desire I have and after the cock has filled me, I get a sense of relief that lasts me for a timespan. That timespan has however decreased with the years and I'm now unable to go even 30 minutes with atleast a BBC. I have spent a fortune on dildos just to get me through the nights because there isn't enough BBC in Africa to keep me full.
 
i have a few
  • got off antipsychotics, major improvements in regard to motivation and morale as a result
  • feel comfortable with driving, even find it pleasurable and almost an escape
  • broadened my music taste beyond the same 10 songs
  • gaining weight and eating more, potentially on track to reach 140lbs within a few months
  • big glow up in my appearance relative to even just 2 years ago, feel good with showing my face and don't feel stared at in public
  • adderall, despite being zog medicine, has made getting things done easier and my mental stamina (hell, even just cognitive abilities in general) have gotten a lot better
  • enjoy going outside and taking walks for longer periods of time just listening to music i like, now i walk confidently and with my head up
how did you get off antipsychotics? they’re ruining my life for me and i’m even worse when i’m off them
anyways
i have an interview on wednesday
i’m impassioned to learn more about art, music, writing and their histories
i’m hoping getting a job will be the catalyst for me to set a strict routine which will get me out of depression and bring my life back to order
 
how did you get off antipsychotics? they’re ruining my life for me and i’m even worse when i’m off them
anyways
Apologies for my late reply but in my case the antipsychotics were specifically only being used for autism symptoms (mainly irritability, which they never helped with tbh). In the US those are prescribed to autists as kind of an off label thing. I told my psychiatrist my quality of life had significantly deteriorated since getting on them and I was beginning to have thoughts of suicidal ideation (which was true). I've been going to her for about four years and have never mentioned suicide so she was really concerned and didn't even argue against getting off them as soon as possible.
 
I'm getting a bbc for christmas
 
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