I can meet them, become viewed as charming and gallant, and form and maintain long, active relationships with them which they view as meaningful, but I can never take their emotions to heart. Any love and gratitude given to me I can seemingly return, but all I can think about when doing so is if such an action will allow me to keep using this woman as a long-term source of short-term sexual gratification. I can only view them like prostitutes. I am in hell.